Realms of Wonder

Love it! Where are you on that journey?

Well said. is this something you have now? or something you are still working towards?

What is the Authentic path? Its a chosen direction, its unknown at the start, IT is faith that this step is bringing one closer to Truth, its a search for for Uniqueness, for Sincerity and genuineness of Being. To BE with Self with open arms, not always successfully, but choosing to Love that which is. It is choosing to do things in a new way, even if it means making a fool out of ones self. It's facings the following. Uncertainty. Fear. Bias. Rejection. Love. Self. Not-Knowing. The Shadow. Darkness. Blinding light. Unconsciousness. Truth. Falsehood. Lies. Cultural Programing. Beliefs. The past. Memories. Trauma. Heart Desires. Embarrassment. Difficult Emotions. God. the Authentic Path is different for each individual, for those who choose it, it brings Everything, and Nothing. it leads everywhere and nowhere. the greatest breakthroughs, heartbreak, emptiness, sadness, joy and everything in between. Why be authentic? its harder to be honest and sincere than it is to dishonest and fake. Maybe. Maybe that's only one perspective. I would argue that an authentic life IS the easiest life, however, it may take DECADES, for that to be true. What is the Authentic Path? It is Love.

Oh good I wasn’t the only one ?

These are some good questions, granted, I have not contemplated them deeply, so I will answer as truthfully as I can. 1. For me personally, intuition is more important than logic. Not to say that Logic doesn't have its place, it does! but the biggest decisions, the most impactful paths I've tread, were made with Intuition, and Logic was almost a secondary order to "make sense" of the intuitive move. Plus, Intuition, that inner guidance, is really authentic, which is my top value, so I will side with Intuition, gut feel, and "hunches" with logic in the passengers side, to grab the wheel if I lose control. Also: Building a life around intuition is something I desire, and something I am working towards, but not something that is 100% actualized for me. 2. Both. 3. I find that intuition doesn't need to defend its positions. Logic feels the need to find a reason for being. 4. I can, but that's me, maybe its different for others. 5. That's hard to say. For example, Jesus, if he existed, I would guess, was hyper intuitive and conscious. Those who created Christianity, tried to make sense of his teachings, using logic. Maybe, I could be wrong too

Is this True for you?

Not a writer in the classical sense, but a musician and lyricist. Happy to read/hear what comes to you, feel free to DM me with whatever you want reviewed.

Love your articulation of your experience. I have a similar setup, using 200 mesh SS, with the same RDA, but an Aegis Mini for the Mod. Works just like you said. How do you like the 400 Mesh? does it drip down the edges of the mesh at all?

Yes! DMT is a form of "revealing what's actually there." For Sober me it may be sub/unconscious, but still feel it, just not knowing what IT is. Love that! I really resonate with how you articulated that. "light existential terror" beautifully said. For me the DMT love is a.. Rough love, like being hugged by a whale. Or sat on by a panda ? or shoved off a cliff of fear while at the same time feeling oddly safe. That everything will be/is okay. Glad you're WILLING to experience those traumas, when did you start intentionally processing them?

Interesting, Why do you say that?

Love it, thanks for sharing!

Thank you for reading along It was amazing to cry, to weep, to really FEEL the sadness and pain I have been running from for so long. With as high a tolerance that I have, even then that was a lot. What is your mindset as you approach DMT?

Interesting topic! much to ponder. Here are my results. Rational Ability = 23 / 50 Rational Engagement = 48 / 50 Experiential Ability = 48 / 50 Experiential Engagement = 35 / 50

Thanks! lots of good info there.

Thanks for the response! For more context.. Domain of mastery: Music Ideal Medium: Life performance. (which is still pretty vague) End goal is... I see myself performing to sold out shows of 100-20,000 people, all over the world. The complete skill-set then includes marketing (of myself and brand,) business, Sales and finance. In Music, the skills I really want to improve are.. 1. Music production (in general, gaining massive experience) 2. Mixing and Mastering 3. Singing 4. Stage presence/Public Speaking/Live Performance 5. Lyrics/Articulation.

Did you build those habits one at a time? Or try to install them at the same time? Always build habits one at a time. At a pace you know you can sustain long term.

