Breakingthewall

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  1. Of course, and that opinion is the key that closes. Look, you read Acim and don't realize you're choosing the good and rejecting the bad? If you want enlightenment, you have to make a difficult move. You have to say with absolute sincerity: Give me pain, give me torture, give me children impaled in front of their mothers. Break my heart and shatter it. I open myself to it. I take the cup and drink its contents to the bottom without hesitation. I surrender myself to crucifixion, to total pain, to total loneliness, to total humiliation, to indescribable torture. But of course, some seconds later I think: no no, please, wtf?? I was joking, no way, I don't want that shit. But you have to accept it in your heart at least for a moment, to be one with the whole. If not you are always two. You don't need to do this move all time, just once, but absolutely true. It's an energetic movement. From an unlimited perspective it's the same being a king or a dwarf selling by his mother to be tortured in a circus of psychopaths. Both are, that's everything. It's difficult to see from the human perspective.
  2. I understand you and I'm going to give you a diagnosis (I'm so smartass that I irritate myself) In that sentence, you've said it all, and your limitations are exposed. Don't take this as an attack; read on. Perhaps there's something revealing here. When you say that absolute being/consciousness is dreaming reality, you are operating from a limited perspective. You perceive the reality of form as a hologram, a mirage, that "consciousness" dreams. something without substance. For you, enlightenment is the perception that this consciousness is permanent. This undoubtedly implies that you haven't opened yourself to the essence of reality. Form is not a dream; it is the inevitable expression of totality, and any form contains totality in the same way that it is contained within it. Truly, any form is totality. Conciousness is just an expression, a possibility that happens , the reality is beyond conciousness and unconsciousness. Absolute reality is a bottomless, boundaryless abyss that is conscious because consciousness arises within it, since its potential has no limitation. But what is is not consciousness. The reality of form is not a tranquil dream of consciousness at play, but the inevitable expression of total depth, a manifest potential that contains totality in its absolute plenitude. The Buddhist perception of form as illusion is a closed perception. It is purely mental, but without the essential openness, which is that of the "heart" in quotation marks, signifying the real substance of reality, its unlimited vitality, its total power. Look, everything that exists as form unfolds in infinite forms; this is absolute life, total glory. Nothing is illusory; everything is real, because the depth of everything is absolute. The depth of a thought encompasses all of reality. Illusion or mirage implies flatness, and that implies limitation. The unlimited lives, and its life is total, because it has no limits.
  3. Could be, I just listened a bit of Ralston and a bit of Sadhguru. I didn't like their approach Well, maybe yes, but above all, it's a constant intuition that you have to open up. Obviously, if you feel depressed and bitter, you look for a way out. But you know you're depressed because you're trapped; you sense it. You don't want to open up to stop being depressed, but because it's a necessary movement, and you also assume it will help with your mental suffering, because closeness is synonymous of mental suffering. The mental suffering is a signal that says: open up, break the barriers until no one remains. If not you will be trapped always and that's very bad business, no way.
