PurpleTree

destroys? nobody got destroyed. they barely had a internet connection that worked

nice answers thus far, thanks to all of you yea i've seen it a clubs/nightlife and it's a beautiful sight

i've awoken once or twice but most of the time i'm not awake

no we're still children maybe once we grow up we could do it the way it looks now is the opposite though, yes some things might get decriminalized but more and more surveillance like china

i was also not good at this but i went back to a school as an adult like 3 yrs ago and now i was ok-ish with it. depending on the day sometimes good sometimes horrible

never heard of him so glad i'm not in the loop

then that could be a bit of a saviour complex on your side

it's not good nor bad, you see how it makes you personally feel for me it's mostly not good, makes me jittery and anxious and doesn't feel good in my gut, although sometimes it helps with fatigue i drink earl grey and cacao often though

oh yea i'm also scared of commitment but i generally find decisions very hard, even for an ice cream if there are 100 options or for a job i find it extremely hard and once you're committed in a relationship it's more easily to get hurt, like if you think that's your "true" love and then she cheats on you or something or takes you to court

i'm not interested nor attracted to men, thanks pal

and you're bald j/k yea i'm probably my own worst enemy, also my best friend though

The thing is if you're sensitive and more on the socially anxious side you don't generate too many opportunities if you're not a rock star, actor etc. Great opportunities become more important. So then the danger is to get needy when the opportunities arrive which is a vicious circle.

you're right but two of those were great women, really high caliber imo not just looks wise that's why i can't forget those and they basically approached me but then the universe said was like nah buddy you're not ready for that

yea thanks dude, i'm always trying to improve i also look people gently in the eyes i also get the feeling that quite some women are interested in me the way they look at me, even though i'm not tall and my face is not extremely symmetrical but 99.9999% i just can't get myself to approach, blocked by social anxiety and fear that my ego might get rejected/destroyed/hurt also a very sensitive guy

certainly hope so, although i'm getting older and time goes fast i'm leo's age need to go out more again to have more opportunities but this pandemic is a bummer in terms of going out and stuff

I wouldn't generally say it's laziness, although that might also be a small part, more so fatigue and especially social anxiety consistency certainly lacks and in terms of game "opening" and especially "closing" is a rarity

would be cool if we could form one over this forum. but there are rules not to do it.

went to a healer once she told me dark entities are attached to me she said i should yell (really loud) prayers each morning including jesus, like "safe me jesus, cut these entities off me angel michael with your light saber" things along those lines bu i couldn't bring myself to try it. too embarrassing what would the neighbours think.

i'm actually interested but my issue is social anxiety, fear of rejection etc. not that i wouldn't know how it is supposed to work but i haven't seen the episode, hope it's good

I'm often fatigued (chronic) and have some gut issues i've tried many different diets like keto carnivore vegetarian fodmap lectin free low histamine gluten free dairy free etc. but it's really hard to tell which one is the best for me, because food does not always effect me the same way and there's also a lot of placebo nocebo going on.

weed is horrible, satan planted it on earth himself

i mean i don't know if it's possible to always feel that way, maybe sometimes you just have to feel worse and then better again simply because of brain receptors etc. you see many people are trying to always feel blissful though, the ones on heroin, alcoholics, chasing money, chasing likes on social media etc. basically all of us are chasing a blissful state i guess, me certainly included an attitude of gratitude can't hurt i guess or else prozac (probably kidding)

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yea thank you @undeather some of those things you recommend i've already done (and more), some i can still do i'm also back on a low lectin diet which is really restricting and time consuming, had cheat meals yesterday and today though i think i'm just extremely sensitive to many things, many things cause anxiety irritability etc. for example yesterday and the day before i took a supplement with curcumin as an anti inflammatory, it also had d3 and vitC i was really irritable those days but i already took it because i didn't feel good in the first place but then i thought it might have been the d3 in the supplement which made me feel even more irritable, because i've had anxiety etc. before from taking a d3 supp, and i've been down the reddit rabbit holes of d3, k2 etc. etc. feel like i'm going in cycles with this stuff truly a needle in the haystack but let's see how it goes