I LOVE performing live. Being able to connect with people in that way is so meaningful and inspiring to me. my practice rn is quite counterintuitive. Since my domain of mastery is not an instrument, but Music itself, I practice “listening” to universal music, and letting it inform my actions as I sing, create instruments/synths, add effects, play Melodies, chords, etc. it’s a lot more about listening and letting for of control, than it is practicing a narrow technique with an instrument. that being said, I have a foundation of skill with violin, piano, and composition, so that helps a ton.

Domain of mastery: the art/act you’re dedicated to mastering. ideal medium: for example, Leo’s is video/public speaking, out of all the “ways” he could communicate his life purpose, those are his favorite. Ideal also meaning aligned with strengths.

Life Purpose: I play Music to guide people into states of loving introspection, revealing their true nature. Zone of Genius: Playing Music Domain of Mastery: Music Ideal Medium: Live Performance Top 10 Values: Authenticity/Truthfulness Music Wisdom/Understanding Mystical Experience Feeling Good in my Body/mind. Love/Connection Purpose Growth Wonder/Awe Creativity Top 5 Strengths: Authenticity/Genuineness/Honesty Wisdom/Perspective Forgiveness/mercy Appreciation of Beauty and Excellence Curiosity and interest in the world. Top 5 Goals: Deeper understanding of my true self, and to trust my inner wisdom/guidance. Play a live performance. Write 20 songs I am proud of. Join a martial arts gym/practice consistently. Get a job in the music industry.

Lately been realizing something similar. That in the future, 5-20 years from now, those topics, and deconstructing the mind completely is looking. But now, is now, and now for me looks like meeting basic needs, building a passionate life purpose, creating massive value for others with music, building financially independance, dating, and eventually, maybe naturally, I will realize when it is time to dive balls deep into the depths of Reality, Spirituality, and God. that being said, I don’t think it’s a good idea to completely throw it all out, mayhap there’s a balance. to keep the practices that can also help this stage, as well as doing my best to stay spiritually connected in my work, as I meet my needs.

I've been through the Life Purpose course all of 5 times, two times I have almost finished it. This is the 6th time, and it will be finished. Every other time there has been new levels of self-understanding, more honesty in my inner work. And that brings us to now. My Me Sheet, it brings a smile to my face to see it because it feels so real. it may change in the future, but this is it for now, its taken 5 years to understand this about myself, and its been worth every second. Life Purpose: I play Music to guide people into states of loving introspection, revealing their true nature. Zone of Genius: Playing Music Domain of Mastery: Music Ideal Medium: Live Performance Top 10 Values: Authenticity/Truthfulness Music Wisdom/Understanding Mystical Experience Feeling Good in my Body/mind. Love/Connection Purpose Growth Wonder/Awe Creativity Top 5 Strengths: Authenticity/Genuineness/Honesty Wisdom/Perspective Forgiveness/mercy Appreciation of Beauty and Excellence Curiosity and interest in the world. Top 5 Goals: (in the next year) Deeper understanding of my true self, and to trust my inner wisdom/guidance. Play a live performance. Write 20 songs I am proud of. Join a martial arts gym/practice consistently. Get a job in the music industry.

Thank You for reading

If you use VM + P Naphtha, it dissolves/evaporates without a trace. After draining the excess naphtha, let it drip/air dry for 1-3 hours, if you smell anything other than DMT let it sit longer. You can also do a test with your fluid before you extract, wipe some onto a glass surface, then let it sit for an hour or two, if it smells like anything at all, find another fluid to do your pulls with.

Not sure if this helps, but it sound very similar to something that happened to me Sunday. I dont eat gluten, mostly from preference (I like how I feel when I dont eat it) so I hadn't had gluten in over a year an a half, until sunday, I made some oatmeal and sprinkled on some nuts that I did not realize until after, had gluten in them. I could feel it in my body within an hour, found myself constipated and all that was passing was mucus. which was uncomfortable. I noticed you had beer and pretzels, do you know if you have nay gluten intolerances?

haha, just take the rear left tire, you'll be fine So much, man, my mind is a roller-coaster tonight.