  4. Maybe we talk about the same thing, but for me, maybe what's missing here is the realization of what reality really is. Ultimate, total reality is limitlessness. But this is only an idea. Reality isn't knowing that it's limitlessness, but rather being that limitlessness completely, opening yourself completely, temporarily erasing the limits that constitute you in this concrete form to be the "substance", independent of form. Limitlessness isn't a tranquil peace, as the Buddhists say; it's the infinite abyss of absolute potentiality. Let's say that the cause of reality is, is its limitlessness. Limitlessness is equivalent to infinite being, and its vitality, its force, its depth, are limitless. if you open yourself to it completely, you are burned, disintegrated. Only the whole remains, and in the whole, you don't know that you will always exist. "Always" means nothing; it is total, period. Enlightenment is being the total. It can't be described because any description occurs in the total. It cannot be understood either because understanding is only a structure that occurs in it, the same as form. Then you always perceive that reality is this, and always is, but it's veiled by the structure. You "know" as structure, but you aren't totally open, because you are also the structure. The total openess can happen in some moments, some instants. Id say that if you are all time in total openess you will die soon. It's not the natural way to be as a form. The thought always hypnotize if you are closed to the limitless. It's not the thought, it's your energetic structure. The thought is just an expression, an emanation of the totality of the form, an effect that also is a cause. It's Maya if you are maya, it's open if you are open
  5. @Water by the River I summarize the story so you can form an accurate opinion: On the one hand, there are those who accept Advaita Vedanta (neo?) philosophy, and to some extent Buddhism: conceptual thought is maya; reality is direct, without thought. Enlightenment is already the case, but thought veils it. On the other hand, there are those who claim that reality has a source, and that source is God, and enlightenment is realizing god. Since that source is absolute, they are obviously that source. Let's say both are right and both are profoundly wrong. First, true opening is beyond the conceptual. It is penetrating within yourself, dissolving all duality, facing your energetic barriers made of fear and desire, opening them, and becoming one with your total nature. Okay, step 1. Does this mean that conceptual thought is "maya," or rather, that it is the absolute in the form of conceptual thought? 2. The creative source. Obviously, form exists, and obviously, form is relationship. Cause and effect, so the logical thing would be to think that there exists a primordial source that emits form: God. This isn't possible in infinity, since it would be a limit, a center. Centers are infinite; the cause has no origin, therefore, it can be developed infinitely. There is no God, or everything is God. Choose what you like best. Now I say: Let there be reality! And this phrase is infinite, therefore, it reverberates in eternity and creates an infinite chain of cause and effect that gives rise to the totality of form. But of course, any other structure does the same; everything is God, everything is cause and effect. The absolute is not the cause, is the material, the nature of the reality. Not the center, just the unlimited that inevitably allows the infinite forms . There is no beginning or end, no limits in any direction. So, from your personal perspective, what is enlightenment? About what you say about contraction, agree. Openenss is the opposite of the contraction, or better, the absence of contraction
  6. Yes, there are kids that are much more dense than others. Usually that density is perceived as strength. It is in many senses because it's the density needed for survival in hostile environment. . What question? I like a lot talking about this topic, because it touch the ultimate nature of the humans and the reality itself. It's extremely fascinating and nobody is really interested in it, people is interested in profit. Profit could be better feeling, absence of suffering, etc. All that is legit, but if you go for profit, you get stuck. Imo you should go for openess just for the openess, because you want to be what you are without limits. But who knows, maybe other ways can work
  7. I believe that there have been natural mystics like Ramakrishna or Anandamayi Ma (seems so, who knows), people who, due to their genetics and circumstances, have not completely closed themselves off and have lived from the opening. These people usually can't offer a solid, logical explanation for how the mind completely closes in on form because they've always been open. Then there was a rise in spiritual culture. Krishnamurti, Maharshi, etc, which brought fame and privilege. Fertile ground for narcissists. So things are very twisted and complicated, riddled with scams and manipulation mixed with some flashes of authenticity
  8. I use to have a good time almost always. I enjoy living, sleeping, walking on street , working , meeting people, looking the reality, trying to understand, meditating as deep as I can, doing sports, projecting ideas to make money, the hot of the summer, anything. Since I'm not sick and im not in prison there is not big suffering. The main point is learning to don't expect too much of the people, anyone can give what can give, then you can navigate in the world quite good. In fact this world is a very interesting adventure, very complex, trying to understand this reality is a great challenge. Would be different if I have a serious sickness of course, then, let's see.
  9. No, I took a piece of that paragraph and I've looked for uncoherence and pointed them out. It's not a question of knowing more or less, but of detecting what isn't coherent. It's not a question of volume, but of structure.
  10. I'm not seeking wellness, I already live in the civilization of wellness, I'm seeking depth.
  11. That text is from Acim Right? In my opinion, that book is deeply dualistic. It presents a corrupt world that must be redeemed in the eyes of God. Let's see, is this world then independent of God, or even contrary to His will? If you stop to contemplate it, both Christianity and Buddhism have the premise that human reality is flawed, that God is good, and humans are evil. Let's see, life is built on the basis of murder, right? From the first pruricellular organisms, war is served. There's only one rule: survive or die. All living beings invent weapons, fangs, poison, traps to kill. From there, humanity emerges. And should it be... good? How good? Only kill animals? Or plants?
