PurpleTree

i've actually never had 5-meo unfortunately

i'm not triggered by her. she seems cool. but she also scares me a bit, like i'd be scared to sleep next to her that she suffocates me with a pillow while telling me god is love or something

edit: whatevs

maybe they're "right" and you're "wrong" ever thought about that?

i think i might watch the passion of christ today because of this topic

sometimes doing that after that situation well the gel thing from asia

i generally always come even if i'm drunk but one time couldn't get a boner because i was so high and drunk, that was pretty sad. also didn't get a second chance with that woman. edit: actually when i think about it i might have gotten a second chance, because one time she threw herself at me at a club, but it was a bit messy altogether and i've moved on. i also think it's "better" to not come than to always come too quick

i also did it for a while and liked it. but then i moved on and did other stuff.

Also what would you want Rogan to say or do, so that you "like him" again? To the people thinking he's so bad and dangerous or whatever

I guess sometimes you have to stand up for what you believe in. They probably believe in free speech and think Rogan is important in some ways so they're willing to speak up. imo he's important too, for example doing gods work for psychedelics. I mean i guess Krystall Ball is more leftie and Tim Tool (haven't listened to his Rogan defence) is more rightie so that's interesting. Also Neil Young is a turd it seems like

Yea somewhat scarce. But i don't see the fault in the world but in my own anxieties and insecurities etc. i feel like connecting to others can be the nicest thing but trying to connect to others and not being able to because of whatever is probably the most frustrating thing. Having something that others want? Well i'm not sure. Yea the Tree does well in nature or also in cities. Sometimes also really well with people. Just often tend to overthink stuff with people and get into my head. I'm also guilty of judging people sometimes/often, i deconstruct people and myself and see their and my flaws often, which i don't really want but do naturally. Could i see them as tree? Well that's hard because a tree or a dog or the stars or whatever don't give you a cold shoulder or give you a bad feeling. But that would be the goal i guess. I often get frustrated/exhausted when i try to socialise more i think also is a perfectionism problem. Like i want to appear almost perfect or can't understand why socialisation on some days flows a lot easier than others. I want every interaction to be great or else just ponder and ruminate about what i should have said or done. Haven't listened to that many RSD talks but for a while did and heard RSD Tyler say that when he started approaching, he was just very happy that he did it, don't matter how it went. I'm the opposite there, when there was one thing which wasn't good or great then i just obsess over that. Guess the way here is to focus on the positive but that's hard because it's muscle memory or whatevs. Yea the Tree can communicate to other people can have deep conversations, people have told me they liked me etc. But there is often an underlying feeling of fear of not being liked or being perceived as weird, clingy, needy etc. whatever which then feels very constricting. And if then someone does not like the Tree or gives him the cold shoulder then it just reinforces that. That's another approach which i've tried for a minute and it somewhat felt freeing. But it was just a short success. That's another topic the Tree wanted to make "I have too many concepts in my head" for example of how to deal with fear etc.

because he went against the roman empire

fun times could have just been sleep deprivation or whatevs

nope he is very much human. that way of thinking is what made it easy for him to let all those people get killed. you are hitler too

it might not be generally bad but it's holding me back too much. tell me more if you found something.

my dmsa came, so it was less than a week ordered the "super smart" brand

so then can we pick and choose where we believe in science and where not. for example with the covid "bubble"?

is the dumbest word ever

Sometimes i tell myself now i'm or take the energy on from Jesus or Krishna, or Johnny Depp, Tupac, my granny or whatever. and imo for example when i tell myself i'm Jesus it feels like a very open, forgiving energy (even though i didn't read most of the bible) with Krishna it feels like a bit more playful energy, more artistic etc. (even though i didn't read much of Krishna aside from the Bhagavad Gita) could also be something negative like a Demon or Lucifer or whatever in a way it's just mind games but it's more about feeling have done those things since forever as a kid i told myself now i'm a Transformer or whatever if i tried to get a confidence boost for team games, if it really worked great then i wouldn't have any anxiety/confidence issues but do you think there's something to it or just hogwash?

imo it's because of expectations you expect something or you expect someone to be a certain way which i do too often and have too high standards

you had me at "physically more attractive" i guess the method is to slip roofies into their drinks right? (jk i would never do that) but yea rejection is so scary, much less on an app obviously

i think me too. i'll just do a round of dmsa chelation and see how it makes me feel.

yea it was whack. glad rogan pushed back a bit on the fracking thing though. but jordan was just ranting in the beginning, he also seemed nervous in the beginning. he said he worked for some environment, sea pollution thing, maybe he should have elaborated on that. when they talked about nuclear they never mentioned that the waste has to be stored 10'000-100'000 yrs . (i'm not against nuclear plants but at least be honest) that's still hilarious though

good for losing motivation and getting the munchies