Breakingthewall

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  1. for me when I started to feel really happy in the silence of meditation. It is the change in which I saw that happiness is by default, it is what is added to what it takes away. it took me many months of constant practice
  2. @VeganAwake So you have freed yourself from your ego in a constant way? Can you silent your mind by without effortless, without thoughts appearing? Or are you one of those who say: no, I'm still the same, with ups and downs, I get angry sometimes, but I know that the ego is not real.
  3. Its wrong as soon as he catches me in his game with force. any conditioning is "bad" if you want to undo it. You cannot live with him because he is strong, he will immerse you in his movie over and over again. transcending it in a lasting way is not simply "waking up", you can wake up and go back to sleep many times a day.
  4. @ll Ontology ll Here you just gave a perfect example. you want your movie to be the best it can be. is going around in a circle, madness. the only sensible thing is to turn off the movie, off, freedom. You can make a "better" movie, but it will still be the movie.there is no worse or better, it's only the monkey. you have to turn off completely, it is not easy! we talk about real liberation.
  5. The problem here is, what are we calling here love? or self love? it's all the same ego trap. commitment? acceptance? Friendship? it is forging a stronger ego identity, which is the main purpose of most people. There is no real love, the only true love is that of emptiness. the rest is the monkey in the tribe. that's why the problem is not simple
  6. @VeganAwake I know all that, and I get free my mind by meditating, but then any situation, or though triggers the ego, and you're back in the swamp. It is not only awakening, it is how to learn the way to make the conditioning weaker, understanding how it works. I at least see no other way.
  7. Absolutely. The false self is the enemy. He wants to bury you
  8. the problem is in the trial. you judge parts of yourself, or your life, as wrong, should be or have been otherwise. the foot has to deform to enter the shoe, and therein lies the mistake. it is the shoe that must be tailored to the foot. what is, is, without shame or pride. I say this wise advice when I am unable to carry it out most of the time, because at the end I'm a son of this society. It's difficult to remove conditioning and be free
  9. more than that gap between thoughts, you are the void, but that void is, only that you speak another language that is not the thoughts, you have to learn to grasp that silent language. It is not only that there is no "i" and that is enlightenment, it is that you only exist, playing a strange cosmic game with yourself. there is no i, in the sense that everything that you consider your self, your memories, personality, characteristics, attributes ... are an empty movie with no real existence, but there is something that exists. it is nothing, a limitless hole, but very alive
  10. Meditation is the void and in the void is the truth. mystical experiences, psychedelic realizations, etc., are useful to prepare the mind to accept the emptiness without holding hands, but living the emptiness every day, as much as possible, is the goal. is what we are, the rest is false
  11. So were you enlightened when you were 1.5 years old? I think you have to get lost to find you again and see the truth . Just be is enough, or course, but it seems that us the humans have another path
  12. nice wish. nothing less than that is enough
  13. @OBEler maybe she would like to try mushrooms. for healing and deepening trauma there is nothing like it. you can also try 5meo. It probably won't give you realizations about your traumas, but an energetic reconfiguration. although I think that 5 meo is for those who seek transcendence.
  14. Yeah yeah agree, i always thought like you, but now I think the only thing I have to do is undo the enigma, free myself, everything else is child's play
  15. the animals are not enlightened. They are god being a bird, pure being being, éxtasis, but they do not know that they are god, like 1-year-old children, they simply are. They are close to God insofar as they are pure, but it is necessary to eat the apple of the tree and be expelled from Eden to be able to see.
  16. There is only you playing a game with yourself. Only, alone, the being imploding on itself. you are trapped, like me, and the game tries to free yourself completely. if you don't see it, you can't even start playing
  17. The only existential chrisis is to see that it's have been imagining a very complicated movie, with hundreds of actors, turns, problems, objectives, pursuing the happy ending (enlightenment, eternity, the grand prize) ... when the reality is that there was nothing , empty, hollow. There is no one here! just a movie that projects itself. What a foolness itsnt it? it has always been said: there is no one, there is no one. It is no use saying it a thousand times, the soap bubble must explode.
  18. that's a scam, tell your intuition whatever. the same as rasa, who illuminates you on Skype, the young girlfriend of the old guru ramaji, with her psychic powers, at $ 250 an hour. The thing is just the opposite of these scams, it is taking full responsibility, get empty. I read Rasa's cheap advertising pamphlet and die of shame. all that of the gurus and the lineages, is ego, falsehood, scam. one more religion, but a candle shop and magic stones.
  19. there are an estimated 1 followed by 100 zeros of stars in the known universe, and most have planets. It would be logical that there were several million advanced civilizations. Einstein's theories predict wormholes, and so far all Einstein's theories that have been empirically tested have proven to be true. so ... it wouldn't be weird to have a visit
  20. It's your ego asserting itself. a way to exist like others, and to exist is its purpose. weakening the ego by seeing again and again its falsehood is the solution
  21. There are no absolute certainties, only great probabilities that a fact verified several times will yield the same result when verified the next time
  22. Good answer and really interesting link, thanks for sharing
  23. my father, a real disgrace. If he hadn't died from cancer caused by his addictions before I was really an adult, I can't imagine what my relationship with him would have been like. a very strange person. my challenge is to love the memory of my father. there are moments, after meditating, that the miracle occurs, when I see that he is me
  24. yeah, deeply wounded, and a being without the will or humility necessary to face it, who prefers to cheat himself and others by doing a constant performance in which he feigns his superiority. absolutely stupid and dishonest
  25. reality exists. reality is one, not multiple, multiplicity is illusory. reality is intelligent. look at it, perceive its creativity, reality is god. And you, who can perceive, are the reality