  12. About the topic of the thread. What you said has no relationship with it. Then I thought that you didn't understand it. It was about the self, how the self, the energetic structure that reality creates to function as a human is as real as a stone or a plant. Why is a mistake saying that the ego is an illusion. I know that in Buddhism and neo advaita philosophy it's like dogma, but it's obviously a mistake, a duality. Why the ego is illusion and "the source ' is real? The ego is a form of the source, same than a Galaxy.
  13. You didn't understand what I want to express. if you really have any doubt I'm glad to get deep in the point.
  14. @kbone I can't read you, I perceive a lot of toxicity. If you are hurt that's life, but try to contribute with something positive. Narcissist are also humans but are so difficult, a real test
  15. Translation: I'm enlightened but you aren't. What if we talk about spirituality? What I mean is, we already know that you are enlightened and above everyone and that's great, but in that case would be a privilege to listen what you have to say about everything. It's great that you point again that you are above of the people that have written in this thread, but now that we know that you are enlightened, then, why we can't have the luck of reading your thoughts? It's not usual to find anyone in that level. I'm serious, I want to share ideas and insights with the most high level minds in the world. But if those insights are: I'm enlightened and you aren't, and then mute., seems that it's the same than always: let's say, not so high level
  16. Seems that you need to say I'm lying, I'm not lying in any case here, absolutely zero. It's at will , I decide to go to meditate then most of times it happens. Will means: Im going to do this, then I do. For example, I'm going to go to London , then I buy a plane ticket and I'm going. Anyway, I'd say what you are is obvious, but it's not nice being accused about lying in something serious.
  17. You can be open to the absolute in some extent all time, but as a background, you see that reality is structured in forms, but in deep meditation you can also open yourself completely and stop perceiving form, becoming it. The total light of unlimited reality, total freedom, but it feels like something that burns you, I suppose because I don't have a completely polished energetic structure. It's not something like: Ah, I'm God and I'm doing this and that, but the substance of reality, that is , of you, what it is without filter. It's unlimited and absolute. The fact of having no limits translates into absolute potential, total power, total everything. This burns you, it seems like you are going to get disintegrated
  18. The mind is a structure of the reality, same than any other structure but unique, as any other structure. Then the mind can open it structure and perceive it nature, the totality. I don't know if a fish can do it, I don't think so, when a kid can't. I can't stay there, I can go to the park and meditate , I smoke a single toke of weed, then in some moments the opening happens. Yes I know, some will.say: you need the weed, then it's not real. It is, but small weed is necessary to relax the frequency, at least for now. You don't want being open to the total all time because it's not our normal frequency. You feel absolutely full, absolutely free, but it's, let's say, not natural being human. It's good to do some moments to fill your heart, open yourself in all senses, but you need to be closed to function. Then you try to make a frame of being as transparent as is possible, don't lie, be straight, transparent, clean, to be as close as possible of being open but being functional
  19. Everything you say carries an aggressive emotional charge. I'm perceptive enough not to fall for the games of a vulnerable narcissist. I play in the first division, so if you think you're going to drag me into your emotional mud, I'm sorry, that won't be the case. If you want to engage in a constructive conversation, I'd be delighted.
  20. I can open myself to the absolute at will, It was extremely difficult at first. I explained it 200 times, if you want I can explain again. I'd like that everyone could do it . But then I'm in the relative reality being a mind and I use the relations as clean as I can even you see it as a prison, it's an structure from the freedom . Maybe some could see it and take advantage of it, who knows
  21. Of course yes. We are humans, our potential is limitless, as our nature.
  22. The mind quiet is a mind without articulated though, not a no mind. It's a different state of the mind, inherently the same mind, but can be more opaque because there is a lot of emotional honey or emotional bile that obscures it. If you transcend that, the mind is transparent in stillness and movement. Mastery lies in creating a conceptual framework that is transparent yet precise and alive, not in performing a lobotomy.
  23. I am the mind, who is talking with you is the mind, that's talking with you as a mind. The mind is a relational node that arises from the growing complexity of life and that at a given moment separates from the vital flow tied to matter, to the gene, purely instinctive, and gives birth to a new dimension of existence that has the capacity to expand without limit, transcend its genetic conditioning and connect with its total nature and with other minds and be one with them. And very possibly to move in the interdimensional flow of reality visiting other possibilities and dimensions
  24. The mind is the absolute in one of it's expressions, same than a stone or the universe.