Natasha Tori Maru

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  1. No longer feel loneliness in a similar way to @ChrisZoZo I truly aim to float around here, engaging in dialogues, so that maybe I can say something that will echo in someone's head. Like a weed that won't die and keeps growing and coming back - but in a positive way. I am thankful for you all, in friction we learn <3
  2. Project manager in commercial construction - state and federal government work So like science (ANSTO Synchrotron), medical (hospital builds and refits), schools & education stuff.
  3. Sound is a resonance and vibration that your brain/consciousness responds to. So, with the right sound - and binaural beats can achieve this - you can elevate your consciousness enough to encompass what feels like being totally one with reality around you IE not within the container of your body. In this state it is very apparent consciousness gives rise to the brain, the observer will always change the outcome IE quantum science This will alter your state of consciousness. You can practice this enough to reach states with very little effort. It is indeed a meditation, only with sound to supplement. It might be curious to know, the 'wavering' you hear when you use stereo headphones for binaural beats is not part of the sound - your brain creates this wave in response to the 2 different frequencies being played in each ear. Sound also creates geometric patterns when applied to particles, like sand. Sound resonance breaks glass. Sound can also be used as a weapon. I genuinely feel like the next science breakthroughs will be in this field. @Oppositionless mentioned Monroe Sound Science - this is research developed by the CIA that was formerly classified. Here is a video that might elaborate on some of the science behind the process:
  4. Yes, this is totally on point. The Gateway Process is a great sound tool to 'short-cut' your way to meditative states that channel the first steps to Kundalini. It is particularly good for those who's physical bodies aren't clean, as the less sensitive can usually perceive the shift. I warning though, for anyone curious - do not engage in any steps beyond focus 12 without first mastering the REBEL and ECB. You will engage a type of energy you will not be able to handle. The .pdf supplement is also recommended to read before beginning No noise cancelling headphones either
  5. All of us have masculine/feminine within us. All of us have emotion/logic. The beauty of being in relationship with another is it lets you sink into one polarity while your partner holds space. You will both naturally switch between feminine/masculine in a response to each other's needs (and life at large). A healthy partnership will let you flow within the frequency of this switch. This is at the core of a spiritual & energetic match within the bounds of a romantic relationship. Stop thinking 'women are simpy in their masculine too much these days' Limiting belief, limiting thought. A healthy person will be able to switch because they have mastered balance of energy.
  6. Its legit. Best way to learn - how you learn anything. Experience. I can give you a clue - sound energy is more fundamental to the universe and power in general than many, many realize. The right sound will demolish your reality. It can be a shortcut to higher meditation states, and unlocking Kundalini. It might help to remember all this 'head energy' theory is just that - mind play, lacking the integration of practice. I can describe the sensation and pleasure of eating ice cream - you can read about it. The cold sensation that gives way to the sugary sweetness as it melts. The smooth texture and mouth feel of milk fat. But going in and eating the shit is just, well, it's something else! Indescribable Practice
  7. Dead (ಥ◡ಥ) I keep walking into your traps!
  8. Shhhh we must not speak truths men aren't ready for!
  9. Good points, the power of being able to maintain that container is the essence of the masculine polarity. I think also, your other points above are valid. The choice of the word 'manipulation' is catching people, as most have negative attachments to their definition. If users read the above by substituting the word 'guide' in, the same concepts are conveyed. It's a common theme on the forum - users negative/positive attachment to words blind them to the overall meaning.
  10. None of this will work because frankly, most men don't know how to hold space for the feminine. Many men (not all) hold better space for their cars than they do women: they check the engine, they clean it, change the oil, treat it with care, upgrade little bits, customise it. Then take it for a ride and the engine sings (6cyl+ only pls none of this resonant exhaust shit slapped on a micro engine 🤣) . Just like with anything, she's gonna throw a check engine light and be a hassle if you neglect her. Especially a highly strung Ferrari! The biggest issue I see with forum users, is thinking life (and this includes getting a woman) is some vending machine where you put good stuff in and good stuff comes out. It just shows how little life experience / real life application many here have. Theres a measure of black and white thinking tossed in also, which adds to this polarity. All of this could be applied to women in the reverse. Most women do not know how to allow/make room for the masculine to lead
  11. Oh my gosh! This entire dialogue again - history doomed to repeat. This conversation genuinely comes across as so low consciousnesses. Please - I put forth no judgement in the above Women are humans just like you. We are your mothers, your sisters, your grandmothers. Female humans even go through menopause and live on. I am not sure any other female of other species lives on past child bearing age? That 70 year old woman has a function. Custodians of knowledge & care. All this inane dialogue does is divide you all. Fuck this stupid 'human love' and 'love' distinction. There is NO DISTINCTION. We are all the same and all one and all lit up by the light of the same energy. The light of God!
