Natasha Tori Maru

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  1. @Joshe Yeah man of course - I have spoken on this a few times here. Check out Luis Elizondo (former senior intelligence official of AATIP) - I think he is full of shit. A disinformation agent who is spinning truth in with crap to steer people in the wrong direction. Flood the zone with shit is the name of the game. Any time he is pushed he defaults to 'I am a patriot and am loyal to my country' when approaching revealing something genuine. If you really want to come at the topic you might need to look into it.
  2. I would say it is implying whatever is behind the phenomenon has been here all along. Half the stuff we see reported and in the sky, from what I have researched, is reverse engineered technology from compartmentalised private contractors. But yeah, hearsay. I think the footage released officially is compelling !
  3. I think the whole change to terminology 'NHI' is a clue
  4. I accidentally came across this just now, brutal. I don't see how he will survive that was a clear shot into the side of the neck....
  5. Hahaha Have you seen old Ross-y boys reaction? Looks like something he hasn't seen either. Cant find it at the moment but there is a live reaction from him floating about @Joshe There is some element of a cover up in all this, I suspect. Pure speculation from me. But you can't deny this is interesting stuff! I don't agree with your assumption about hellfire and crossing galaxies. You have to be open to the fact we have no idea about the physics of these things I draw no conclusions yet and remain watching 😁
  6. Yup, but it doesn't stop someone having some true insights. Just that she is also a basket case (At this present time, my compassion to her!) We are also speculating about hormones/peri-menopause, which is good to acknowledge. Some people just malfunction in some areas
  7. Your video and this comment made me think a lot on this while walking the dog. In terms of emotions being truth - in a way, in my own process, I treat my emotions as true. Being genetically feminine I think I probably lean this way anyway, although I have always been naturally more masculine and cerebral in the mind. Always systems and mechanical. Emotions are true in that, they are an indicator that I hold a belief that something is true. I do not mean that the belief is true, only that the emotion is felt, and it exists as real to me. It is in how I understand the emotion, that leads from thoughts, that perpetuates in source from the hidden belief (the belief could be true or not). So, I often work backwards, I think. I look at the emotion I have. I allow it to be felt in its entirety so that I am totally clear in what I am experiencing (if you repress or do not allow it, you won't be able to clearly label/understand it). Then, I look for the thoughts that give rise to the emotion. This is where meditation is ESSENTIAL. Or just mindfulness. Awareness of thought. The emotion is the reaction to the thought. Unconscious thoughts are the ones that I look for. Because once I am able to identify the thought, I know there is an unconscious belief in operation perpetuating the thoughts. The belief perpetuates the thoughts. It is the key to unravelling and stopping them. Deconstruct the belief and reveal what is ACTUALLY true - and the thoughts subside. The emotions recede. It ALL stems from the belief - hidden or not. But if you cannot control a thought arising in repetition, it is a great indicator a hidden belief is present. So, I treat my emotions as true - a true indicator of a belief - and I work the above method in reverse until I get to the belief. Then through enquiry and contemplation I asses its truth. If it is not true - CLICK - that is that big realization you have. When you truly grasp something that leads to the detachment. The emotion dissolves. So I think that is the feminine angle in operation (emotions are true as in they exist in reality) - but it is 100% plainly obvious one needs a balance and be able to use the masculine contemplation, deconstruction/enquiry to be able to decipher and assess if the belief is true. It is the source of the emotion that may be untrue, and reveal false belief, not the emotion itself.
  8. @Ramanujan It has been some of the hardest work I have done. But if you want to reveal unconscious beliefs - and unravel the thoughts and emotions attributed to them - it is invaluable. I made the most progress when the people closest to me where candid and honest, and not afraid to reveal the truth of me and what they saw (behavior wise). I had to trust those people and their judgement to be able to do this. But I don't think many people want to hear the truth in such a way
  9. I am blessed to have not had any negative experience of this so far. But I can tell you - some women experience peri-monopause in a way that makes them VERY difficult to deal with. I just read Sadia is 35 too - this is the age things begin to shift hormonally for women. I wonder if half this insane acting out crap is governed by her shifting hormones
  10. Here's the meat of the above - supposedly a missile intercepting an orb that remains intact
  11. I totally do not know! Looking back at our history, and just how many natural disasters we have had that have near wiped life off the earth, it doesn't seem outlandish to me to think there is a lot of lost knowledge out there. Even the libraries of Alexandra, or better yet, the Vatican's locked down library - there is so much we do not know. Sound is fascinating to me, as I think there is more to it than we know. Even sound weapons used by the military are a thing. Resonance can induce movement in objects. We can explode glass and destroy things with sound. Infrasound has been reported to do crazy things to people. Wouldn't surprise me if something like 'OM' could be sung in unison with a technology/object to achieve something.
