Natasha Tori Maru

It did sorta come across like you were on your knees gobbling up that dick There are tons of others that type and speak in a direct way like Leo.

There is some element to what you name as 'Absolute' that is differentiating the types of truth being spoken about.

So you think because God gave you free will, what you do with it is his intention? And that makes it truth? Just because it exists, its true? Or do you mean truth to be 'it is defined, valid'

It communicates everything you need to know. Very disappointed in Leo's doubling down here. You are sticking it right in the heart with a sickle knife with your points - that the value of life and consciousness is higher than truth.

You can go into it further and clearly see many addictions are just beings attempting to desperately change their state of consciousness. Food, drugs, alcohol.. etc

I very much enjoyed the most recent blog post. I am sure some users have encountered me banging on about using sound to alter my state. I find similar effects with something as simple as a hot shower, ice bath. All will alter my inner state, which flows to the mind and consciousness. Light has this effect on me also. Running, exercise. 3 addition points I have come to realise & explore: 1) My own degree of sensitivity appears to be a integral part of my ability to reach a state of consciousness, and the ease at which I can do this. Genetics as Leo likes to yell at me, through ones and zeros. 2) Experience is the top asset to recognising a state, and sensitivity to material data input from senses acts as feedback and confirmation I am embodying a certain state. Replicating the 'sensation' data input to my body brings back a previous state. This cannot be done without first meditating and clearing my body of emotion and sensation - emptying - to let the state arise. When I fail to reach a state I aimed for, it is because of some emotionality present I cannot detect, fucking with the process. 3) Everything I have experimented with regarding states of consciousness has confirmed my beliefs are a result of my state of consciousness. Alter the state, the belief changes. I have had this reaffirmed over and over. This goes into how my beliefs shape my reality. Consciousness requires the body, to feed off the experience. Harvest the sense data generated through distinction. This alters state, further grows consciousness. I also often bang on about living a super clean life so you can recognise and reach these states with ease. Clean food, clean water, no chronic drugs, fresh air - from forests. Clean thoughts. Earnest living. My compassion goes out to those with chronic health issues, as this is like an immovable object meets an unstoppable force. Everything is so much harder, raking sand...

Fun Fact - I went to see The Roots live. Was lucky enough to catch ?uestloves drumsticks when he piffed them out after they were done!

Thanks for the shares all, some more juicy listening for later. I particularly enjoy the Stargate Project overlap stuff.

The guy behind this channel looks at evidence and usually tries to debunk. If anyone is curious

He said 'this guy claims' 'imagine' I think its more about out of the box thinking, rather than displaying a belief in remote viewing. My interpretation

I used Sora for the renders above - exit signs and some other details look like their shit has been pushed in >.< Lucky the client doesn't pay attention to that, they just like the purdy colours

Vs Completed Projects (professional images) You can see how AI is great here because we show clients what we can achieve. Sometimes I can't tell the difference between the sources - normally it screws up naming items and standard signage

An example of what I use image generating AI for: AI generated

Thanks for the recommendation - I am well down the rabbit hole of UAP Lost count of the volume of Jake Barber interviews I have listened to! I do think a lot of the big names in the disclosure movement are full of shit. In my opinion there is definitely a planned, crafted and intentional soft disclosure going on.

I would snap it up, but that's just me. I like unusual art objects. I would try to find out some provenance out of pure curiosity I would also put a String of Pearls in it like below, would look sick. Sort of gives the feeling of a waterfall of green out of the goblet at the top.

DAMN! We get our copper jacked from the jobsites - it's very common. They flog it as it's easy money, but typically (in my experience) they come in for the heist at a particular stage of the build. When everything is at the structural stage, right after high level rough in (and sometimes low level when it's just dropped cables) - usually when you get hit. Big $$$ down the poop shoot. While commercial construction isn't like infrastructure to the degree of the incident above, to go in after all is complete, when access is an issue, says to me malicious intent rather than monetary gain. Maybe the money is a side hussle as a consequence of the disruption, but theives typically go for our jobsites at a particular vulnerable stage when it's just slab and steel. All this says to me.... Shits not good news 💀💀💀

Does it have any provenance? Even if it doesn't, it would make a unique plant stand. Provided it is not prohibitively expensive

