Natasha Tori Maru

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  1. I love listening to people send themselves into recursive loops of fear around current LLMs achieving AGI.
  2. @Miguel1 Thank you Sad to say I have learned from experience. I have been an Absolute piece of shit in the past. But that person is gone now hay - doesn't exist. Only a long forgotten memory Only the lessons learned remain.
  3. I could be wrong here - regarding sex vs truth. When you want something - anything in life - you are more willing to present a falsehood to obtain it. You lie when you want something. Usually in service to the ego/self/survival. The lies could be about anything. And when you lie - you are destroying your own integrity. You pollute your experience. Your way of viewing it as an energy exchange is similar - but reducing it down to its constituents - its lies to obtain something. Truth out the door. You always forsake truth for your own personal gain. This business of lying for personal gain weakens you. You aren't as effective in the world. Which isn't a moral matter, it is existential. This property is found all around us in material reality. You think you get away with this - but you don't. You don't see the consequences. But they are there. They show up. And being highly conscious will mean you feel the ramifications more than someone who is of a lower consciousness level. You are 'conscious' of the lies effect on your experience of reality. Most people cannot detect and feel this. They are too low consciousness. You become so conscious lying is anathema to your very existence.
  4. Personally, romantic relations/sex were the best waya to reveal the spiralling depths to how I was self deceived. They have this way of digging up all the internal parts that aren't coherent. NGL I was busted as fuck in that arena until 4-5 years ago. I healed the most from broken relationships. Revealing the unconscious levels of deception there was the calling that pushed me to look into other areas of existence I was engaging in falsehood
  5. There is an interesting trend between NDEs and spiritual work - spiritual work is about uncovering the 'truth' and part of that is realising the activities of the 'self' or 'ego' (or what-have-you) are obscuring your ability to experience this defined reality. No self. Not-knowing. Emptying. Truth-blindness. Many people that have NDE's try to explain how things became so 'crystal clear' within the experience. Everything is more real. During this time much brain activity is reduced. Almost as it if in the process the 'self' or 'ego' is being removed and true experience is revealed. The brain is emptying thought... ego.. perhaps? To reveal the truth... Just my thoughts
  6. @Petals No - entity experiences. After the first one a different experience of reality was opened up (this is how I perceived it). Once I had one, many more followed. NDE, OBE, psychic phenomena, experiencers, telepathy... I perceive they are linked in some way
  7. You might like this! I've watched it a few times. John Kleese 🙃 The 'hitch-hiker' effect where once you have one NDE you are 'opened up', happens to be a truth I experience.
  8. I'm liking the example regarding Ralston and accelerating his career through consciousness work and insight. A similar process occured with myself regarding my work in commercial construction. I was pretty deliberate about what I was trying to get out of the insight. He taught me real world physical feedback can be a direct way to verify insight - similar to the Game Awakening. The process transitioned to be 'effortless' Some of those lectures on YouTube from Ralston, and his books, you can digest over and over and they keep on giving. Not saying he is perfect, but he has had many years to drill down into the topic in his chosen arenas.
  9. I like it. Movement to facilitation rather than communication. The deeper you go into this shit there is some stuff that just can't go into standard communication modes without getting scrambled in the process. Facilitation is the smarter strategy at that level. Additionally, it assists with the students integration rather than presenting (what is) hearsay.
  10. @Jehovah increases Oh yeah, hell yeah it's the Fire In The Sky guy. That movie wrecked me as a kid. Cheers for the share
  11. My experience has been they simply lift off the blinders I have to the wealth coming to me. I might not recognise where money is coming from IE a discount to something I pay out of necessity. Or simply 'wealth' in another area, as wealth could be anything. They basically make me look for patterns I wouldn't otherwise pay attention too.
  12. Bashar is a weird one. So much if that channelled stuff is in alignment when you cross reference it - phrased in very different ways. The hybrid children stuff refers to the NHI topic - the narrative is many of the newer generation are genetically spliced with alien beings as a way to increase consciousness from birth. Still doesn't stop society and survival getting its claws into them.... Some of these 'sources' have some good stuff - but then you get a reality check and a reminder to critically assess them. Especially with regards to the NHI topic.
  13. Can mods give each other warning points? She wonders idly, while sipping tea
  14. @Carl-Richard The sound of the Zen stick hitting itself 😇
  15. @Carl-Richard >.< You need the Keisaku treatment. Change that state in a shocking way. NOW RECALIBRATE YOUR EXPERIENCE. INTAGRATE I think I need to recalibrate myself a bit. A lot of beatings with sticks lately
  16. @Nemra indeed, there is some insight there. You could see the confusion begin to unfold early in the thread which is why prompting harder seemed valid. It is worthy to sit with. Because it's not like all new age can be thrown away so easily!