  12. I agree. I wish I had someone that could have fulfilled that role within my family. A matriarch. I try to be that for the younger women in my life - namely my sisters, cousins, and the female colleagues I work with. But I seem to naturally slip into this role as others tend to come to me without me reaching out. I have thought on this quite a lot. It could possibly be that Leo does not have the typical emotional outlets that others who engage a lot on the social domain enjoy - he has alluded to this in the past. That is just my speculation. He could reach his emotional highs, emotional truths, through contemplation, insight and integration. But I think the greater factor is the realization of truth really brings one to a place of union with all - surrender, oneness, sacrifice. It is about breaking down barriers and distinctions. If you think on what intimacy is between people, or a man and a woman (just a simple example), it is really the honest truth of each being known to the other. It is the dissolution of all barriers between them to facilitate intimacy. This is a total union with other. It is love. To know the other. To know, anything. Truth. This runs through all existence as you (subject) and thing (object). Your experience is the activity generated as a result of the interaction - and to realise you are one with all in union is a powerful thing to integrate. You dissolve that distinction between subject and object. This truth is behind our entire existence - what is inside it outside, what is outside is inside. Leo is walking us through these insights in real time, and the pure joy of surrender, distinction dissolution, union and, ultimately, love, can be overwhelming. In my experience, anyway When you really have a moment of embodiment, the emotional charge is so great that tears can act as an expression of the joy felt
  13. @Cathy92506 Hard to be happy and at peace in life when you are addicted to a behaviour. You give up your sovereignty. Ultimately we do have no control over anything in life. We simply need the wisdom to know when to act, and put things in motion, when the opportunity arises. Your friend with addiction may not choose to have something wield power over them, if they had the choice. It could simply be your friend hasn't experienced true happiness, and simply conceptualizes 'this must be happiness'.
  14. Yeah also menopause is typically starting at 46+, normally 50! So to be a geriatric mother at that stage is like... Great genetics!
  15. Like adopted forced? Menopause means no more kids usually as you become infertile before your cycle stops. You cycle hormonally without egg release Unless you mean perimenopause ? Which is different entirely
  16. @Emerald I believe has some great knowledge - she may have some sources to share ❤️
  17. @Ishanga you also did just equivocate yourself with Leo... Just prompting some self enquiry - good to look into your compulsions, growth there. Everyone has an unconscious side - others see it but we cannot 🫠
  18. Apparently Sanskrit and Hebrew have a lot of phonetic correlation to geometric patterning - when the sounds are resonated through a vibrating plate with sand, for example, geometric patterns arise. I think it is called cymatics? If I recall correctly. My grandad used to show me examples when I was a kid. You might find it fascinating! I did!
  19. He needs some Ralston slowly inserted in his arse. He cannot question deeply because he is so full of shit, no more room for new knowledge. Ironically, he wants to 'know', when it is the opposite of what he wants without even realizing it.
  20. @Cheese I'm ready for the disappointment UFO news going NPC walk speed lately
  21. Personally, I feel if you begin labelling agents as 'devil' 'demon' etc you run the risk of 'creating' something you feel has agency over you. You give that thing power with thoughts like this. Create something you need to 'defend' against. In addition, I have found more often than not it's not some separate entity - it's actually your unintegrated shadow. Things or traits within you that you cannot face, that you can't admit to having. Anger, lust, greed - whatever really. By labeling it “devil,” you push it away. The repression still vibrates inside, making it feel negative. But it's generated from you.
  22. “Are you enlightened, or am I just projecting myself onto you?”
  23. @Mellowmarsh I should be a good girl.... but I can be a troll 😈 I tend to let the troll tiger loose with the architects at work though, she needs to be walked every day! I am much more professional here