Breakingthewall

there is nothing, emptiness, and suddenly ... there is a thought. If you look at it you will see that it is like a shape, a wave. it is you undulating, taking a shape. good or bad thoughts are the same, shapes. they are created from nothing and disappear into nothingness. you create them. how and why? because you are a ripple out of nothing, a form that vibrates, and they are one of the creations of that vibration

Leo is the only enlightened spiritual master who speaks of enlightenment as something normal (as it really is), who says things as absolutely politically incorrect as encouraging the use of 5 meo and psychedelics, who does not adopt mysterious and distant attitudes, and who is true to himself from the start. Brother, for my part I send you my admiration and appreciation

Agree, the ego is all, if you remove the ego , the nothingness remains, but the nothingness is you...the ego is a gift, the world of colors and shapes is wonderful. But most of people when they say ego they mean the mental talking, the concept, memories. This ego isn't wonderful at all!

You don't know what you don't know but a seeker must be a seeker ?

many people are interested in understanding reality, but they think that only the material exists. The spiritual seems to them a story for people who want to escape from reality because they cannot face it. It is normal, why are you going to believe in anything that you cannot verify yourself?

I think it's possible only when you realized that you are the infinity and you keep the realization all time. If it happens, the thoughts would stop because you d have the deep understanding that those thoughts are nothing, there is no past and future, only present, and even the present is an illusion because contrasted with the infinity it's nothing. I got those states for a while, when the sky is absolutely blue, the lines of the things are so clean, and in the air is the glory. But after the ego appears with his temptation, and the wonder get lost. I think that anyone who experiences the pure present is going to realize that it's much better than the ego mind, and with time we could stablish in that present. The problem for me is that after some time in the simple pure clean and precious life, I miss the ego, the thinking, like you miss an old friend, a wife, like that. Comfort. But it's madness to choose the ego

Not who you are but the perception of what you are. How was the experience? Details

when you die your ego and all the illusion you think you are disappears, erased, bye, as if it never existed. what else happens? nothing more. the infinite that you are continues as it is at this precise moment: immutable. you are irrelevant, detach yourself from your i because it is nothing. complete detachment is the answer.

@levani in many ways. A bad trip is a challenge, but at the end it finish, and you are more experienced, more wise and you Know better yourself. With 1,5 grs of dry mushrooms it's very rare that you could have a bad experience

Enormous. Difficult to understand like all of your threads but direct, clean, poetic and strong. It needs many reads

The good thing is that it's safe. You could suffer a while but there is no real danger (Maybe yes is huge doses but not in intermedium) , and almost 100 % at the end is going to be good for you

Microdose are nice, but not useful for introspection. Maybe yes for contemplating

Start with mushrooms, 1,5 grs dry, first time, and increasing.mushrooms could help you to improve about face fears, trauma, etc in a way that you can't imagine. Your life could improve a lot in not a long time, it's real

5 meo dmt is that you are looking for. It's the door to the infinity, over all if you already had that experience.

it completely depends on your reasons for meditating. Most people do it to improve their mental state, be happier, have more control over their emotions, etc. It is completely legitimate and also successful, it works. Another different thing is that you look for the real transcendence, the total deconstruction of your ego, the realization of infinity, etc. I know people who have done two vipasana meditation retreats and you talk to them about transcendence and they think: yes yes, all that is very good, very ideal, but talk to me about real things, about performing at work and being more positive for example. It is normal, letting go of ballast and being naked before infinity only happens when it has to happen

Time to let all go is coming. Good luck for you too my friend

I listened, even I think that jiddu was a fake. Was the first master that impressed me , and now I read and I think that he only want to sound misterious. But you never know. He says that any believe have not worth. Of course I agree. Only direct experience has worth, words and sistem of beliefs are empty, but some ways of thinking could help to make the ego less hard. Yeah normal, thats why I used that word. But I used after to perceive. When the mind dissapear , the limits dissapear. You realize that the mind is that: a limit that shape the nothingness. Without limit you perceive the infinite ,or the nothing if you prefer. But my realization finish there. After the experience, if I meditate, there is not a wall in front me anymore, there is open, no limit. I think I'm going to costume to that and be nothing. But it isn't the point. The point is that I'm sure that itsnt all. Go for a walk in the country, yes, all is a thought, but what a thought! The nothingness must be only a face of the infinity I don't know because I wasn't more deeper, but I think yes, it's possible be. There is a mistery to understand, the being.

Infinity is nothing that I learned. 5 meo stopped my mind , and infinity was revealed, as the limits created by the mind disappeared.(no wonderland at all) I can assure you that there was nothing learned there. The idea that was in my mind when I came back was: absolutely unthinkable (and horrible too because it's more nothing that I ever imagine) . I don't doubt your perception of pure nothingness but what about this, maya, the dream, what do you want to call it? for you it is nothing ... but it is a very rich nothing, very perfect, very deliberate. dont close the door to more deep understanding

@James123 Infinity is the great annihilator. Anything divided by infinity = nothing. That is why it is said that reality, the dream, is an illusion, because when you contrast it with the infinite it disappears, it is revealed as nothing. But it still exists and that is the mystery. Those who you said that they have meditated 20 years, or 40, always speak of the great unknowable mystery. Infinity is nothing but it has a quality, something, it is

I meant that have a very ugly taste for me, too demoniac. And I didn't see nothing to learn there, except to see how weird could be the reality.For me it is like putting myself in the washing machine on the spin program, as a practical joke it may be, but I am not going to do it regularly. I guess it will be different for everyone

@SourceCodo ufff I admire you. I went the second time to not look like a coward, but that's it! I have already fulfilled!! now you go, you will see, it is very funny??

This is the definition of pure nightmare. And it's sold for 20 € in the grow shops.

Smoking salvia for me was like giving a long, deep screw kiss to the goddess Kali, with her entire cohort of demons screaming around her. short-circuited spicy flavor, reality unravels and bounces, it is poisonous. it stings like hot chili. doing it a second time was because I didn't really remember the first. a third is not necessary

the value of a junkie leper and pedophile is the same as that of a nobel prize. both are forms that exist, expressions of the same reality

When you see the infinite, you will understand without a doubt that it has no beginning or end, it has no form, it is timeless, and that it is everything, but at the same time it is nothing, because anything dissolved in it becomes nothing. but nothing can be outside of it, with what is also everything. without origin, unthinkable