Breakingthewall

I have had this realization doing 5meo, twice: I only exist, I am inventing everything, it is all imaginary, the past never happened, it is all an invention made at this moment, I am the only creator of everything, and the rest of the people .They are an invention of mine. I am alone, standing in no time, since always, without movement. Everything that you are saying in the forum, I have created it, you, the one who worries because Ieo said that no one else exists, you do not exist. ok, but is this real? why is it going to be real? It seems so, it is true, but it may be a delusion

True, nothing matters, it just is, but we have a software implanted to believe that it matters a lot, otherwise we would not survive for a day. nothing is good or bad, nor does it make any sense. it is only, empty of any content, but of enormous beauty. art

You don't know, so better to silent the mind and follow your inspiration.

Absolutely. watch any documentary about nature, and you will see that God is not kidding, creation is wonderful but on a relative level, truly ruthless. there is great beauty in that too imo, but it's hard to see it if it's your turn

@Javfly33 God's designs are inscrutable. But if I had to speculate, I would say: God creates at his own pace, little by little, in an evolutionary way. trial and error, to see what comes out. an artist who does not know what his work will be, improvises, grows in complexity as much as possible

???An example bit weird

@Endangered-EGO Keep in mind that all your thoughts and ideas are false, by definition. look for silence, nailing yourself in the present moment. forget about the spiritual realizations of others. clear your mind, there is only the present, and you in silence. 5 meo can help you a lot. Other psychedelics, as you define your state of mind, will create loops of confusion. 5 meo sweep your mind for a moment, it can make a difference, helps you to see how your mind is working , and to see what is beyond your mind

Leo uses a lot that only you exist, others are imaginary, God has a multiple personality disorder, God is bored in his eternity and that is why he creates reality ... well, those have been his realizations. after a few years of going deep enough. It may be interesting to take them into account, but nothing more. only the ones you have count

I find it incredible to carry the least responsibility in leo for this event. This is an open forum and Leo participates as one more user. apart it has a video section, but it is something separate, it could well be two different pages that would give the same thing. the guy who committed suicide was intelligent, he thought for himself. It is incredible to read people asking for paternalism, pathetic . everyone is free to do what they want. Leo (and others) should only adhere to one standard: total integrity. This forum is an oasis of integrity, never seen in internet.

This has nothing to do with spirituality, it has to do with avoiding responsibility, avoiding the truth, looking for an escape route. Neither nahm nor anyone is responsible for anything, only the person who jumped off the bridge. just hinting at it is trying to blame people for something terrible. If that person did not mind leaving his wife and children alone and did not want to face life, that is not the responsibility of anyone except his

We have all read that guy and it is obvious that he is not someone who was influenced by any guru. pretty smart. I guess there would be depression behind all this, nothing to do with spirituality. I feel sorry for his wife, children and friends

Don't you think that it would be possible for God to have to create his work step by step, evolve from the most basic to the most complex because he can't do it any other way? More than a game to enjoy, it seems like an artistic creation in which there is enormous ambition and passion.

sometimes it is required to connect mentally with someone so as not to feel alone and I believe that it is not necessary. as a human you have the need for company, without a minimum it is very difficult not to get depressed. practice observing others, understanding them, listening to them, enjoying simple company without having to expose your ideas. people will appear

Why meditate and try to transcend your ego and realize the truth, if God has given you such an attached ego?, it would be that he would want you to be an ego and suffer. transcending the ego is cheating, and in the next life you will be a guy with a heavy ego. it's the same with psychedelics as without them

Of course, he was a really egoic man, there is a book written the daughter of his lover where they dismantle the myth. for me in his books there is too much mystery and little clarity. It seems to me that what he wanted is to show that only he was smart enough to understand what he was saying

Sit down and stop wanting anything, just realize that sitting there is all you could want. savor sitting, it's perfect, there's nothing else. Anything you add to it will be a burden, a nuisance. There is nothing but this perfect moment, nothing to achieve, nothing to think about. stop controlling, give up control. any thought is will to control. relax the control until it disappears .... and that's it, you're disconnected. I m trying that every day...not easy at all, but I'm sure it's possible

If you reach a state of meditation of total silence, empty, you will see that this is what there was before your birth, and you will understand how, after your birth, that emptiness begins to fill with images, appearance. that emptiness before birth does not pass, it is the same all the time, and it will always remain the same. you say there is nothing after death? You are right, since that void is nothing, but if you become familiar with it, you will see that that void is you, and that all the images that fill it are nothing, appearance without reality. only the void is The issue of spirituality, imo, is not just understanding that the ego is illusory, it is knowing the void and beginning to understand it, it is a non-conceptual understanding that I think can be much deeper. understand that there is no I is not the end, it is only the beginning

I once had a kind of dream, after doing psychedelic the day before, about death. the person, me, with all its characteristics, attributes, memories, detached itself, and with all serenity dissolved into nothingness forever, as if it had never existed, and emptiness remained. only that I really was the emptiness, absolutely void, I always was and the person never existed. I think death could be like this

there are behaviors that strengthen the ego, and others that weaken it. the selfish, evil and sadistic make your ego heavier. With a heavier ego, you will behave more that way, entering a circle in which you will be separated, unhappy and fearful, until you reach hellish levels. I would call that "bad". If your behavior is disinterested, integral, clean, your ego will weaken, with which you will be happier, intelligent, open. I would call it "good"

All is magic, nothing is mundane. You have to turn off the radio to appreciate

Great quote

true, language is very useful for survival, it allows us to act as a group, but it has a price: it creates a jail, it imprisons you in a very complicated system of good / bad, dualities, where good is acceptance, which means survival, and evil, rejection, which is identified with death. Getting out of this maze and be free is not easy at all, but it is an exciting game

This shit is a challenge. I have to remind myself every moment that the past is only in me, it has no real existence, if I don't do that i hear my father insult my mother and me 20 times a day and I go into a loop of hate. Everything is in my mind right now, and with relative ease you can control those loops, there is a clear awareness that it is you who creates those shitty self-referential thoughts

@Javfly33 have read several of your posts about 5meo, very oriented to transcendence and the realization of God. I think you can have deep realizations of that type, but your ego will return, and without taking too long. Have you tried mushrooms in medium doses, 2-4 grams? they can work miracles with a sore ego. It is lazy to do it, since unpleasant moments are spent, but it is worth it if your intention is to be totally honest with yourself

@James123 i told you , there is nothing...but there is something. I only Intuit it, behind the void