PurpleTree

I’ve always thought my anxiety/neediness/fear of rejection/childhood stuff is the “issue” and not women i don’t get guys who just blame women honestly seems like copium

People around me don’t really curse god at least i don’t hear it most of em don’t believe

So 30minutes ago i‘m just strutting around, minding my business A guy on the street stops me and says in English „you are a lucky man“ so i listen for a few minutes, he asks me about meditation, god and he says two women are thinking about me, the shorter woman is bad luck and with her i would have a shorter life. he gives me a paper and asks me about numbers. then he says „put the paper here and also money“ i just had the equivalent of one dollar/euro in coins. He said put paper money also. I said i don‘t have. He said you are stingy and you won‘t be lucky ? I just said „i‘m sorry bro and touched his shoulder and walked away“ i hope he didn‘t curse me.

lobotomy

While on mdma or before? i think some of my traumas are fear of being disliked, rejected, abandoned fear or not being good enough etc

I think it’s too much creatine unless you’re vegetarian maybe 2-3gs could be enough

silly

I don’t know i mean if every other way has been tried extensively then maybe but it’s almost impossible to exhaust every other way/path/“solution”

It was probably the butt plugging stuffs

Sad or not @Sugarcoat?

The norm mc donald video should start at 4:05

The title says it all. Is there a thing that‘s truly knowable?

Alright : )

Sure. Exploration is all there is but still you can‘t „know“ anything i feel ?

Sure but ultimately as you said it‘s a mistery you can’t truly know it, it’s unknowable

Decent movie with lucy liu and pierce brosnan

Freezing when i liked her/she liked me and i wanted to connect.

I know what you mean by those things, but today i still feel those „things“ are unknowable

And there‘s no answer i‘m unknowable or am i not?

You know what‘s sad i don‘t only freeze before approaching one time there was this woman, beautiful girl. And she was kind of into me, at least she didn‘t mind me. One of my friends tried approaching her one time and she just asked „where‘s pupletree?“ anyways so a few weeks later i saw her with her friends and she was smiling at me, and i just froze then and there, even if it wasn‘t the approaching phase. i couldn‘t even smile back ?

How can i know Me? what‘s there to know about me?

The women at the bar will be impressed

order a glass of milk

It’s funny you know at the night of the day i had my encounter with the fortune teller he visited me at night in my half sleep. It was a bit scary. He looked a bit like Osho too and also had those big eyes. He tried to stare me down so we had a staring contest. And you guys would have been proud. I think i did well in the staring contest so he left. But the next day i went to the market and bought a hand of fatima ear ring as protection just to be safer. ?