blackchair

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  1. i dont care what "i am" as long as i serve humanity, im good.
  2. "you dont have to do anything" and paradoxicaly turned into "you have to do everything"
  3. addictions are sometimes good things, they ground you in reality and from there you can start to detach.
  4. my bias is that reality is cruel.
  5. i have "fun", talk to my friends about MOST stupid shit EVER, Listen to songs on YT, talk to my family, watch a movie, take a walk, and i meditate on my teachers that relax me the most.
  6. my best friend is hedonist, he is working VERY stresfull Job and hedonism keeps him in check. for my self? i dont like it at the moment....i had a full year of hedonism and it didn't work for me. (i think)
  7. im blessed to know my end game. #grateful.
  8. i dont get it bc im dead tired but will laugh with you
  9. around 90-ish.... awwwww companion sound so nice and beautiful but honestly i dont know if its written in the stars....Boys and girls are crazy hot here
  10. in my 20 i had a lots od sex and didnt do shit abour my college and i was partying all the time. just relax
  11. i Already maped out my retirement, i will live in Konavle, Croatia, little wooden/stone house all by myself, but i love people too much so i will visit Dubrovnik often
  12. yes it does, when i "work" it takes my whole mental capacity and after that i feel like someone beat me up, so i need to relax like profesional athletes....
  13. oh god you guys are AMAZING.
  14. very nicely put.
  15. this forum really has my back even from myself, wow.....
  16. do your have "courage" to really die, do you want to risk it all?
  17. dont f*uck with your life because its precious, find another means. good enough?