Hahaha YESIR

First off this is a lot to share - thank you. A lot of vulnerability and personal truths. While I cannot address all you have spoken about - I can add on some my thoughts to add to your thought soup. I do not think your method of 'vetting' a women is dysfunctional at all, it is a sign of seeking a deeper & more conscious connection with another person. You may want to look into the term 'demisexual' as a helpful descriptor for your particular type of sexual drive & desire that steers you away from any pathologizing of it. I, myself, and many women, experience sexual desire and attraction in the way you describe. In the absence of some feeling & connection, there isn't a lot of charged sexual energy present. Certainly not as much as the general population, who are typically charged up by visual stimulus & innuendo/flirting. OCD is very difficult - I wonder if this stems from a need to 'control' your desire? You seem to have some resistance, or 'friction' toward typical masculine sexual desire. This could be resulting in some intrusive thoughts. OCD can be compulsive thoughts in an attempt to relieve the stressor, not just a compulsive action. But I am sure you are aware of this! I think it is healthy and natural to be attracted to someone based on pure physicality. You are just different You come across as very gentle, thoughtful and empathetic. Most especially, your consideration of women's perspective and sexual trauma/assault. It is a rare women indeed who has not had this sort of experience. It is incomprehensible to some men, how powerless this can make women feel. Just my thoughts - I do not know if this helps you - I hope it does! I can tell you with 100% certainty there will be someone out there for you <3

Didn't Trump crap on about revealing the drone shit? Not disagreeing with you - but I thought he was rather gung-ho about revealing the truth. I didn't keep across all the events there I admit. Musk on the other hand - well - on Rogan he made jokes about aliens 'If they are out there, they sure are good at hiding! Huehuehue' (paraphrasing) Like fuck, can you imagine the monstrous ego one has to have to edit your own logic and reasoning so bad?

Well, he's not technically wrong stating governments are incompetent and not cohesive enough to be able to hide something like this. Where he is wrong is his assumption that governments would be in charge of hiding this secret. It is as Leo raised above - they subcontract out so information is infinitely compartmentalized. Whether it be private contractors, or individuals from universities. The whole thing has been sliced and diced into oblivion, like a torn up letter that can never be put back together. Each person investigating a tiny segment - one team on propulsion, one team on material etc None of them ever work together or see each other. There would be another higher clearance person to do that. I believe even Bob Lazar has intimated this. The question is, who are 'they', as its certainly not the governments we are familiar with. The people in charge behind the scenes are making the decisions. And I can believe real threats are made to people's lives and families if ever information leaks. People like Musk & Trump, I am sure, have been curious... and have probably been told to shut the fuck up. And been shown enough to ensure the shutting up. Those in charge are powerful - elites - as they have control of where money is going.

We do a sort of construction called 'Design & Construct' where we have the flexibility to alter & do some mild engineering. I use AI for really succinct emails where I need to use as few & accurate words as possible. I learn myself through this and have made habits of the ways AI phrase things. Critical to get as much info across in an email, in the simplest way possible. Conceptual visual renders of interior fit-outs - what we are realistically able to construct for client pitches. Also using client prompts to display options. It helps I have amazing artistic vision & taste so prompts are a piece of cake. Structural and floorplan alterations and proposals, once again using image AI. It's been really effective!

Honestly if facts don't come into this discussion it is actually just whinging & complaining about lack of inner power and responsibility.

Great thoughts, thank you very much! You are prompting me to drill down into this. Ultimately I feel like experience is consciousness cohesively focusing on a subject as a data harvest, as a way to change state. To grow. Experience is a delectable meal for consciousness. A veritable feast! I suppose I am still not answering the question. There is certainly an element of doing involved, and wisdom earned. Certainly, feeling is part of this experience. Experience also serves survival, but I feel the needs to serve survival are purely so that the body can continue as a container. To harvest experience to contribute to the collective consciousness of God. So behind it still lays this unifying love that is harvesting, clothed in what appears to be survival. It seems to me experience can only be the act of consciousness perceiving, reacting & learning from data it creates as a result of defining & placing limits - and then the resultant learning and change of state. I fear I still haven't answered, but I have enjoyed the process

How are you going to learn, to experience, to transform, without karma?