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So, on Saturday, I went out, single, with no one else, and I started to explore a town I've only ever visited and passed through. But this time was way different because I was going by myself, with no one else leading me, I essentially was leading myself to go out of the house! This is a big step do to the fact that I tend to be more introvert then extrovert, but I do have to admit, that going out was amazing, just by itself. What I'm trying to do is simple, I want to start dating, so As i was going out, by myself, i started notice all the resistance inside of me. I Walked 4.5 miles overall. I remember siting down and really thinking of my dating life, and Wondering how I'm going to change my single lifestyle that I've created for the past 2 years, So for a few minutes I really took it upon myself to take action in asking a lady out. I wasn't shy, or anything, but A part of me just doesn't know how to proceed forward in this new world i'm living in. I'm fully grown with tools to get me pretty much anywhere, with limitations of course. But the overall I'm just starting to take part in my dating life, journey,

@Flowerfaeiry I’m going through a similar but different situation. When I was younger I really didn’t have a social life, I truly kept my distance from anyone in my class and other people on the playground. In elementary, life was just so awkward and somewhere halfway through middle school. Something changed. I started running cross country and slowly changed my mindset, Right now it’s been over 8 years since I graduated. And even though I have personal development backing me, I can’t seem to get out of my mindset that keeps me from being alone. right now I’m sitting at a packed block with tons of people, it feels like I’m at the elementary playground all over again! I came here by choice, I am alone, and have walked the block 4 times as of right now. The reason I’m even writing this is because I’m experincing huge amounts of resistance. The resistance I’m feeling is the “Hi I’m VR, how are you doing” like I know we can talk just about anything with anyone, but I tend to say”Hi, enjoy your day” they say you as well, and we go on with our day im having a really hard time just staying with others presence. —————————————————— I understand what you mean about parting and smoking and drinking, I personally stuck to smoking legal cannabis myself, never did I like partying do to that mindset I developed as a youngster. I love life, I enjoy being present and alone, but a part of me just like you has to change the mindset of our youth. —————————————————— Let’s keep in touch, share with each other our progress because we are human and are allowed to experience and grow and make life better today I did do a new result, I went out into a new little town and explored it, but like I said I’m having a bed time with this resistance ——————— a part of me wants to think that I am making progress but another part of me is saying that its not enough. so what will I do? ——————- idk I have stepped into my future with the actions I’m taking right now by applying awareness to my problem. As you did ———- just remember your not the only one going through hard times, so don’t kick yourself to hard, and stay consistent with what you have envision in your mind. ———————-

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How are you doing, I want to start a podcast, my goal is to have 100 viewers

@Existence, @Truth Watch this, it'll be essential for growing inner self.

Create really strong Routines!

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Hey there, Jan 3rd 2020 will mark 5 years of discovering this website on YouTube. pretty amazing how time passes.

2015 unconscious strategy. Then 2016 Conscious stratagy and now 2017 has started, and i'm working the Life purpose Course into action. The internet is going to play a big role in the shaping of the future of my life purpose, Communication In reality is key as well as the digital realm. I sometimes just go and stand and watch the sunset come down. I've also been inside a bull arena to get a shot at the bulls and the riders. I lived to tell the story indeed! Actualized. Org made me question and now i'm on my own path in my own unique way. So i thank you, I really do.

