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After contemplating what @Gesundheit2said. I see that it's not actually that I love suffering. But that I think it's necessary. How do I deeply accept suffering? edit: but if I deeply accept it, won't it dissolve and disappear? Would that mean suffering is an illusion? Still can't get myself to say that tho because, there's a lot of things that can make me suffer. So what is THAT if not suffering? Nothing?

I also made a post about this some while back, but people got defensive

I think there are multiple reasons for it. One of the more boring reasons I have verified for myself is: The mind creates these 'feel-objects' with every situation, along with memories. That's why when you remember something, it's usually attached with the feeling you felt then, or is detached and you can notice that. Every memory has a particular feeling. And so does every action or angle of looking, etc. Brain reuses many of these feel-objects as you re-experience those things or similar stuff. But sometimes it forgets to attach the memory that says "I have used this feel-object before with a similar situation." So you feel that this feel-object is supposed to be new, but still feels so familiar. Knowing this, I can actually consciously induce a deja vu. However, this is only the case with most of my deja vus. I had had some where none of this applies. Which implies there are other reasons too. But this is the case with most of mine.

Probably basic survival stuff like eating and shitting, and going further spiritually and whatever other field they like, are the only challenges left. Which probably wouldn't even be considered challenges because they aren't.

Maybe you get angry at such people because you would hate yourself if you were like that? Also, ahem.. YASSS QUEEN ? SLAYYYYY ✨✨✨

I get you man. That's why I believe that too. But your head might be underwater. Pull it out and see the beauty of everything at large. Because I think you can see that we are just trying to find meaning when there is none. And "if only there was more between now and that inevitable loneliness". But there is no loneliness. Its all love. I don't claim to be someone who has embodied this love because I suffer a lot with that too. But everytime, love is the only 'thing' that makes me see it never mattered anyways.

I think that whole image of people being nothing behind their ego, and that being somehow scary is just a false image. You see, even if there was a soul layer, that's just adding one more layer. Now you can say, people are nothing behind their souls. But clearly you don't do that imagery when it comes to souls. So just don't do that with ego either. You can love those egos as much as you love those souls. Howcome adding a layer of souls makes it more comfortable? I think soul stuff is highly likely, but if having 'no soul' seems scary then that is social conditioning imo. What does 'soul' even mean to you except what you have been told by society? But it's still scary, right? Well if you see the love, it shouldn't be at all IME. It's not like traditional loneliness at all. Aloneness is just a fact, but love makes it all so worth it.

So I have found this 6.5 hour album which portrays Dementia in a musical way. "Everywhere at the End of time". The last stage is where everything just fades off and is just static and some last bits. People say Dementia is dying without actually dying. Dementia throws you in a constant state of confusion, and confusion many teachers say to get comfortable in. This got me thinking that this is very connected to what is done in spirituality. What are your thoughts on this? And do you think most people with Dementia reach some form of enlightenment before finally dying?

'When' 'you' 'are' 'into' 'non-duality' 'you' 'can' 'talk' 'like' 'this' 'and' 'it' 'still' 'makes' 'sense'.

so many times, it's unbelievable. Then you get back down and feel at the bottom for a few days or weeks before being lifted up again through some experience like advising someone or whatever and then you get smacked back down again It's like that tradition in japan where you continuously hammer the rice cake, again and again and again, until it becomes the ultimate, sweetest and tastiest rice cake.

All of spiritual work is about getting the mind, the brain, to realize the truth.

What I do is just provide people with what they need, if they ask for it and the time is right. I don't actually care to give them way better truths because it just won't make sense, hence it's completely pointless. And the main reason I do infact help someone is because it grows me and I love them. My simple logic is that since there is infinite understanding, I am infinitely stupid, so is the person I am calling stupid. We're both stupid. Thinking of each other as fools. For the part where one gets made at arrogance and dogma, I think that can be overcome by not attaching themselves to being humble and clear. Or thinking that a more true worldview is somehow better.

same has happened to me a bunch of times. It's p cool. One time it felt like my head was in my lap. Pretty Surreal.

it's 9AM, I just woke up half an hour ago, I read this post, now I am crying because reality is love. I love you man, I love you.

@TheLoneSage I actually watched this anime when it was on TV. I always liked the Opening. Imo, this part has the most profound shit. (Also has the lyrics)

Only Halloween special that terrified me

I am crying

15th century mystic. Doha is basically 4 lines of poem. He has some really nice poems, lemme give you some. "Pothi Padh Padh Kar Jag Mua, Pandit Bhayo Na Koye Dhai Aakhar Prem Ke, Jo Padhe so Pandit Hoye" Meaning: The world died reading scriptures and books, but none become a Pandit. But who reads just 2.5 words of love, becomes a pandit. "Jaise Til Mein Tel Hai, Jyon Chakmak Mein Aag Tera Sayeen Tujh Mein Hai, Tu Jaag Sake To Jaag" Meaning: Just like sesame seed has oil within it and the spark has fire within it. Your God is within you, if you can wake up, then wake up. "Dukh Mein Simran Sab Kare, Sukh Mein Kare Na Koye Jo Sukh Mein Simran Kare, Tau Dukh Kahe Ko Hoye" Meaning: In suffering everyone prays, in happiness no one does. But if you prayed in happiness, why will there be suffering? "Gur Dhobi Sikh Kapda, Saboo Sirjan Har Surti Sila Pur Dhoiye, Nikse Jyoti Apaar" Meaning: Guru washman, Sikh(disciplie) the cloth, God is the soap using which sikh's mind is washed clean, comes out the light of truth "Aisee Vani Boliye, Mun Ka Aapa Khoye Apna Tan Sheetal Kare, Auran Ko Sukh Hoye" Meaning: Speak in such a way that your ego is lost, the body is purified and others are joyed

still feels weird when someone with all this in their understanding comes up to you and tells you that "You're just an idea I am creating" online. Yet you clearly have your direct experience. So the person who told you that must be deluded. Honestly I don't know. I can't come up with any conclusion regarding this matter. I am what is, but what is isn't as well. But clearly, what isn't also is. So could the things I think isn't actually be? ok enough confusing talk. Clearly I know there IS only what IS. Means there is no more than direct experience, and imagining other experiences is also within my own direct experience. But I can't for the life of me see how it makes sense to think there is nothing else happening simultaneously. I mean it could be the case, but also couldn't. I simply don't know.

Y'all I figured out the trick, just focus on the foot that she is spinning on. Figure out how to think the foot is actually in front of the ankle when you think it is behind. Now you can consciously choose it's direction. I made it go back and forth like an oscillation

"To your eternity" feels Yellowish and Turqouisish to me.

I am gonna try this out. I actually tried something similar once but only at 5 days of semen retention. I moved the energy up from the pelvis to the belly, But I couldn't take it any further. I had stomach aches for a few days to a week, until I decided to meditate and move it back down.

it's not that 'I can't choose what I do' since even that wasn't your thought. It's more like you aren't to begin with. Which is what's the most free. Even your awareness is occurring on it's own effortlessly, it can't be you. Literally nothing is you. What is something with no limits? That's right, it's that which is equal to nothing, something and everything at once. I'd say true free will is no will.