Breakingthewall

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  1. when you die your i will disappear as if it never existed ... because it never existed. it is completely irrelevant, only consciousness is and is not "someone". dying is liberation and I hope to face it as something wonderful
  2. I think that osho means that it is in the nature of God to be as he is and that it cannot be otherwise. I think he's right but who knows. I have never seen a talk by osho, wonderful, inspiring. thanks for sharing
  3. Leo's flaw that you point out is his virtue: his rationality, his incomplete enlightenment. He has reached out to people who otherwise would not have known what he was talking about. He pushes the base, and when it rises, perhaps it is the turn of others
  4. Yes, but when you return you also have direct experience of you like individual. Some nights ago i had like an experience and i wrote this after: . I woke up at 3 o'clock in the night with discomfort and could not sleep, I began to notice a sensation like expansion, dissolution. Suddenly I was not there, I had never been. the certainty that everything is the same, heaven, envy or a pen, reality becomes homogeneous, an equal soup, and in its homogeneity it reveals itself as absolutely nothing. I do not exist, I have never existed ... how is it possible? there is a vision, a kind of green fractal ,it's everything... something in me wants to get out of that, I sit up, but every time I relax again, the dissolution returns. there is nothing, there never was. everything is a fantasy. I can't keep this up, it's too disturbing. I took the phone, check WhatsApp. Suddenly normality returns, but today I walk down the street and there is no center, there is the certainty that everything is an illusion. transparent Is this direct experience? Or the coffee that I'm drinking right now in a coffee shop? I read some of your posts explaining this nothing in similar terms
  5. in a system it's not enough to know the parts, you also have to understand the relationship between them
  6. True and absolute wonderful. I think that more than mysterious is that we are attached to reason and reason has limits. To enter the mistery you have to leave reason out. the rational mind can cover a huge area, but compared to infinity it is nothing. removing the dikes of thought and letting true perception flow is the way. It's not easy to let the mind go
  7. why, how, where, how much, when ... are the lines that structure the mind. when you enter the land of no mind, they have no meaning
  8. I guess they said they are useless to them. if they say they are useless for everyone, the same as mooji etc: extreme arrogance
  9. I already know how to search on Youtube what shadguru says and those. I am more interested in your insights, but they are always the same, . nothing, nothing, nothing. My question is: do you realize nothing in your meditation and in your daily life, or have you realized it once and all your thinking is based on that time? because when I read you, I see mind. The mind always repeat. And the ego needs to be right and show that the others are wrong, or ridicule, for example putting mocking emoticons . Well, I don't want to argue with you, once you offered me help and I am grateful. I would like to be able to help you too, but for that you would have to put me at your level, and it seems that you need to be above
  10. I know there is no I, we are trying to communicate. If you're going to grab anything that says how in a political debate to try and put yourself above it, I drop the conversation. It seems that the only thing that interests you is to be the one whos right. ego on fire
  11. who knows who is awake and who is not, there are many smart guys who know how to see where the business is. What is evident is that no matter how enlightened you are, you don't know everything. in fact you don't know anything! You can only point out concepts that help people break free. So to say, psychedelics are useless, and without having tried them, he is arrogant and stupid, I don't care if Buddha and Jesus say it together. I only believe what I experience, and you should do the same. I respect your insights, but looks that you are being trapped in dogma. Forget all , open your mind!
  12. Míralo. what you just said is a huge manifestation of ego. The next thing I'm going to read here is that they are more enlightened because they have millions of followers. You're caught up in dogma, that's why you quote wise men so much. Someone enlightened would never say that about: do not argue with him, he is more enlightened than you because he has meditated a thousand times more. what he says is worth more than what you say, look, he wear turban! . get out of there brother
  13. and those gurus represent enlightenment, which is freedom, and they preach just the opposite. the same as catholics
  14. those gurus talk about things they don't know. How many people have been enlightened by listening to them? zero? conservatism, paternalism, and ultimately dogmatism. just the opposite of enlightenment
  15. I don't see it now either, I've seen it very clearly with psychedelics and I remember it, but my mind is limiting now. infinity is simply no mind, no limits (I think). an infinite hole left when the mind stops
  16. If you realize infinity, that is, what has no limits, you will see that it is all because there can't be nothing outside of it, but you will see that it is nothing, because any "something", diluted in it, don't turns into something small, if not a zero, nothing.