Hi Everyone, I’m sure you have read Thick Face, Black Heart. “A Hindu priest lived across the street from a prostitute. Each day as he was going in to do his prayers and meditation, he would see men coming and going from the prostitute's room. He would see the woman herself greeting them or bidding them farewell. Each day the priest would imagine and ponder the shameful acts that were committed in the whore's room and his heart would fill with strong disapproval of the woman's immorality. Each day the prostitute would see the priest at his spiritual practices. She would think how beautiful it must be to be so pure, to spend one's time in prayer and meditation. "But," she would sigh, "it is my lot to be a whore. My mother was a whore and my daughter will be one too, such are the ways of this land." The priest and the whore died on the same day and stood before Judgement together. Much to his astonishment, the priest was condemned for his wickedness. "But," he protested, "my life has been one of purity. I have spent my days in prayer and meditation." "Yes," said Judgement, "but while your body was engaged in those holy actions, your heart was consumed with vicious judgements and your soul was ravaged by your lustful imagination." The whore was commended for her purity. "I do not understand," she said, "for all my life, I have sold my body to every man who has had the price." "Your life's circumstances placed you in a whore house. You were bom there, and it was beyond your strength to do otherwise. But while your body was performing unworthy acts, your heart was always so pure and forever fixed in contemplation on the purity of the holy man's prayers and meditation." So I’m here to tell you, you’re the whore, and well, I’m no priest, but I have been “consumed with vicious judgements and my soul has and is ravaged by my lustful imagination for the future.” I just want to make you aware of the gardening lifestyle. I am currently designing my life, and one of the end goals that ties into my overall purpose is gardening, but not any type of garden. I’ve done that, and well as fun as it is, I’m still very hungry to achieving more! Why? Well because I can and I will, it’s simple really, and I have to make it come true, so there for I will keep it insistent consistent. I want to build the an amazing hamburger, which we have, But If you have read Rich Dad, Poor Dad “This is a common case of someone who can build a beautiful hamburger, but knows little about business.” I know nothing about business!!! This is what I want to do, because I see great potential in this! I will be building my skills up, and applying my knowledge towards my overall purpose. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Which in this case, is the model of Spiral Dynamics! But overall NATURAL DESIGN! Purpose, Profit, People, and Planet! I fucking swear, Gardening is as natural as it will ever get, and then I will be adding much more, I have some pretty crazy dreams for this garden, because I see so much tech around me that I can use and apply towards my purpose and future! This will be fucking awesome, I guess they don’t see it, but I do, every tech company has been working for me for free!!! But maybe I’m being cocky, but still, it’s all good, because all I’m doing right now is learning the mastery process of writing, and writing my own life story, but giving it structure! So this writing is a good reflection of my projected future! But these pictures are a good projection of my actual determined past! Everything in between is bendable! (insert picture here) So still, what I have to say from here on out is this simple truth, welcome to my life, this will be one awesome life! I wish to keep you in tune with what will be happening in my life! But honestly, If I had 10,000 in cash, I would invest in farm equipment… But I have to tell you something, I define all my words really differently. I try and keep my life as simple as possible, one word to me means an immense of different outcomes, but pictures are quite specific... The future requires our attention! And by the way this little one was born inside a garden life style no need to be a whore in this lifestyle!!! anyways i just want to make you aware that gardening is part of this life, this will be actual growth! You will literally see growth happen! Internally and externally, you are a plant! it's pretty cool! Anyways! Till next time

I’ve been practicing and been making progress, here is one of the simple results that I’ve been able to come up with, I’m on path, actually enjoying the journey. I understand that the journey is the actual gift, being in this moment, is to me the joy of all things. I’m a very simple minded individual, one that still has a vision for his life as well as complexity, but right now, I’m focused in what is right in front of me. My future of where I see myself does indeed inform the present. This is why I love sitting down, and allowing me the time to look back on my own history, or look into the future and see how I can completely change and radically take control of my life. Anyways I hope this inspires you in some way, Let keep going forwards in this journey of life!!!

I’ve been practicing and been making progress, here is one of the simple results that I’ve been able to come up with, I’m on path, actually enjoying the journey. I understand that the journey is the actual gift, being in this moment, is to me the joy of all things. I’m a very simple minded individual, one that still has a vision for his life as well as complexity, but right now, I’m focused in what is right in front of me. My future of where I see myself does indeed inform the present. This is why I love sitting down, and allowing me the time to look back on my own history, or look into the future and see how I can completely change and radically take control of my life. Anyways I hope this inspires you in some way, Let keep going forwards in this journey of life!!!

This is what i wish i could eat every morning, today, i was able to make this, and honestly, i wish to share it with this community and many more. So please enjoy, tell me what you think about my morning creation, my morning creativity, and share and give me links to thing that are as sweet and healthy as this. Anyways, i personally know this is way to much sugar, but honestly, i hardly do this type of eating, anyways, hope you enjoy and if you do it, please let me know! Ingredients - Nature Valley Crunchy Peanut Butter Bars (NVCPBB) - Organic Ground Flax Seeds - Chosen Foods Chia Seeds - Natural Directions Organic Peach Slices (NDOPS) You want to get two NVCPBB and crush them, I personally used the NDOPS Can to do so. Then pour the crushed up bar into a bowl. Now get your flax seed and start to pour it into the bowl as well, do same things with Chia Seeds. I personally eye ball everything, this works for me, but if you’re the person that need to have things counted, the bags on themselves have the information you are so much looking for. Now you get your NDOPS Can, open it up and pour it onto the bowl as well. Give it a 5 or 10 minutes to soak in its juices and enjoy.

