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I like the way Eckhart Tolle represents and understands the feminine (who are most likely to suffer from this supposed lack of 'self-love' on this forum). He knows how to approach the subject. She isn't egotistical, with an inferior ego per se. She might have a feminine pain-body. "Generally speaking, it is easier for a woman to feel and be in her body, so she is naturally closer to Being and potentially closer to enlightenment than a man.” To plaster egotism on these people and tell them all to go to therapy instead of exploring spirituality doesn't feel right. I think the masculine should maybe look in the mirror and take a look at his own faults like arrogance and maybe consider dropping spirituality himself. See how that makes him feel to be told something like that.

Everything you target, you target the struggles of the feminine. She struggles with self-love. I don't know if you've noticed on the forum but the majority of those who struggle with self-love are the feminine. It's the opposite for the masculine, who tends to lack humility and has arrogance for miles. You are basically telling the feminine to stop her spiritual practice and go to therapy instead. I think it is you here who is triggered, obviously. Not 'niceness' is fine. I've written in my journal about the value of the masculine and the sword of truth and I value your presence on the forum.

Feelings shouldn't be underestimated. They are tied to intuition and our strength as the feminine. Feelings and intuition guide us as humanity to a higher level. That's what the very feminine has to offer.

Yes. Many women are attracted to men who are very detached. Selfishness and arrogance can be attractive. It adds spice to the relationship. Unfortunately, that can be pushed to the extreme. There exists in women the capacity to tolerate these extremes. It's like a fetish. Like you can enjoy a particularly spicy dish. Not saying that a conscious woman would do this. But it's easy to fall into this trap as a woman.

Laser focus From here on out, I'm going to going to have some kind of trigger in the background as often as possible to remind me and inspire me to commune with God. No more distractions. Spiritual teachers Holy texts Spiritual music Prayers

On the saving grace of intuition and communion with God: Amazing grace—how sweet the sound— That saved a wretch like me! I once was lost, but now am found— Was blind, but now I see. 'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear, And grace my fears relieved; How precious did that grace appear The hour I first believed! Thro' many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come; 'Tis grace has brought me safe thus far, And grace will lead me home. And when this flesh and heart shall fail, And mortal life shall cease, I shall possess within the veil A life of joy and peace. When we've been there ten thousand years, Bright shining as the sun, We've no less days to sing God's praise Than when we've first begun. This statement resonates at a core level. Reminds me of when I was channeling. All is but a dream. I remember this. I know this. Deconstruction happens automatically as a result of spirit. You don't have to try.

@Artsu Thanks for the advice. I think I need to focus in on my 'genius' which is spirituality and develop a laser focus, as you say. Your intuition can be right on point.

@Artsu Thank you for your feedback and perspective, Artsu I really appreciate the encouraging words. Truly. I've been feeling a little discouraged and lacking in direction recently. I appreciate your analysis.

Deconstruction work means to deconstruct the dream to where you realize reality to be a dream using either the feminine or masculine, intuition or intellect, respectively. Deconstruction happens automatically as a result of spirit. You don't have to try just means intuition is a fruit of the spirit in the sense that it results from communion with God and that intuition, the feminine, can be used for deconstruction work in conjunction with intellect, the masculine. You can use contemplation work for deconstruction. That would be using the intellect, the masculine. Or you can rely on your intuition. Ideally, you would be using both. The masculine and the feminine as they work with each other, not over and against each other.

I think meditation tunes you to your intuition. Intuition informs your intellect. Like Gesundheit said. I'm not sure. I'll have to think about it.

Are you addressing me? What do you mean? I just mean that very deep levels of meditation can automatically do the work of deconstruction for you, with some assistance from contemplation work.

I love this quote from Gesundheit. I really resonate with the eastern qualities and struggles. I'm not sure if I am 'lively' but I am intuitive and spiritual and I speak of 'limitations' and lagging in cognitive development. I was generally born from a humble background in a privileged country so I, of course, wouldn't know all of the struggles of those from an eastern background but I understand what it means to be at the poverty level due to physical or/and mental illness.

I think Leo is given too much of the benefit of the doubt. Too much Leo worship around here. It's obvious what he means. He means hot girls. If you could read his energy and the energy of the room you would understand this.

I've had too many experiences of being desirable and wanted while being less attractive and it was because people were able to read my vibration at the time while barely knowing me. It isn't woo-woo. If your vibration (feminine or awakened energy for example) is on point and the other person's capacity to read energy is on point then it works. I'm trying to support the feminine and give her a voice. An awakened feminine's energy is very beautiful and people are drawn to her like a moth to a flame.

And also it's not an excuse to say 'looks is all you have to approach based on'. There is also feminine vibe. Her energy. Become sensitive to picking up on people's energy.

Haha. Yep. I think there is way more to the feminine than just looks. A really feminine girl can be attractive.

