PurpleTree

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  1. While on mdma or before? i think some of my traumas are fear of being disliked, rejected, abandoned fear or not being good enough etc
  2. I think it’s too much creatine unless you’re vegetarian maybe 2-3gs could be enough
  3. I don’t know i mean if every other way has been tried extensively then maybe but it’s almost impossible to exhaust every other way/path/“solution”
  4. The title says it all. Is there a thing that‘s truly knowable?
  5. Sure. Exploration is all there is but still you can‘t „know“ anything i feel ?
  6. Sure but ultimately as you said it‘s a mistery you can’t truly know it, it’s unknowable
  7. Decent movie with lucy liu and pierce brosnan
  8. Freezing when i liked her/she liked me and i wanted to connect.
  9. I know what you mean by those things, but today i still feel those „things“ are unknowable
  10. And there‘s no answer i‘m unknowable or am i not?
  11. You know what‘s sad i don‘t only freeze before approaching one time there was this woman, beautiful girl. And she was kind of into me, at least she didn‘t mind me. One of my friends tried approaching her one time and she just asked „where‘s pupletree?“ anyways so a few weeks later i saw her with her friends and she was smiling at me, and i just froze then and there, even if it wasn‘t the approaching phase. i couldn‘t even smile back ?
  12. How can i know Me? what‘s there to know about me?
  13. It’s funny you know at the night of the day i had my encounter with the fortune teller he visited me at night in my half sleep. It was a bit scary. He looked a bit like Osho too and also had those big eyes. He tried to stare me down so we had a staring contest. And you guys would have been proud. I think i did well in the staring contest so he left. But the next day i went to the market and bought a hand of fatima ear ring as protection just to be safer. ?
  14. Felt weird-ish today not too bad but not great and socially anxious started pondering the question „who am I“ again now i‘m more at ease and less overthinking