AdamR95

so true??

From my experience on shrooms i had more light, pleasant, magical kind of vibe, on LSD i had more serious, heavy, introspective kind of vibe. I would choose shrooms for the first trip.

I had the same issue, its nervousness. What helped me was to not fap for a few days to be more sensitive (i use to watch porn daily) and second just be patient and be detached, dont care to much. In my case i wanted that so much that i use to fail again and again for long time with different girls to the point where i started not caring anymore a then it just came naturally. I remeber one night when i failed with this very hot girl and i started histerically crying while we were lying in a bed. It was extremely embarrassing but these type of situations made me grow the most. I just dont care anymore.

If there is infinite chain of incarnation then it is lost game in the first place but i do not obsess about it constantly only sometimes it just come up in my mind. I am just trying to accept suffering as much as i can and love it to death. I cant change reality anyways.

I am aware of that. When i will be dead my ego will disapear so there will be no problem from that perspective. And from absolute perspective, god loves to go throught all the suffering. But still, i can incarnate with so low consciouss ego and suffer much more even maybe i was enlightened previous life. I know its my projection but that horrifying idea sometimes bubble up from my subconscioss when i am on psychadelics or when i am contemplating.

Is it possible to be in nomind state permanently and still remain practical in life or do you need some balance? Are some of you able to be in nomind state for long period of time? Whats your experience? I am curious.

good for him, it took me several years to even start enjoy meditation

Do you personaly have experience of no-mind for long period of time for atleast few days? just curious.

If i am home on my cough and meditating its easy to be in piece and in state of no mind. But in work its different, and i have a feeling that thinking is needed in these situations. Maybe i just need to be present in the thinking process. The thinking isnt the problem but attachment to thinking is and proper balance is whatever i choose to be proper balance. I just needed to clarify that for my self. I think i am clear now.

this is great advise, thank you

I just stated that worrying can exist even when you know there is nothing to worry. Beside that, i can agree with all that you said.

This topic wasnt meant to be about nonduality, but about integration of no-thinking state to practical life. This debate just turn into who has better understading of nonduality, we just start debate about words and definitions i had glimpses of nonduality and basic undestanding of it too, i am not enlightened and i am not saying that i dont have an ego. I have lot of work to do to embody insights of nonduality and i am aware of dualistic nature of language wich is a reason we disagree even we are talking about the same thing

Depents on your definition, if you define knowing as a being i agree with you.

One thing i learned from psychadelics is that knowing something is only a feeling and in fact i know nothing. My intuition leads me throught life and i have no idea where it is, where it leads me.

You know there is nothing to wory about right? But if there is a hungry grizzly bear aproaching you in full speed you would shit your pants wouldn't you? Even in a lucid dream you would get scared.

@Carl-Richard There is difference between knowing something intelectualy and embodying it. In one sence i know there is nothing to wory about, but in the other sence i am in denial of that for sure. God can choose to experince worying if he want to and it is exactly what he is doing, thats the reason why worrying exist.

exactly! agree, we are always ourselfs

I get your point, but i think you dont get mine. I know there is nothing to worry but worrying is still happening, are you in denial of that?

There is no I, but there is still experience of doing and worrying. Choises are still made, thinking is still happening. In relative sence these things exist. As long as there is experience of life, these things need to be deal with. I know i am in my esence enlightened but practical issues are still present and if i am living an ordinery life sometimes dualistic thinking is needed in my opinion.

I can relate to this. This is why i hope death is definitive, i dont want to reincarnate as someone who suffers like some other people suffers and if i am eternal its inevitable that i will. This is the most scary thing for me, much more scarier than death.

My question was about purpose of thinking relative to my practical life, i know its ilusion i am just asking within the ilusion. Question was about a content not a structure.

Yes intuition is powerful thing, but can make mistakes too. I think that thinking and intuition works with each other in synergy. Thinking is like dialog with yourself wich helps you organize your experiences in your mind and then it helps your intuition to be even more acurate.

In this case your definition of "no mind" is different than mine, well switch "no mind" for "no thinking" then.

good point, maybe its wrong only because i am addicted to it this comment actually made me realise this, thanks

Thanks for reply, what are you talking about is being present, nomind state is a different thing in my opinion.