Spirituality as a rejection of spirituality and striving and fixation.

[Malkom]

For a long time, I was "searching for spirituality," so to speak. What is God, what is Reality? And I noticed that it began to permeate my every thought and weigh me down. And recently, either I forgot, or I'm tired, ahaha. I simply stopped thinking about it and so intensely enjoyed the moment, like in childhood, I simply allowed myself to be. I think this is how "God" feels, as pure being. I can think about anything, play with it, whether it's good or bad. Don't you think you're just stuck in this situation? Instead of giving yourself freedom, freedom for your energy. After all, if we're talking about the "true self," that's probably the closest thing to it.

I think I've become enlightened, hahaha, just kidding.
I remember many years ago when I was reading Osho, he experienced a moment of enlightenment and laughed for a long time, saying it had been so simple all along.

[VividReality]

Earth be my Witness 

[Salvijus]

2 hours ago, Malkom said:

I think I've become enlightened, hahaha, just kidding.

Enlightenment is when you've realized that you're an utter fool. But then you won't go bragging about it

 

[Malkom]

@Salvijus I don't consider myself enlightened, more like self-irony, but I definitely like what I've come to, even if I'm a jerk, but that's probably not far from the truth