Breakingthewall

What could mean that?

I would say that reality creates itself taking itself as an example. something appears from the absolute nothing, a base, and that base takes itself as an example to create, and is limited by itself. He does not know where he is going, he just creates spontaneously ... is that so? because on the other hand I once had the realization that God does not create in stages or steps. that there is no evolution. but that doesn't make sense

practice masturbation in the company of others I would rather call it fucking

The clouds are the perfect sky...but how to see that when you are lost in them? You have not to remove the clouds, you have to remove the you. But how?

I think it meaning that your mind is opening, the work pays off. Two days ago I also had the strongest sober opening ever. I was sitting on the subway thinking: then, if memory were zero, how would the perception of reality be? Obviously, time would not be perceived, and ..... suddenly, the collapse. I saw with absolute clarity the illusion that my mind was creating, the projection in all directions of ideas, memories, and their phantasmality. my nonexistence as an individual, and that of everyone else. what else? what individual? all are projections and under those projections the obvious shines. I got out of the subway and the blue sky was perfect, pure art, and the green of the trees was made of goodness, it was overwhelming and I cried. I sat down and the realization came to me that things do not happen in steps, there was no beginning, no big bang. will it be like this? I don't know, but at that moment things went wrong. I thought: why all this? this scam. why this deception? a sense of evil appeared, and my mind lost most of its openness, but since then my feeling is to live surrounded by brilliant beauty. The work works

everything seems very clear when the clouds part, and you say to people: don't you see the obvious? the sun is there. But don't forget that when your sky was cloudy you only saw clouds. pointing out the sun is useless, the thing is point out the triggers of the dissolution of the clouds

doing this is impossible for the ego. That is why self-help, like Eckhart tolle, although it reaches many people who understand it conceptually, does not lead to real liberation. the ego cannot say to itself: hey, stop being an ego

reality is real, it is what it is, the whole thing. what is illusion is the separate individual, and this illusion creates a perspective of reality that is unreal, or false, in the sense that it defines what is undefined

the point is that we do not see to what extent everything is ego. I see it doing a mental exercise: I imagine I have no memory at all, zero. what remains is the truth, the rest is ego. it is total madness, memory extends, encapsulates reality, classifies and orders it ... in a way governed by its usefulness. a survival software. we are millions of memory units doing this, encapsulating the only reality that "we" really are , but these units, the "we", this software, is something empty, completely unreal. we really are reality, not software, but we acquire ghostly life as software. for what? with what objective? It seems somewhat sterile, crazy. but those questions and those answers are the ego, they don't mean anything at all...the point is that there is not your bubble and my bubble of perception. Both are mental constructions. Remove the memory from your bubble, what remains? It's the same than mine, the only. multiplicity is illusion, nothing is happening. it just seems like it.

True, although when reading your post a little voice told me: yes yes, enjoy, but the important thing is to deepen and understand reality. the ego in one of its facets. never shut up

It is quite shocking and even terrifying to see that everything you thought was your life was a mirage, but no more terrifying than knowing that in the near future you will get sick and die slowly in a hospital to disappear as if you and the world had never existed. Everybody accept the second option, so is quite irrational be so scared of the first one

No, 1/3 more or less, i read it sometimes, but short snippets randomly . I find it fascinating that in each line there are allusions that touch deep but not directly, speaking to your subconscious . the part where they speak of the father as infinite emptiness, his vibration is love, which they call the son (I think I remember) for example. I also find the story of how it was made fascinating: an atheist psychologist in the 70s who says she wrote it at the dictation of something superior. reading it certainly seems to be the fruit of genuine inspiration. For example, i just open randomly and i read this (sorry the bad translation) The truth is exempt from illusions and, therefore He dwells within the Kingdom. 2Everything that is outside the Kingdoms illusory. 3When you discard the truth, you noticed it same as devoid of it.4 upon conceiving another kingdom to which you attributed value, you did not keep Enthusiastically, only the Kingdom of God, in this way, you carefully excluded part l. 5 What you have invented has imprisoned your will and you have once been sick, you now have to be healed

@Inliytened1 @Adamq8 thanks for your compliments, love is reciprocated !. I read all your posts with great attention

I'm not sure, the I need those ideas of evolution, movement, but I would say that the reality is simpler. We are all the same reality, when you body dies (apparently) the reality that you are will remain the same, the separation between you and me is apparent, or between you and a chair. when your body disappears the fiction of separation that you maintain will disappear. The i that is thinking and writing will dissapear, but it's not real now, is a mental construction

the point is that the life that seems happening is basically a mental process. imagine that you take a substance that completely eliminates the faculty of memory. what would the perception be like? no change would be perceived since you could not compare now with before. there would only be now, immutable because you could not create the mutation with your mind. You would basically be a sensory receptor, which when damaged would be replaced by another. a receiver for what? I try to see that but I, so the memories, hide the vision

I'd say that happens the same that is happening now. The question is: what is really happening now?

