PurpleTree

How did you treat it, stimulants?

I think it's mostly the same thing as people who try to attain material wealth for happiness. It might work for some people sometimes. I enjoy buying stuff sometimes for sure. But many people probably got a lambo or a nose job and are still miserable. And then think well maybe if i get this and that done, then i'll be happy. And in the end they Michael Jackson'd themselves.

Also i'm sorry to hear that, that must be tough if it's your mom

If it's basically the same thing in the cheaper brand. and it's a a trusted brand, maybe read some reviews and why not try it.

Also generally have low blood pressure

Yea a lot of times i don't sleep great, hard to get to sleep wake up to early etc. The last two days i slept good/enough but i'm tired, especially today. Maybe because i'm still on a deficit from the days before that.

nutrition, meditation, lots of supplements vitamins etc., sleep aid, modafinil/methylphenidate, sports, fasting etc. hmmm many things, it also varies greatly from day to day. some tests i've done at the doc were thyroid, vitamins.

I don't think there's "A conspiracy theorist" i don't put people into the same box if they believe in "flat earth" "powers that be want to move away from cash, for more control" "9/11 was somewhat of an inside job or exploited etc." "reptilians rule the world" "jews rule the world etc." all those are totally different things.

How long have you been depression free?

no

nice i'll try to make a spice latte too this or next week. I like it

I've read of many people who apparently did heal those things and others.

Nice

i applaud you for being creative and doing your thing but personally i'm also kind of tired of seeing trump comics etc. not because i like the guy or anything like that but just because i've seen enough/too many already but maybe he's just the guy who triggers you enough to be creative/create and it will evolve in a different thing in the future, in that case it would be good i guess

yea i didn't mean "good" as in not a bad thing, i meant "good" as in total free speech is almost existent much better than other places type thing

I've been really into conspiracy theories about a decade ago, so i was before most sheeple wasn't into all of them though, just some. now, not so much.

Yea never said totally free just pretty free. 96% freedom of speech is still pretty good, or not?

I find it pretty free how people can talk about their government and politicians in the US for example.

these recent weeks have been pretty satisfying for me, even though i don't have a gf and 'm not really meeting any new people etc. i wonder if it's just a phase of calmness and inner satisfaction? it probably is since nothing is permanent

thanks breh

Many of their friends were killed and you think they're doing that "gleefully" ?

Yea that's bs, what has the us done to latin american countries? what about yemen? kurds? armenia?etc. etc. Is the US military hegemony good for the world? hard to say, there are pros and cons

i don't know too much about murican politics and don't really care that much tbh. but didn't reagan and his team (a republican) throw a lot of people who were mentally ill on the streets and close down facilities? seems like a lot of people who are homeless in the us have mental issues and need some kind of help. in europe in central european a lot of western european and nordic countries etc. we have far less homeless than the us. (france and italy might have a lot, not sure) i was shocked when i visited the us as a kid for the first time and saw all the poverty because i just knew the us mostly from hollywood movies. obviously it's not a 100% comparable, the us is huge and los angeles is warm, that's also a reason why there are so many homeless but the system is far more cruel, people can lose everything and land on the street pretty soon, here we have lots of social institutions.

Actually not really, people who care more about the environment generally also care more about the homeless etc. than the "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" extreme free market capitalists.