blackchair

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  1. i "only" have to healy self to be service for others, my right eye is little bit off lately im trying my best to get it under control.
  2. is this good emoticon or bad? i was 100% honest.
  3. i "forget" them and try to focus on positive, there is always balance of good and bad, i try to listen me more and more even if its almost impossible sometimes....
  4. lol, im afraid not, my fault sorry pipl
  5. my mentors, but i cant drop names.....
  6. honestly no, i did when i was teenager, now i dont have time im afraid
  7. nope, emotions are with you till the very end
  8. i trust people 100% so what will be will be. big disclaimer: im afraid of pain and death ofcourse.
  9. didnt watch the videos (so i may be wrong) but Ken is turquoise all the time
  10. i set people free, that's enough for me in this lifetime. what happens to me doesnt matter. people/world matters. Being awake (for me righ not) is so silly little game....
  11. im illusion "fighting" paradoxes all the time. little bit tired.
  12. well im doing my best and im afraid its not enough. im insecure.
  13. when im angry at ANYTHING, its time to stop, and relax and reset.
  14. we are all equal, and every single person on this planet is giving its best. we are not "special".