  12. I can believe it - there is mathematics behind it to explain the phenomena. I enjoyed your anecdote
  13. Crystal Rorschach test! Crystals are fucking powerful - I love it when people call it woo What do they honestly think they are using when utilizing most forms of tech? Crystals are at the foundation of our ability to modulate frequency. They gave birth to the transistor and are at the core of our ability to modulate frequency. Really enjoyed these images
  14. In a rather beautiful ideal world this can work. But without addressing the systemic rot at the roots of society / capitalism there is NO WAY I will ever trust what is fed to me from AI. Not disagreeing with you that this outcome is possible, I just feel it is unlikely
  15. I have found the same! The vetting process is absolute garbage Books are the new marketing platform to supplement reddit bot reviews I do try to read new material, but most is verbal diarrhea
  16. Good morning Peo, I am a distance runner. Most runs, toward the end, I experience an intense runners high. The body load of mushrooms has a lot of overlap with this sensation for me. Although, with mushrooms, I am overwhelmed by the sensation. Runners high tends to feel more like an embrace, rather than a foreign overwhelm (like from mushrooms). Incidentally, I also experience this same sensation when using The Gateway Process, when coming out of focus 3, 10 & 12. The come up from the state induced by the process is the same as runners high/mushrooms. Similar to MDMA when the first waves hit you and feel a crushing, choking overwhelm. Then the beautiful, vibrating slide out while you dissolve into love. The slide out feels like runners high/gateway emergence. MDMA is very hard though, I do not recommend it more than once or twice a year. I have stopped its use altogether.
  17. ლ(ಠ益ಠლ) Cornered & attacked
  18. My family, all artists. All intensely creative, spiritual.
  19. It's giving Skeksis podling energy sap vibe
  20. They fly, they generate energy And the tools needed to unlock/make them are underneath It's all underneath us History
  21. I try to always ask myself the question 'What am I attempting to accomplish with this communication?' You will find, most often, it is ego related. That is enough for me to shut the fuck up There was an element of force involved in this 'inner training' I did with myself - I am predisposed to revealing too many details regarding business workings. Working with state & federal clients really forced this. 'What am I trying to communicate here?'
  22. Ohhh thank you thank you Caught me, as I did not do a search of the personal development section Assumed it would be here
  23. Is there a proper and well established meditation mega-thread on this forum? This seems like a good gap that could be filled with results, techniques, insights. In particular, I am curious to hear about retreat experiences, as I have never been on one. I myself have been practicing for over 10 years. I suppose it would be good timing, with Leo planning a retreat soon. I do hope he is open to reporting back, much like trip reports. Curiously, I wasn't able to find any consolidated threads
  24. Interesting. I do think there is a genetic component to meditation, as Leo raises. I have always been able to meditate & manipulate my state of consciousness with great ease. It does hinge greatly upon ones sensitivity - this is also why some need the sledgehammer of psychedelics. The more you prep your mind and body through removal of environments that are detrimental, the better. You will increase sensitivity & receptiveness. Like 2 birds in separate glass cages - one in 70% Oxygen, one in 30% oxygen. The 30% oxygen bird is fine, and will live. But the higher oxygen bird is going to feel the effects of the lower oxygen environment and notice a difference. The 30% not so much, which is why you often need so much more work (or chemicals) to reach the state of the 70% bird. The cleaner you are the more you notice subtle effects. Much of the work I have done to prep my mind and body to alter my state is increasing this sensitivity. Unfortunately, it has the side effect of making me quite isolated, as I find many people and environments caustic.
  25. My pure opinion? Don't do it. I always believe in tailoring what and how you convey something to the individual. I don't think there is an issue with the material, more how it will be received. Rogans audience isn't super enlightened 'what do I want to achieve with this dialogue?'