An Angel entering Hell would be called a monster in the eyes of a demon, for the demons in hell would look at each other as the Angels of heaven. In all reality, one is no better then the other, for both are labels created by either side thinking instead of Being in Presence

@JevinR That is so crazy, OhMyGoodness, i've had those some damn experience's!!! I still actually have them, but I've learned to just Self-Accept My-Self in a very deep personal level! Like in a very deep, and i do mean deep manor! Meditation helps so much! Writing down what the bad habits are, and then crossing them out helps so much as well!!! Learning how to lucid dream so you can enter that dark place as you sleep can enhance that process so much, if you are willing to see yourself as who you are that is lol. Personally from my experience, these three things combined together help so much!

Tell me what are you doing to Actually Heal your Mind? Pretend your mind is the Arduino's, code it, build it, take the time to actually make it good. Keep executing and creating the vision in your mind a reality. I sit down and make a choice everyday, I Mind My Own Business.... That being said, I structure my mind with a daily routine. That is the way i heal my mind, by actively focusing on the intentions I've set for myself, completing them and taking careful note. Looking back reviewing my note and making sure i'm plucking out the ideas that are holding me back.

Money is an Idea! The power of the Spoken Word or your Thought has the ability to become what you think is real in the world. The Brain is the single most powerful tool you have, That's the Brain. Fear- False Evidence Appearing Real. Focus - Follow One Course until Success.

Made the Video i was talking about, Today i take a big step forward in this Journey, and i'm excited to say i'm contently building myself to new degrees daily, focusing myself on a domain of mastery!

Build your Stamina! Create a morning routine that will put in the moment.... I personally do Chi-Dong!, a few breathing Exercises, and deep meditation in the morning. My advice is simple, WAKE UP COMPLETELY IN THE MORNING! I DO EVERYTHING POSSIBLE FOR THAT TO BE A REALITY. ONCE I'M UP, I KEEP IT GOING BY ADDING A COLD SHOWER. WEIGHT WORK OUT. Learn to Breath and become aware of It... you could be walking through life in a daze! Breathing in and out will help you elevate your mind, simply because you heart will be able to provide more oxygen to your brain, giving you more alertness and becoming more mindful! If you notice being lazy, then all of a sudden because your more energized (if your doing the morning routine) you can see that seed of laziness inside your mind and pluck it out! Personally I try to get out of my comfort zone.... Today, i even went to the extent of making a video! Actually taking a step further into my Self-Actualizing Journey by recording the video and uploading it. Anyways... hope this helps... on my YouTube Page in the description follow the links... Hope this helps!

So I haven't Wrote on this for a while, i will be UpGrading Soon to Video, sorry for the delay, I will Keep executing. I plan on making a video for this, yet soon maybe not... but in this months frame of time for sure... Please forgive my delay, yet i better late then never... I will give an intention of what type of video i will be trying to create... i'm going to go to the fundamentals of who i am... hopefully Give you a minds sight of what I wish to accomplish...

Study money, learn to make that idea into reality.... that will never be a waste of time....

I can only tell you what i do, personally if i where feeling like that, i would just sit down and think, or not think, the point is to sit down and let time slip on by, that BEING is good, is LOVE... honestly... i feel like words won't be able to explain what love is, but let me give you a sensory description. Love to me is feeling my body fully energized, with each and every single breath i take, ESPECIALLY THOSE DEEP, LONG BREATHS that fill my lungs, that is love to me. Every single time i step into the daytime, and the sunlight hits my face, my body, that to me is love. Every time i take time to sit down, and start to learn a new skill, or work on a skill towards betterment, i feel love. Being Present with Positive mindsets, setting the right moods in your head... that is love.... It's refreshing to know you are living with your values... that is Self-Love.... Learning to love yourself is never a misguided act, for if your doing, and if your are contently doing... just doing tend to auto-correct. So are please... keep on the road forward towards this Amazing life, this amazing presence you are reciting in and keep on being.

When is the best time to mediate? Silly question yet maybe, but the only stupid question there could ever be is the one not asked. So any ideas on when? 6 in the morning, 1 in the afternoon? Wake up in the middle of night? When?