PurpleTree

Sure. Exploration is all there is but still you can‘t „know“ anything i feel ?

Sure but ultimately as you said it‘s a mistery you can’t truly know it, it’s unknowable

Decent movie with lucy liu and pierce brosnan

Freezing when i liked her/she liked me and i wanted to connect.

I know what you mean by those things, but today i still feel those „things“ are unknowable

And there‘s no answer i‘m unknowable or am i not?

You know what‘s sad i don‘t only freeze before approaching one time there was this woman, beautiful girl. And she was kind of into me, at least she didn‘t mind me. One of my friends tried approaching her one time and she just asked „where‘s pupletree?“ anyways so a few weeks later i saw her with her friends and she was smiling at me, and i just froze then and there, even if it wasn‘t the approaching phase. i couldn‘t even smile back ?

How can i know Me? what‘s there to know about me?

The women at the bar will be impressed

order a glass of milk

It’s funny you know at the night of the day i had my encounter with the fortune teller he visited me at night in my half sleep. It was a bit scary. He looked a bit like Osho too and also had those big eyes. He tried to stare me down so we had a staring contest. And you guys would have been proud. I think i did well in the staring contest so he left. But the next day i went to the market and bought a hand of fatima ear ring as protection just to be safer. ?

Felt weird-ish today not too bad but not great and socially anxious started pondering the question „who am I“ again now i‘m more at ease and less overthinking

Is there a video?

Alright

I think you‘re probably too young for marriage but why not meet her sometime.

Yea just a guess and a joke

Maybe this „loneliness“ will cause more men to work on their shadows, getting more conscious and enlightenend ?

You‘re such a pisces

or is it more “worth” to just try to accept what comes up naturally? for example watching a sad video, let sadness come up and try to feel through it put yourself in situations which might scare you and stay with the feelings could also be something like caffeine which might cause anxiety and then try to just feel it etc

There’s some chronic fatigue going on. Any advice? Maybe supplements? power through or wait and hope to feel fresh? i have powered through and it’s hit or miss, sometimes regretted it and sonetimes it was ok

Don’t eat fruits that you can’t peel as a kid one time ate fruits in a hotel in Kolkata and got worms

What’s a real man? what’s a real woman? There’s no such thing imo

There’s nothing to defend no validation to get nobody to impress

Interesting i’ve tried Ashwagandhi, up to everyday yrs ago, after two weeks i get too tolerant to it and it becomes useless or detrimental i think it works on th gaba receptors simlar to benzos or alcohol