A course in miracles is surprising, fascinating. very strange and evocative. about selflessness ... lately I have seen several times that reality is a unity, that my apparent person is a mirage, and I have become very selfless. So much so that I'm not interested in anything, just observing the world. I suppose that some guide will appear that inspires me to do, although I perfectly understand those Hindus who sit on the street and do not move all day

at least you go kayaking, don't complain! from the absolute point of view, time is an illusion, so one bubble after another, or all at the same time, is the same. there is no one after another. the question is, what is this bubble of perception? is what it seems? is something? I would say that infinite bubbles are only apparent. nothing is really happening! it's crazy. that's why everything seems a bit unreal. it seems that existence is a dead end, trapped in eternity trying to escape through infinite points of view

from an absolute point of view there are no chairs, no alien only undifferentiated unity without size or shape. somehow reality imagines itself and creates the appearance of a chair, and the appearance of us. we and the chair are no different. It seems to us that we perceive the chair, but it is more like the undifferentiated unit is structured in mental images that apparently interact, being more profoundly the same, without separation. so there is neither us nor chair, or from another point of view, there are both, and they do not depend on each other. If there were a universe of rocks without life, it would be like the mind of reality, or God would have imagined it, it does not need another image imagined by the same mind to perceive it, it is a whole unit that imagines itself

Maybe the alien only perceives radiation and for him there is no chair, with which it could be said that there really is no chair, there is only a chair if you perceive it, if not, there is the possibility of a chair, but that possibility is the same that the chair ... Itsnt it?

The rocks, empty space, you, or chairs are ideas from the mind of reality. they dont need anyone to observe them to be, they observe themselves, they are the same as you, reality itself

it all depends on the software. Ours takes a development of millions of years and is in our genes, but if it is transcended for a moment it is seen that everything is the same, there are no differences, but for the survival of the body (which is not really different from what surrounds it) , it is necessary to capture them. at another level there is no difference between pain and pleasure, nor between your body and the bed where you sleep or the street. it's a kind of magic trick that creates differentiation. that's why calling it an illusion, because reality is a undifferentiated soup ,perfectly fragmented by some kind of software, the mind of god imagining

If you look at the universe you see an obvious pattern: the movement towards greater complexity. Let's imagine a big bang. a number of protons, neutrons and more particles appear, all apparently made of energy. all of them begin to interact with each other, they group together until they form stars, where more complex elements are formed, then life, that evolves from the cell to the human brain, which in turn is an enormous creative force, capable of understanding, which perhaps can create an "artificial" intelligence. it is obvious that reality is alive, it creates itself. We are one more manifestation of the enormous intelligence of reality, in its creative willing. we are the reality itself, which is only one.

from what you say it is seen that you know is the reason for fear: attachment to your ego. As I told you the other time, I had very similar experiences and I can say that the solution is to look around you. With these realizations it is common to see that you are alone and that reality is an illusion. it would be better to use the biblical term "creation". illusion suggests unreality, since from the absolute point of view it seems unreal, but from this other point of view it seems very real. real and unreal are just labels. it is what it is. see the wonder of what it is. everything is you? marvel at what you are. It is not that only you are and your loved ones do not exist, it is that they are you, or you are they. you make yourself infinite company, unfolding yourself in infinite ways . Facing absolute emptiness is also a challenge for me. the feeling of unease is enormous, but where does it come from? attachment, from where else? that feeling is a guide that tells us where we must work to free ourselves. surely your second trip was too followed to the previous one, little time of integration. Such a realization opens the door to a deeper meditation. It scares but at the same time it frees you and leaves no other way than to free yourself more.

people who have a completely materialistic ideosyncrasy are depressed to a greater or lesser extent. it's normal, they live in a gray nightmare with no escape