SamC

This is my guess ( but also wish) law of attraction right XDXD

@Nilsi Any good book recomendations on Shiva and Shakti?

This was the best I've ever read man!!! You're so good. Wow. Amazing. Really inspiring!

@Leo Gura Then I am the most awake person ever because I am Leo

Sweden is right now experiencing the first stage in transitioning to yellow from green. We have a problem with immigration and even more so integration. Because of this, there is a cultural war taking place which also mirrors the war between the masculine and feminine. What the swedish society is about to learn is that we need both perspectives which in other words is nuance. Stage greens problem is that its trying to stop denial with denial. It doesn't work! Sweden has big problems, but our problems will funnily enough be our solution and salvation.

Whatever you belive will become your reality. That's not God's punishment, that's God's grace. If you are convinced God will punish you, God will punish you. Realize that you are God. Whatever you want to create is there right in front of your eyes.

We all play characters to eachother that pretend that they are unawakend when they ( WE) in reality are. Comedy is awakening, comedy is silence - awakening is laughter. It's so funny!! I've noticed this on multiple occasions that we just pretend that we don't know the truth because we are mirroring reality which is unawakend which paradoxly is just reality mirroring you. Awakening is the biggest inside joke and the twist is that everytime you're telling a joke and the other person is not getting it, it fuels a need for you to make them understand the joke which in return makes you fall even deeper into the dream. Why does it fuel a desire? Because the person is you!! That's why it is an inside joke!! But here's where it gets even weirder. They are pretending, YOU are pretending to not get the joke because you want to keep dreaming so they mirror your desire to stay asleep. So if you ever make a joke and both laugh, congrats - you are both enlightened. If only you laugh, you are the fool and if only they laugh... you're still a fool. So laugh like a child my child, Have fun - it doesn't matter anyway. You will always be enlightend. If the whole world laughs however.. watch out.. because then you're probably dreaming ((;

+ "Fuck, now I need to start dreaming again"

I've had some sober experiences where I've had aliens contact me telepathically. It's interesting that you mention owls because some argue that its a sign of aliens and UFOs if an owl appears in your dream.

One pointer is that you are afraid to get rejected by them because you reject yourself and even more so, you are afraid of rejecting yourself. What does rejecting something mean? It means not taking one part of yourself as yourself. You are afraid of rejecting yourself You are afraid of that loop which makes it come back because you are afraid of being afraid. You won't solve this by trying to not be afraid of being rejected, you can only solve it if you become okey with being rejected which in your case means being okey with you feeling afraid of being rejected <<<< Thats your internalised feeling of rejection and shame - Being something which you shouldn't be. ( Afraid of being rejected) Contemplate this. What's wrong with rejecting yourself? What's wrong with not rejecting yourself? What's wrong with rejecting other people?

https://www.actualized.org/insights/a-warning-about-solipsism If you're dissapointed about solipsism it's not it. I have fallen into this trap myself. Take some rest and give yourself time to process. This is just a part of the process. Trust.

I took LSD in mars and it gave me the biggest breakthrough ever. Follow your intuition - Trust in yourself. You go girl

1: Not following through on what I say. I am constantly starting projects but not finishing them. This makes people not trust me and feel unsafe sometimes. It also makes me not trust myself. 2: Not being as loving to myself and others as I and they deserve, taking things for granted - taking myself and the people I love for granted and therefore not treating them the way they deserve. ( The way I deserve) 3: Being too hard on myself and judging myself. I have a bias for truth and progression and when I see that I am not living up to my full potential, I many times am brutal with myself and others around me. I need to practice baby-stepping it and being there for myself and guiding myself in a direction with more encouragement and less judgment. 4: Not forgiving myself

Lol

The only thing we need to teach kids is being, which is what they already are doing.. so instead of trying to teach kids I think we should let them teach us. We don't need to run around and understand everything. Let the kids (lovers) be free.