  17. I can't say that you are wrong...but my truth is THE truth ??
  18. It is a mental projection, it is probable that tonight I will dine, based on the experience of other nights (past) , just as it is probable that the earth will turn again on itself. it is a thought, that does not mean that it does not exist, but "only" as a thought. It may be that he does not eat, and that the earth disintegrates. the only thing that is real is this precise moment. I use a watch because I have a mind that is constantly calculating probabilities and the watch is a very useful tool for that. But that is not the question, the question is that we can capture the essence of reality, since we are that essence, but if we lose ourselves in those temporal projections, we stop capturing it, because the essence is right now, in non-thought , and time is a thought
  19. Some are parroting, others talk since inspiration, and others are totally trapped in the mind. The future only exist as a mental projection. So exist , but as a thought. It's obvious. there is an eternal present in motion. When there is movement, or event, the mind adapts and anticipates that event, and creates the time to measure the interval between two different events. This measure becomes a fundamental tool to dominate the environment, pursue the "good" and avoid the "bad". the problem is that the mind ceases to inhabit reality, which is the present, this same moment always, to inhabit temporality, it expands, diffuses and becomes off-center. somehow he goes crazy because he thinks something that is not real is real, like crazy people.
  20. imagine a zebra surrounded by its herd, the gentle cool breeze blows, the grass is green and abundant, the aroma is wonderful, life exolites in its being, it is, and nothing else. imagine that same zebra with a broken leg, abandoned by its herd, gnawed for days by insects, waiting for scavengers in the midst of terror. both are god
  21. It is evident that the past and the future do not exist outside the mind, they are mental projections, but even if they do not have a real existence, they have enormous force. they are what makes the human progress. at the cost of getting lost in madness, yes. but that does not matter to God, he wants to evolve, to be more complex, and God is not lazy, he doesn't mind suffering a billion holocausts.
  22. Being able to imagine what we call the past and the future is what differentiates us from animals, and that is why we are so crazy, we were expelled from the garden of Eden and we are in the lands of the ego, trying to return to Eden. a strange game
  23. you cannot understand reality, karma. do not try, the logical mind will always tell you: this is war, the world is a hostile, terrible place. misery and pain, the human being is a deformed being, made for misery, cruelty and exploitation. But if you step back and place yourself above the ego, you will see the beauty, the wonder, the love. it is something very interesting to see. I for example, if I am in ego mode, I think of my insane and addicted narcissistic father, in the war that I have gone through and I think: this life is a disgusting abortion, all should be different. After three seconds I go to the transcended ego mode, and all that is nothing, there is only beauty, harmony. After a while I think, if everything is very beautiful but it could have been this other way ... and you fall back into the same thing. that a child with bone cancer is the manifestation of God's love is not something you can grasp with your mind. in fact I can't grasp it right now. but it's real. without you there is no suffering. suffering is ego. If you go further, it does not exist, it is illusion. If It's no "I" there is not suffering, no evil, no difference between good and bad
  24. I have the feeling that all thought is a form of anxiety. it is a mechanism of separation, of division between "you" and "not you", a way to limit yourself, to define yourself as a separate individual. and I say anxiety because you are not really a separate individual, you are creating that fiction with constant thought, so there is great anxiety, you perceive that everything is about to be destroyed, it is fragile, it has to be maintained with constant work, work to think, to divide. I think that if anxiety is zero, thought will be zero. not necessary at all. if you dive into reality and dissolve in it, you stop being an individual, you merge with the whole and rest in non-thought, in the true present. to try by force is to start a house from the roof. It is violence and I would say that it is useless. non-thought has to come naturally, when there is no more I