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'When' 'you' 'are' 'into' 'non-duality' 'you' 'can' 'talk' 'like' 'this' 'and' 'it' 'still' 'makes' 'sense'.

so many times, it's unbelievable. Then you get back down and feel at the bottom for a few days or weeks before being lifted up again through some experience like advising someone or whatever and then you get smacked back down again It's like that tradition in japan where you continuously hammer the rice cake, again and again and again, until it becomes the ultimate, sweetest and tastiest rice cake.

All of spiritual work is about getting the mind, the brain, to realize the truth.

What I do is just provide people with what they need, if they ask for it and the time is right. I don't actually care to give them way better truths because it just won't make sense, hence it's completely pointless. And the main reason I do infact help someone is because it grows me and I love them. My simple logic is that since there is infinite understanding, I am infinitely stupid, so is the person I am calling stupid. We're both stupid. Thinking of each other as fools. For the part where one gets made at arrogance and dogma, I think that can be overcome by not attaching themselves to being humble and clear. Or thinking that a more true worldview is somehow better.

same has happened to me a bunch of times. It's p cool. One time it felt like my head was in my lap. Pretty Surreal.

it's 9AM, I just woke up half an hour ago, I read this post, now I am crying because reality is love. I love you man, I love you.

@TheLoneSage I actually watched this anime when it was on TV. I always liked the Opening. Imo, this part has the most profound shit. (Also has the lyrics)

Only Halloween special that terrified me

I am crying

15th century mystic. Doha is basically 4 lines of poem. He has some really nice poems, lemme give you some. "Pothi Padh Padh Kar Jag Mua, Pandit Bhayo Na Koye Dhai Aakhar Prem Ke, Jo Padhe so Pandit Hoye" Meaning: The world died reading scriptures and books, but none become a Pandit. But who reads just 2.5 words of love, becomes a pandit. "Jaise Til Mein Tel Hai, Jyon Chakmak Mein Aag Tera Sayeen Tujh Mein Hai, Tu Jaag Sake To Jaag" Meaning: Just like sesame seed has oil within it and the spark has fire within it. Your God is within you, if you can wake up, then wake up. "Dukh Mein Simran Sab Kare, Sukh Mein Kare Na Koye Jo Sukh Mein Simran Kare, Tau Dukh Kahe Ko Hoye" Meaning: In suffering everyone prays, in happiness no one does. But if you prayed in happiness, why will there be suffering? "Gur Dhobi Sikh Kapda, Saboo Sirjan Har Surti Sila Pur Dhoiye, Nikse Jyoti Apaar" Meaning: Guru washman, Sikh(disciplie) the cloth, God is the soap using which sikh's mind is washed clean, comes out the light of truth "Aisee Vani Boliye, Mun Ka Aapa Khoye Apna Tan Sheetal Kare, Auran Ko Sukh Hoye" Meaning: Speak in such a way that your ego is lost, the body is purified and others are joyed

still feels weird when someone with all this in their understanding comes up to you and tells you that "You're just an idea I am creating" online. Yet you clearly have your direct experience. So the person who told you that must be deluded. Honestly I don't know. I can't come up with any conclusion regarding this matter. I am what is, but what is isn't as well. But clearly, what isn't also is. So could the things I think isn't actually be? ok enough confusing talk. Clearly I know there IS only what IS. Means there is no more than direct experience, and imagining other experiences is also within my own direct experience. But I can't for the life of me see how it makes sense to think there is nothing else happening simultaneously. I mean it could be the case, but also couldn't. I simply don't know.

Y'all I figured out the trick, just focus on the foot that she is spinning on. Figure out how to think the foot is actually in front of the ankle when you think it is behind. Now you can consciously choose it's direction. I made it go back and forth like an oscillation

"To your eternity" feels Yellowish and Turqouisish to me.

I am gonna try this out. I actually tried something similar once but only at 5 days of semen retention. I moved the energy up from the pelvis to the belly, But I couldn't take it any further. I had stomach aches for a few days to a week, until I decided to meditate and move it back down.

it's not that 'I can't choose what I do' since even that wasn't your thought. It's more like you aren't to begin with. Which is what's the most free. Even your awareness is occurring on it's own effortlessly, it can't be you. Literally nothing is you. What is something with no limits? That's right, it's that which is equal to nothing, something and everything at once. I'd say true free will is no will.

@Fearey I see. That clears it up. According to my interpretation of the model, I'd put your interpretation of Yellow as early Yellow, and Turquoise as late Yellow. Coral as entering Turquoise and Teal as full fledged turquoise. I think this what most of us mean here by those stages. You have probably read the book so you might as well be more accurate. But this is the way I interpret the model cuz all I have done is watch the videos. Anyways, have a good moment!

Fear of the unkown is from what I can see, is the strongest fear we have. But it's actually not the root. Infact, to me it feels like the fear of infinity itself. Which is the same as to say the fear of death. We fear death because we fear infinity. Infinity... Is terrifying. It feels like my chest is gonna implode on itself.

What's your defination of stage turquoise, coral and teal?

No need to get agitated, in fact it's something to be empathized with. They are just trying to find themselves in the best way they know how. As do you and me.

No! It's Pixels on a screen! Down with Emoji, Eggplant and Dick devils!

That looks so amazing I really wanna be able to draw something like this in the future.

So I did some contemplation into this topic, as to what really happens when you judge someone and this is what I got. When you judge someone, you aren't actually judging the person, but an idea of that person. Where is this idea? In your heartspace. This idea is actually in from of a feeling. And you assume that this feeling is infact, what you are judging. So you take this part of your heart, and ostracize it and not accept it. Basically, what you just did is fragmented yourself. When you judge/cringe/hate someone/something/some archetypal energy etc. you actually just damage yourself. Because it feels best to be a whole and integral, there should be no reason to judge or hate anymore. I made a video on this too, if you want you can watch it, but I already wrote down the main insight.