This whole slut shaming dynamic is something that really fazinates me. I have never been judgemental of sexualy liberated girls.. atleast I haven't been aware of it but what I have noticed is the desire for my girl, to be my girl. That masculine wants to feel needed and desired and hence dislike girls who go against their preconceived notion of how they personally feel valued as a man. I think this is a a shadow element to these mens "inloyalty" to themselves that the feminine then mirrors back at the men. This sounds a lot like the thing you talked about regarding that nice guys wants to be " hoes" and that they then despice that some girls can sleep around and act on their sexual desire; while they can't. They want to reconnect with their femenine but they can't, because they don't feel loved by the femeine outside because they don't feel that the feminine is loyal, or in other words - devoted to the man. What they miss however is that this is what they feel internally aswell, for they don't surrender and devout themselves to themselves. If you slutshame others, you slutshame yourself.

wow, beautifully written

I am sorry If I am derailing the thred but what is stacklining?

I don't have this problem but thank you for sharing. It can help a lot of people and change lifes.

Yeah for sure.. yet we can sometimes awaken to one facet of it and miss the other one. I've experienced both as one and it is one but reality is so tricky so whatever you believe is, is. The absolute truth is that everything is relative. The ego is also absolute truth on the absolute level.. and absolute love. The ego doesn't exsist, yet we frame it as that it exsist and interpets something but it's nothing there but truth, love and conciousness which is that nothingness.

@Someone here This is a counterintuitive move and may sound super weird but bare with me. Can you agree that you are on one or the other level lacking in self love? If yes - continue reading, otherwise feel free to stop reading but bare in mind that there might be something to it and thus worth atleast keeping an open mind and listen to what I have to say.. cuz I've been where you have been bro and I want to help you. If this is the case, that you lack self love.. what is the closest thing to love that you can find? What is it the thing that you're looking for? If you are anything like I was when I struggled with a weak personality you would say.. girls or feminie love from a female in whatever and all ways you want. So, if this then is the case and we just assume that the feminity that you're trying to connect to - to reach " Love" is just mirroring your need to connect to that love in your direct experience on the inside, by INtegrating it and litterly becoming one with the feminity, then what is the way to find that self love? You guessed it.. by becoming and integrating that feminity on the inside and loving yourself for who you are fully and surrendering to yourself. I usally have a saying that masculinity is femininity on steroids and there is something very true to that. If you integrate your feminity enough, that self love will turn into healthy, strong masculinity. I am not saying you have to belive me or try this approach but you asked if it's possible to build a strong personality and I am here to say - yes.. it is!!. I am a living example of it.. and the way to do it is to go full circle with your feminity so much that you love yourself so much and litterly stop giving a fuck about what others say or do because you love yourself so much. Very counterintuitive I know but it's nontheless the truth. Be careful with interpeting this the wrong way. I am not saying that you should become a spineless wimp or a nice guy.. I am saying you should integrate your feminine side and when you do that you'll love yourself, have a strong frame + you will stop supplecating to woman and being scared of what they think.. and even more so scared of being scared of what they think. I am saying that the reason why you have these problems with a weak personality is not because you have integrated your feminity.. it's because you haven't. You need to go all the way. Right now you're half asseing enlightment.. oh I mean nihilism.. oh nevermind I mean your FEMININITY. Go full circel!

So is everything else yet we can have very different experiences

The reason why you obsess over what girls think is because you haven't integrated your femenine side.. and by that I don't mean, oh be more femenine, more emotional, and cry and be romantic with woman. No no no no no no.. the problem is that you hate being that so much so that the woman run away from you because they see you hate them. You disown the feminine inside ( your femenine qualities), which becomes a problem because then you will disown the femenine outside aswell.. and girls want to be owned and taken as a part of the guy. Otherwise they will reject you because they will be turned of and feel unsafe because you won't show any masculinity if you can't own the feminine ( whether it is outside or inside because the one implies the other) Investigate the term anima possession and shadow work. It is the first step on your way to true healing, self love and unity with the feminine and yourself.

Let her go bro, and I mean accept that she will cheat if she does and if she doesn't great. Even more so, accept that you are terrifed of her cheating, and that you might not want to let her go. And if you absolutely can't let her go to miami.. then let her go. Do you see the message here? Let go. Do whatever feels right and trust yourself.