Natasha Tori Maru

Unfortunately, it is a good case study for integrity. He stuffed himself up internally very badly. At the time I think he viewed what he was doing as 'acing it' as you phrase. But he walked away with extensive issues. After he went through the above I dated him for 2 years. He was quite committed during this time & honest about it. But he wanted to go to therapy with me a year in - which I wasn't interested in. I didn't realise it at the time, but he was more committed and invested than me. I viewed him within the frame of previous history as a bit of a womaniser. This actually prevented me from engaging more deeply with him. I do regret this deeply, as I recognise I was holding his history against him instead of seeing the man before me. Truly, as he was. I bounced after the therapy conversation. He's a fireman now, married with a kid to a beautiful woman. Life goes strange ways

This one is Vylanas PR stunt. It's to wave the flag of empowerment. That she is 100% complicit, empowered and equal to Aubrey

There's talks of baby Marcus' and relationship constellations not 5 minutes in Fucker hasn't learned a thing. Only a nail gun to the head will alter his reality at this point 😜

@aurum breakfast 😈💀 IM GOING IN

Some of the shit Jim Carrey spits makes me think he has had an experience also

@Ramanujan My real life work is all people, meetings, phonecalls. Deadlines, project cost blowouts, late deliveries, yelling clients. It's very stressful for most people. The forum and dealing with issues here is like a happy break believe it or not... People used to be more of an issue for me. With time you will develop better skills with them 😊 Once you realise everyone just wants something, and you learn to quickly work out what that is - you have the choice to give it to them or just turn away. Most people just don't stick with the problem long enough to find a solution or develop mastery

This is a good assessment. In my 20s I saw lots of this dynamic - within my social circle one guy was very attractive and sought after by the women. He fucked it all up by banging with them all behind their backs. Basically, shit in the paddle pool. My girlfriends at the time all wanted this guy, and all seriously thought they had something special and individual with him - they were all hiding the fact they were fucking him from each other. Mental. I think there is a huge hurdle for incels that is almost insurmountable. Social isolation and the insular way modern society is structured enables reclusiveness to an extreme degree that can retard social growth. And without the social rapport with women the only draw cards are flashy qualities like looks, charm, humor etc. Clubs, bars. My perspective is limited because I always operated in social circles and saw sex and dating from that lens. I only stopped being in romantic relationships by choice. I decided to work on myself for a while. I actively dropped my social circles as they no longer served me. But the fact *I* made the choice is the difference between currently feeing content - and feeling like I have no control and operate from scarcity. Being on this forum opened my eyes to the plight of men who aren't as socialized out of consequence.

I don't have a limiting mindset with this tenure - I look at as a way to assist with the growth of others on the forum. Overall contribute here to raise the collective consciousness. Sometimes you have to be the arbitrator of consequences to achieve a goal - in this case moderating a forum to create an open peaceful environment to explore reality. Maybe actualized.org will reach a critical mass... singularity to swallow itself into infinity😈 Plus, I'm the oldest of 5 siblings and work in construction. I'm used to giving it to people ... with padded gloves of course! But I don't hesitate to call you on your shit. I know I can be prickly, especially when I don't have any rapport with the person. But I feel I am fair. Managing a business taught me that. Also, it's a nice way to pay it forward to Leo, who's many varied perspectives have assisted me along the way. Even though I don't always agree

Yeaahhhhhhh hell yeah all thank you There are other female mods I thought? I appreciate! I try to present alternate perspectives. But mostly I'm all about action... action action get it DONNNNNEEEEEE

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Literally and metaphorically CRUSHED IT ! From the not knowing comes effortless power

Yes I cop immense shit for not drinking. People attempt to shame you 'Oh loosen up' 'Have some fun'. It's basically because your teetotalism shames THEM, so they project back onto you. They feel you are morally judging them when no. I just don't want it. Simple. It's about me. Not YOU. Plus, aussie drinking culture and construction go hand in hand... its fever pitch over here...

Well said and to add on - a lot of the cerebrilizing the whole issue and trying to form a system/frame to understand ends up causing limiting beliefs. Excessive 'thinking' try to resolve the issue FEELS like action - when in actuality these men aren't out socializing. There's a lot of psychology behind talking about things feeling like actually taking action and triggering dopamine. Don't feed that system with talk. Act. You overcome fear through action. Not thought. Exposure therapy aims to desensitise one to fears. That mechanism works to reduce fear so you can build state. I highly suspect many of the red pill men just aren't socialising enough. And that is evidenced by lack of anecdotes with detail from memory. All based on vague observations and pilled content designed to disempower and sell you something. Preying on vulnerability.