  17. Pretty sure most romantic relationships form from workplace relations - historically for sure.
  18. @Leo Gura Yes precisely. Otherwise, you aren't increasing consciousness. You haven't become conscious of anything. This one is fucken feral. Those poor women. I am very grateful to have never had such a negative experience. I am the only women I know in my real life who hasn't experienced any sort of sexual assault. Thanks for the share
  19. Maybe there's some confusion between a state change and spirituality. Seems like most of these examples of fake spirituality have this common theme
  20. Indeed - my addendum was to add that my thoughts were an attempt to grasp the topic from the relative domain. Because I agree with you - fingers are pointing that way
  21. Do you personally feel this is true? Pure curiosity. I've been in several romantic relationships with men that were staunchly anti-monogamy, only to have them 180 their stance. Maybe it just takes the right women. A concept, perhaps, one doesn't want to entertain hope for. I've always felt the craving for sexual novelty leads men to want things open. I have to think in reality here though - it would take a lot of energy to juggle multiple women. As you age that energy seriously dwindles. Most woman are going to experience some... extreme consternation... at the implication above
  22. @Eskilon Deep sleep. Hmm. I had a think on this during this mornings run. To be quite frank I have a deep - not knowing - of this. These are my raw, unprocessed thoughts (subject to further refinement, lucky I don't give 2 shits about being wrong. I am wrong all the time! Well... my thoughts are wrong...not, as we shall say that *I* am wrong :P) Deep sleep = consciousness alone. There are no distinctions present. A pure state, absent of objects, but not absent of being. Mental activity is gone, but consciousness doesn't go away. To me it seems beingness persists, but there is no process of registering anything. I am alive - but there is an absence of self-awareness. No memory. No narrative. Could we look at it as a state of pure potentiality of consciousness? Perhaps so, if we look at waking states being a kinetic form of consciousness. I must admit I have tried to perceive my transition into or out of it. I haven't pushed sleep states to this realm but it's making me want to feast into that experience. The boring or mundane experiences of life are the best ones to explore as they are the overlooked. Writing this all out makes me now question: What's aware of the absence of consciousness? It's possible to go into self-defeating loops here. I am not about that as I don't think we can come to solid conclusions. There is meta-awareness that suggests some continuity - before, after and absence in between. We sort of carry this meta-awareness over the boundary, like beadcrumbs... Overall, to my thoughts: we don't go unconscious during deep sleep. We stop identifying with experiences due to the breakdown of distinctions. The awareness that knows nothing is still aware... Just not of objects. All this is relative. Not Absolute. I don't like to scramble my own eggs by trying to pull the 2 domains together in these sorts of mind abstractions. They can feel like you are making progress, but detract from the reality experience
  23. @Leo Gura I think this is a very astute observation. As much as I have compassion for another beings suffering - this is an example of lack of integrity (lying to oneself in this case). Essentially Vylana is deceiving herself this is something she wants (with a spiritual, false narrative) to get the candy - or the cock, the lifestyle, the luxury - in this example. The lies are always to get something. The corruption and lure of luxury and status. Power. Obviously, this is complicated by the fact that Aubrey went back on his word wrt monogamy. But Vylana is complicit here. She is choosing this. She is causing the internal split between what she wants and her actions. This is causing that fragile state we see where she is triggered to tears and internal unrest so easily. Again, if she was not stuck in this weird performative spirituality, and knew her own, real truth - she would have simply cut things off with Aubrey when the new puss was introduced. When he went back on his commitment. Again, the lure of wealth, status and power. She is breaking her internal state to attain these things.... I think there is a big pool of internet reaction that isn't holding her accountable for the choice she is making here. Obviously some people are innocent and ignorant and get swindled into these situations through total lack of awareness. But when we add in all Aubrey is offering (money, status, luxury, power) this is a huge factor. Do we think she would have stayed with him, if he was low status/homeless, as an example? Would she have compromised her own truth then? This whole situation is so ... ANTI-TRUTH. Very glad you based the most recent video on it.
  24. @Sugarcoat Thank you for the link - Appreciate appreciate You (actually many users here) may enjoy this lecture - the gentleman speaking is a great orator, which always helps with the digestion. He goes into genetics, to body systems, to the mind and consciousness. Breaks down how they interact and how the mind generates emotions we experience through narrative (real/imaginary - makes no difference). It gets linked back to survival's maladjusted mechanisms that are active in the world today. We are doing these things we think we are plagued by. Things we are under the impression are external. The key is meditation. Cease all thought. Not knowing. Our consciousness is capable of much more than we know: