Realms of Wonder

It seems to be a natural process on this path, big picture, yes I have been changing myself intentionally, however what we are pointing to has happened as a byproduct of that process, I can't think of a moment when I chose for these activities to become fun and relaxing, it just.. Happened

Will do It’s funny, I got trigger by it and didn’t notice. I’ve noticed something very similar in my own life, meditation, reading, going for walks, in the beginning these were.. work (for lack of better words) now these are some of the best moments! Relaxing and calming too.

I would stick 50-60% of it in diversified savings-Mutual and Bonds, to accrue interest. Quit my job, drop out of school. Buy myself a reliable car, (current one falling apart ) rent a house in the mountains, next to a river, in the forest, 15-20 minutes from a decent sized city (100-200k population) Build a high quality music studio with all the equipment and technology I would need to produce the best music possible. Pay for lessons, voice, Live performance, piano, etc.. Budget so the 400-500K I have out of assets will last 8-10 years. Devote my time to playing and building music, deep work, focused and concentrated. Pay for Life coaching and career coaching. Travel and meet musicians all over the world, recording new sounds and songs that the world has never heard before. Dedicate this 5-10 years to solidifying my Life purpose of Playing music, Guiding people into breakthroughs of Love, by articulating reality. I would perform live, starting small, and over the years building a loyal, true fan base of 100s, then 1000's, then millions of people. Devote time to building an authentic Brand, on Social media, with a website, with my music. Strategizing content creation and release, building relationships with fans. I would spend more time with the people I love, my parents are old, in their 60's and 70's, I would invest more time with them, siblings too. Go to concerts, Coldplay, Tycho, Odesza, AK, The Midnight, and more, to yes, experience them, but more to do research of how I want my own concerts to feel and go in the future. Over the years, because of the massive value created from the music I give to the world, and the life changing effect it has on the listeners, money would begin pouring in, eventually earning more than what I have left over from the original million. In 5-15 years, after going through the full phase of life purpose, achieving, and developing through orange/green, Green/Yellow, I would develop myself into the "Strategist/autonomous" stage, stage yellow systems thinker, devoting more and more time to spirituality, sourcing 5MEO (DMT and MALT, and others) Investing more time into... Meditation Self-Inquiry Psychedelics Beyond that.. we shall see This is essentially the path I am taking, whether or not I get a million dollars or not, it will take longer, and be harder, more a challenge, but it is my path, worth it

YES! Love it.

Song #6 Wiser/Where are We Going? https://drive.google.com/file/d/12rHEFi08gPfZJo9uh_-iPwA9fiLXNHbS/view?usp=sharing This song is the first I had sung in, I remember my heart beating faster as I lay in a hammock, thinking about music and my life. Because the main melody came into the mind with the lyrics, I sung them, with excitement pulled out my phone to voice record it, after that I rushed up to my studio an started the work. Over a year later, after forgetting about it, I stumbled across it, nearly finished, and decided to complete it, its not structure in a conventional way, and I love it This song is about our journey, what we go through in life, and what life is trying to show us, its about becoming wiser, and realizing that if we are going anywhere, why not enjoy where we are now. it brings to mind questions such as "Where am I going?" "Why am I doing this at all?" "If I am not present with Now, how can I enjoy life?" Listen deep.

Should? @BipolarGrowth

Thoughts.. "Wow this is a very engaging haircut tutorial.." In all seriousness though, the lighting is superb, watching this is oddly suspenseful and mentally stimulating. While seeing it unfold, my mind was trying to see "What actually changed?" Obviously the hair is different, but did anything of this beings essence really change? I also related to your experience, having had long hair, and cut it, and shaved it all off, its a.. liberating experience, to me it shows the fluidity of identity, it seems so obvious that the hair is not what I am, look at it.. its all over the floor, is that really me?

New song (lyrics) Heart That's Full of Love. Verse1 I don’t have to have All of the answers To help you to feel I don’t need to be The man that I'll be In ten years now I don’t need to fake Love in my being To guide you to heal Everything comes clear in moments stillness All alone with this life Chorus 1 Cuz where I am is who I'm s'posed to be And what I see is more than enough for me And who I am is all I'd ever need And all I'd need to give, is a heart that’s made of love. Verse 2 It's okay to be, an unfinished project With room to improve On the path you'll see So many that tried Without the love for their self We don’t need to be Anything other Than what I am today To share all the love That we have inside To that which is, to who we are Chorus 2 Cuz where we am is who we're s'posed to be And what we see is more than enough to be And who we am is all we'd ever need And all we'd need to give, is a heart that’s made of love.

Still holding strong with these decisions. Massage therapy school starts in 24 days! Very excited to begin. Have been eating cleanly (No added sugars, gluten, dairy, fried or junk food) for 48 days now. I feel amazing, still having dips in energy here and there when I over consume carbs, but no judgement, excited to carry this awesome lifestyle change with me into this 15 month marathon of working fulltime, and fulltime school!

Song #5 Sing Music: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1T_4eIRej8_Asxp4Xsuu01IktxYbIZGrz/view?usp=sharing This song is held dear to my heart. It started as just the sample of the rainforest, the instrumental blossomed from there. Armed with new understanding from the book "The Music Lesson" by Victor Wooten, I was experimenting and loving it. The opening vocal phrase "Sing music" came to me while I was tripping on DMT, originally it was "Sing music, sing music to your friends, sing music to those who dont know they need love." And it evolved from there. Enjoy this sonic portrait of my mind, This is Love, this is Music

learning to be, more and more. I feel so much deeper than I did 5 years ago, less judgement as well.

A Visionary with a life purpose, an impact he is passionate about creating in his life, he works, puts effort towards this, as it is his highest priority. this man lives by his own core values, he understands himself and what he wants, in his life, and with his women/partner. He is willing and able to cut ties with those who would drag him down, are toxic, dont have a purpose in their life, etc.. (negative/toxic influences.) A truly high quality man values spirituality, a deep connection with himself, and reality as a whole, he is sexually whole, open and free, meaning he has integrated/healed his hangups and repressed sexuality. there's a lot more, but this is what comes to mind.

'Muse'ic

47 days without sugars/added sweeteners (aside from stevia and light amounts of agave,) still eating fruit, but noticeable changes. keep it up! You will find a balance that works for you.

I love this, Most pop songs dont catch my attention, this is different.

"The Call" https://drive.google.com/file/d/11HTNGqZc-79e13UAO9EZBS5vVUbwxFn9/view?usp=sharing

Talking about Andrew Tate on this forum is like putting a taco bell, Crunch wrap supreme inside of an organic farm grown salad.

What about socializing, connecting, and conversation, can you get excited about?

Optimism + Action. You are 21! there are a lot of things to be excited about in your future.

here are three prior threads about him in the last three weeks.

Could be wrong here, but it seems to black and white. Expanding this out beyond just people and getting scammed, there's literally zero guarantees in life, at all... why always expect the worst? Imagine approaching every situation expecting the worst? Imagine approaching each situation with caution when necessary, yes, and deep trust of self and intuition, would there be a difference?

Why?

No roast, been there, I remember a similar situation, I was buying an apple watch off of Offerup, right from the get go it seemed too goo to be true, but I didn't listen to my gut, ended up paying around 130$ before realizing what was going on. Also, a different kind of scam, Got involved in an MLM (Amway) at 19, was in for 9 months, why? I didn't trust myself, I let myself be manipulated and definitely lost way over 2k from that, though many lessons were learned. What specific lessons did you learn?

Notes from DMT Experience. Words can do no service to the actual infinity of my Self. DMT is a gateway to Reality, in new and unfamiliar flavors. Watched the entirety of Leos "Poetic Description of God Realization" it’s a beautiful episode, I did not awaken, but the levels of consciousness reached were mind-blowing, I understand to new levels what God is, What Reality is, its LITERALLY UNLIMITED MIND. ANYTHING I IMAGINE IS REAL. That is a scary thought, or is it? Great insight into life purpose. To play music, showing why to love reality. Music is MY flavor of God. Its the medium I choose to show people WHY to Love Reality, Their self. Why play music, showing why to love reality? If I was all alone, no others, no people, just me and my consciousness, I would still do it, for myself, so that I deepen my love for reality, for myself, the deeper I love myself, the more authentic I am, the deeper of a connection I have with reality, the more authentic I am, Right? Authentic means real, true, truthful, genuine, or… Reality. If I show people WHY to love Reality, they then have a choice, will they love it? Or reject it? Either way, I will play music, write songs, and be in a way that shows WHY to Love reality, to myself and to "other." Really though, What else is there to do? Imagine if I had to live life without playing music? Life without music? A mistake. Not life haha. WHY? Because I Choose Music as my Life. Not just my purpose, but my life.

35 days since I have eaten added sugars, fried foods, gluten, dairy, or any type of processed food (outside of gluten free flour.) I though it would be harder than it has been, once I made the decision, clearly defined WHY I wanted to, and the payoffs of the old food habits I would let go of, its been a breeze. "99% is a Bitch: 100% is a Breeze. The 1% can make a world of difference." -Jack Canfield