Deconstruction You don't have to try (Spirit does the work for you), per se but you also do. It's like combining self-inquiry with psychedelics or meditation. But when you do try to deconstruct or contemplate or self-inquire, it doesn't come as a strain but as confirmation or affirmation of what you already know through communion with Spirit. You have to put effort into the process and grow, but also it is effortless. Emotional regulation My emotional regulation comes from channeling in the past. It also comes with the realization that everything is but a dream. That everything is Mind. I have lower levels of neuroticism as a result. My attitude toward reality is less stressed and more playful. I can't seem to take reality seriously. This can sometimes get me into trouble. Similar to the character Captain Jack Sparrow.

I agree. They have pros and cons. They tend to block off your natural flow of intuition and feeling of a person and situations if you use and rely on models too much. They can limit your potential 'reach' for how far you can understand people. Normally, in mystical experiences I drop all prejudgements I have including type, SD, gender, and anything else that might hamper my intuitive grasp and experience of the other person. The pros are that they can help you to act objectively and level-headedly instead of emotionally in situations that may be stressful. They helped me to take a step back and be more level-headed and masculine.

This explains my spirituality completely. There is radiance and beauty in everything. Oneness This is significant for me. I've been trying to put my finger on what makes the radiance and beauty particularly unique or precious to me. It's the Love. The Oneness. I've never heard it described like that before really in the above clip. But it made sense to me. I feel so much better now. Stepping stone This is a stepping stone. If I can grasp oneness, I can start to grasp Leo's more advanced videos and develop my cognitive ability and move up in growth and development. Life is but a dream This statement resonates at a core level. Reminds me of when I was channeling. All is mind. All is but a dream. I remember this. I know this. Deconstruction happens automatically as a result of spirit. You don't have to try.

@lxlichael I'm so sorry for your loss Michael. I don’t know how you feel, but I am here to help in any way I can. You're a good man. I've been enjoying this song recently. The vocals are very beautiful. It reminds me of an heavenly abode. May it bring you comfort.

My Experiences When I am not medicated I have mystical experiences for months at a time. Typically my intuition and psychic wisdom are hyper-developed and there is this thing which I call the 'smoke' which is the well-being of the collective. There is also a radiance and beauty and aliveness to life in general, as well as sometimes a oneness and profound heart chakra awakenings. It usually coincides with major 'events' of the collective, I am in the flow of life. I am of service to the collective. Spirit and intuition As you draw closer to spirit, it cascades down into how you interpret the world around you, your intuition. It will deepen the intuitive information you receive from things and you will receive signs. It influences your reality. It deepens your experience. Signs 'cascade' down from Spirit, they are not separate. The Sword of Truth The Sword of Truth zeros in on certain values (truth, transparency, and authenticity) at the expense of other values you may hold. Whether or not it is 'right' to zero in on certain values at the expense of others is up for debate. The blade cuts through swiftly this way, with very little in the way, just a clean cut. Highly focused. It might look clumsy. Socially unaware. It may even look malevolent, but if you look closely if it comes from a pure place, you'll see it. It cleans up energies that need cleaning up. The Unloved If she isn't loved as she should be, don't be surprised if she rears her head and uses her sword. It is not in her nature, but she will come down upon you swiftly with a great blow, highly focused. She may do it to just teach you a harsh lesson in love, to wake you up. A cold glass of water to the face. The seduced are especially vulnerable to this, as she sees how unloved she is. It just magnifies it. Spiral Dynamics Where am I in terms of spiral dynamics? I would say it is exceedingly difficult to place myself somewhere on the spiral as I have limitations, despite what others say. I would have to say I have lower cognitive development and high spiritual development. Overall I would place myself at stage Yellow with limitations. My intuition a few years ago typed me as stage yellow during a mystical experience. I try to tailor my path to my limitations and physical illness. Of course, I'm not perfect but I have a spirituality that is akin to Tier 2 values. All tied together All of this is tied together by Spirit. The sexual energy, the archetypes, radiance, intuition, compatibility, and smoke (well-being of the collective) are all tied together by Spirit. They all coincide, align and work together in harmony. Some of my results might be off but I'm dealing with results that are tampered with by variables such as medication and other things. Also the further you get into this work the more certain things drop away and other values rise up to the surface. And then they might return again. So you go through 'phases'.

I can see the green light. Pray.

When I am not medicated I have mystical experiences for months at a time. Typically my intuition and psychic wisdom are hyper-developed and there is this thing which I call the 'smoke' which is the well-being of the collective. There is also a radiance and beauty and aliveness to life in general, as well as sometimes a oneness and profound heart chakra awakenings. It usually coincides with major 'events' of the collective, I am in the flow of life. I am of service to the collective.

I don't agree with lying. But in this case where I can't keep my mouth closed in the system for whatever reason I usually tell them a white lie that I'm a part of some organized religion and I have a gift of the spirit. You should see their whole body language shift. They are not allowed to discriminate, especially against something involving organized religion. That's if I struggle keeping my mouth closed, for whatever reason. Due to stress or for whatever reason. I understand if you want to remain honest but eventually the system grates on you to no end and you just want to be the left the hell alone.

@Carl-Richard Have you been in the system for a prolonged length of time? Even when you are recovered and acting normally, once you are in the system, the system is exceptionally sticky and not tolerant or open-minded. You are thought mad if you speak about your experiences and 'psychic abilities'. Once you are in the system, good luck getting out. Might as well throw away the key.