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Hm I see, I was wondering what to do next. Looks like it is observe God

Have had similar experiences some months back, they are not that common for me.

Reality cant be a simulation because the ones simulating us in their computer would be IN reality. There can be as man layers to it as you want, but ultimately reality is groundless. And enquiring into the nature of existence inside a simulation or outside of it, is no different. A lot of things said in Law of One and from what I can gather from different teachings + my own realizations. It does seem like a simulation. A cosmic play. It can't be a game because there are no players. So it's just a play. Leela in hinduism it is called. So it does look like so, but at the same time, why would it matter? Only reason you want to find out is because it'll help add yet another layer to your identity.

Oh and also I don't think it's decrealization, atleast in my case, because i literally feel i am nothing yet everything at the same time. Also something exists but also nothing

I have been feeling this same way for some weeks too now. But I have been using my time pretty nicely by binging anime and writing poems. (I have nothing to do these days.) But I could also just sit down like that and wait for nothing. I am not particularly depressed. It's more like I am nothing. Not even nothing. I have also stopped meditating. And when I sit doing nothing, I fall into meditation as well. Nice to see a post i can relate too

It's funny how dumb we are to not see something so obvious for our whole life. Searching it from place to place. Hilarious

When you realize it's harder than your dick ok Idk why I wanted to say that I mean your dick IS it

Hatha Yoga done properly does take a long time. 1 hour to 1.5 hours if done nicely. And it's best to end with shavasana at the end of the session, that is a meditative state itself. Every pose is. I'd say 1 - 1.5 hours of yoga, and after that rest for meditation. 1 hour should be minimum for meditation ofcourse.

That's the whole problem, you are fearing right now when asking this. Be it a real demon or an imagination, there is fear in you. So that fear we are talking about. You wouldn't be asking if they are actually gonna come in or not if you worked on your fear. Because it won' matter if they do actually come.

"The rose blooms red, The tulip blooms yellow, The lotus is pink. Surrender to each sense and just sink. It goes inwards infinitely, Look how creation is crafted so precisely. Just as sight can be zoomed in forever to see how infinite it is, Each of the other sense can be inquired into so as well. Sight is so magnificent. You can't describe color or shape; or near and far, But you can witness how meaningless they are. It's inexpressible. Sound is so wonderful. Get lost in it, Focus on it so much that You are gone. It could be pure silence or a lovely song. Feeling is so divine, It is either in the body as sensation or as thinking in the mind. Everything is a feeling, from You to Other. Let go of some and and fully feel into another. Smell is so incredible, It's such a different dimension, Crazy that it's even comprehendible. Forget everything else and focus on the smell, it's so mystical. Taste is so heavenly. Easy to get addicted specially. It is combined with feeling at the tongue so it could be hard to discern, But it is yet another dimension to explore and learn. Each of the senses are a completely different inner dimension, Yet there is no difference between either if you remove all conception. Each is wondrous, from the beautiful highs to the disgusting lows, So don't just explore the pleasurable but also your dislikes. It could be a whole new level of clarity that follows." I wrote this poem, fairly new to writing stuff like this. But it's intriguing and and first time writing something so spiritually based. Ofcourse it doesn't encompass everything I want to say. Infact really each sense is inexpressible. There's a lot to say, but also nothing to say. Just a try. How do you guys like it?

Someone posted this on discord and said this is "So true" "100% agree" and all. I could see it resonated well with them and they considered this real talk and deep. Now I know everyone is on their own level of development but isn't it fascinating to see? Something that I consider totally obvious and not deep at all, is deep for someone else. And something that I consider deep af, is everyday conciousness for someone else. Damn.

just think about it, there's no reason to feel bad about dropping back down. There's actually no reason. The more you experience the more your baseline consciousness will start to alter. But you need to allow it to do that. And for your baseline to be shot up requires lots of open mindedness and courage.

I think it would be easy to just love him if you can train yourself to not generate anger from all the things he did since you know there is no reason for you to get angry. For eg. You gotta be aware enough to know there is nothing to be frustrated about if he got you wet by throwing that drink at you. It'd be nice training lol

I resonate completely with him

damn yeah you right

Isn't it your belief that there were other points in time? That there is time? That there are other POVs? That you are a POV? That there is something else? That there is something at all?

He says that realizing God is yet just another stage of awakening, and that we shouldn't stop there and try to go beyond. He says next state is after realizing you are everything and God, you work on realizing you are nothing. Not even nothing. And then dissolve into reality. Then he says even beyond is realizing that reality is beyond being and non-being, beyond perception and non-perception. edit: tho i'd say you if you can do the nothingness thing then you will simultaneously be conscious that you are everything and also nothing. I think he said that in the video as well.

Very helpful. But I think what he is saying goes at the same time as what other teachers and also Leo says. As he said, "There is no self" is the same thing as "I am everything" I think he is really tryna stop us from misunderstanding the awakening process. I don't think Leo is as much at fault at all. Even with just Leo's video, I was able to experience what Frank is describing. But his video did serve as a great reminder for me. You are immortal and also mortal. There is being but also non-being. Damn. This feels great, but also not great.

Well if you focus on somewhere other than the image in front of you, ofcourse it's gonna blur. And since in your experience, there is nothingness behing your perception. Your vision just blurs and dissolves and no other image comes up. Unlike let's say imagining a red car while eyes open. atleast this is how i see it. I think what you are doing can be a helpful practice tho, just feels like it. edit: Just realized, what you are doing rn is what I do to focus in on the fact that I am awareness which pervades everything Nietz's abyss quote makes sense now lol. edit 2: I am gonna do this too, to focus in on the void! Thank you!

@acidgoofy i'd love to hug that body of yours lol looks sturdy no homo tho

Someone wrote a really detailed guide on how to Conciously Sleep here some time back. They also link several other of their posts that talk about OBEs and AP. They talk about them in the post itself. I think it's helpful, though I haven't tried it out properly myself.

Don't worry, I think you are doing fine. Just keep going. Only thing you can mess up on this journey is to either never start or to not finish. (I think buddha said this, and I damn well agree.)

Just another thing I want to say on this thread. Since NoFap amplifies sexual attraction in me (that is I am more easily attracted by other females, sorry for sloppy english.), It is all the more easier to inquire into what sexual attraction is all about by feeling even more into it! I'll probably say something here again if something interesting is discovered by me.