I understand this. I raw dog reality now - no substances (unless you mean coffee which is almost a psychedelic to my system it is so potent). Bourbon turns me into a fucken demon. I have permanent injury/scars to my ears from getting into fights with women at clubs. Think me poking people eyes and getting thrown out. I lost most of the integrity of an earlobe because my fighting partner got to my dangly earing... Wine makes me sloppy and sleezy. Gin makes my giddy, hyper and focussed. Tequila I black out quickly. Needless to say you can see why I quit....

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A Caveat About Corruption I had a think about this and how it branches out to reality. Integrity in existential realms as a reflection of consciousness. Lets have a construction analogy shall we? You know when you walk down the concrete footpath? Have you ever looked at how it is formed? There are lines running at fairly regular intervals (see below). These are called control joints in construction terms. We use them everywhere as a way to work with the integrity (that word again) of materials. The saying is 'if its concrete - it cracks'. These control joints are there as a way to mitigate the damage done when using concrete as a material. We are essentially working with the material we have to make it more effective over its lifetime. We KNOW this material will crack - the joint is there so when it cracks, it will crack long the joint. The flaw will be contained in a controlled manner. If you look closely at your sidewalk, you will probably notice these cracks within the joint. They prevent the slab of the concrete from cracking in ways that destroy its structural integrity (which could cause damage below to irrigation, services being hit, becoming a trip hazard etc). Think of your own integrity now - honesty. Where you have to make compromises in life to achieve certain ends. You work with what you have at the time, and do your best to be honest, authentic and true in your dealings. Sometimes you might have to intelligently place a 'control joint' in your integrity (your concrete) - a way to acknowledge you must compromise truth to achieve some end. By intelligently placing these control joints, you can minimise the structural damage to your integrity as a person as you move through reality. You are aware of where you have placed these joints. You will find as you progress up through life - all matters that don't mean anything will fall away. You empty. As you do so you refine the material you are made of. You hammer the structure to be stronger. The loosely scattered bonds of carbon in the coal become orderly. Like that of a diamond. A lattice of carbon atoms - strong - effective - functional. Pure. But in the meantime, if you got concrete, work with it. Lay the control joints while you refine the way to the diamond within. But be aware of where you are placing them, and be intentional and thoughtful. Like an engineer would be when designing the sidewalk. Engineer your life. There you go that's my existential crisis while walking to work, thanks for that LEO

I think Lue Elizondo is a corrupt arse government psyop agent - but this interview below was enjoyable/interesting. Really curious when they bring up Jim Ryder - Vice President at Lockheed Martin https://www.linkedin.com/in/jim-ryder-a243a910/ In a talk he did available on Youtube, he speaks about love, consciousness... no separation, illusion of 'otherness'. God as formless essence. Love as a higher order power. Interesting you have the vice president of Lockheed Martin speaking on these topics. I believe he is involved with their Skunk Works division. For anyone who doesn't know - the Skunk Works division is Lockheed Martins advanced aircraft aerospace engineering branch. @CARDOZZO - you might like this

I can't stop laughing 😜 I'm sure he will try! Otherwise he can tap into consciousness and channel to somone to complete it - a la Bashar or the Ra material

I think the sentiment behind the communication was that the forum is good for information, concepts and ideas. But ultimately spirituality and the truth is one's own internal practice. Away from the forum is where the work is. Great place to learn, but without genuine self insight and practice nothing is being verified. Further to this, often the debates devolve into ego battles, rather than genuine attempts to resolve understanding. Sort of working in the opposite direction 🙃 I could be wrong in my interpretation of @CARDOZZO here.

@Schizophonia Do you genuinely mean submissive - or receptive? There is a difference between the two, assuredly I see many users here - and individuals in the world at large - claim submissive as a feminine quality. I experience this embodiment as receptiveness. Openness. As opposed to submissive. This has been my experience in mature relationships, free of powerplay dynamics, due to a foundation of honesty. Just my 2c 🙃

New crop circle - Frieding, Nr Andechs, Germany. 20th July, 2025

Do you want me to elaborate on feminine expression in general or my actual experience of my femininity as an embodiment? I am happy to answer either !

Good points. People are like electrons - path of least resistance.

RIP Sabbath and Zeppelin were huge for me as a tadpole. Best gentle serene Sabbath song:

I feel attacked.... yep aussie >.< My advice is: trust your gut and don't be afraid to push back. Supers, project managers and even clients will push you to ignore safety to meet a deadline. It happens every day. The building industry is corrupt on many levels - flouting safety is common. And sad.