Breakingthewall

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  1. To choose the world, the ego, giving in return your true essence, the love
  2. if there is only one but that one is infinite, it is not "only one". Continuing with the example of moksha from the library, if it is infinite, and you have read 1 followed by a thousand zeros of books, and a bird has not read any, you both know the same: nothing. For me it has been very important to realize this, there is nothing to know, nothing to grasp, just be (repetitive I know)
  3. unique is an open person, totally natural, innocent, much easier to love spontaneously than most, and at the end of the video it is said: you have to love all parts of this world, as if implying, you have to love even a unique ... well, I wish all humans were like that. it's easy for love to flow with someone like that, without malice the idea and the execution of the video are wonderful, and if it have diffusion is fantastic, great job
  4. I just wanted to express that there are better ways to teach people, but everyone does it the way they want. Peace and sincere love
  5. What do you think about adyashanty?
  6. True, that's what this work is about, but it's not that easy, you don't need to talk to people like a narcissistic father would do to his son to show him how dumb he is, and how superior is him
  7. If you tear down the walls of your mind, formed by concept, fear, desire, logic and attachment, you will be an open antenna for reception. this is mystic imo
  8. I would like to know if in the spiritual tradition there is evidence of this experience, surely yes: I not am . Ultimately denial, the opposite of the famous I am. Not nothing, before nothing, before before. The reality is that I not am. horrible to face. it happens to me with 5 meo sometimes. and when it happens it seems to me that it is beyond being the universe, being everything, etc. that the final reality is ....negation
  9. When something scares you so intense, it is necessary to face it, if not your life will be miserable, sooner or later you will have to do it, so the sooner the better. The faster and less risky way that I know are the psychedelic
  10. imo means that the separation is to a greater or lesser extent suffering. there is no rest because the mind is seeking, it cannot stop because it has been displaced from its center. This can manifest itself in many ways and there is no escape except to equalize. Whoever is insightful will realize that their only way out is a trip to the center
  11. Today I understood that I am in the same way that a stone is. And in both is the whole of universe. And anything else out of that "is" is illusion, nothing
  12. I also had that realization once. Infinity, and contrasted with the infinity everything=nothing, i am nothing, really difficult too, but this was different, i not am. A cosmic no. I think there are many different realization with 5 meo. I had also the positive, pure joy. Never anything about god, intelligence... I think 5 meo shows you that can be showed to you
  13. Those people who claims that have super powers but they never really show them in a scientific test....
  14. True, he should have his reasons and i can't see , or maybe he is wrong
  15. Let's see...I read about this 1000 times and i had some realizations, but not like this, having a coffee in a bar, thinking in that negation, i suddenly realized that absolutely all my entire life is an illusion, a fantasy. The entire mind is illusion by definition. Don't exist, it's a gosht and it never existed. The problem is: what remains?
  16. Just reading this in the isha page... really i can't to understand, maybe I'm dumb, but I only find ego, superstition, folkloric tales, empty words... why most of people say that shadguru is an enlightened master and i can't to see? If I listen for example osho, i perceive the clarity of a mind clean as a mirror, if I listen shadguru...wtf! Sounds like a joke!
  17. I was thinking, something is hidden, what? i think suddenly I saw: negation is negation of the illusion. everything is illusion, absolutely everything. there is nothing, just being. my attachment to the external, to the 5 senses, and the image I have of the world is enormous. all of these are illusions. I am like a tree, or someone in deep sleep. just mindless. only he exists. absolutely nothing, except being. without consciousness of others or of anything else, an entire universe himself but without the dimension of the mind. letting go of the ego completely is extremely difficult. ego is everything! but that everything... is nothing. "i" "think" ? this is the first step.
  18. I'm in the land of masturbation now so... nothing to say. I'm really thankful for your answers
  19. meditating I return to the realization: only I exist, but really, I do not exist, and since I do not exist I create existence. But the bottom line is that I don't exist. How is it possible?
  20. I'm a procrastinator. I know what must be done and I don't do
  21. No I can't, but I know that all my thoughts means nothing. Maybe I'm trying to know the deepest reality, god, to be in peace after that , knowing everything, but I know it's Impossible, nothing can be know. The need of knowing is the wall. Thought are the tool of separation. I will read that book, thank you .
  22. the biggest flaw of some is saying compliments and affectionate phrases that taste like punches in the nose ?
  23. @VeganAwake it's interesting and I had that kind of realizations but I think that wolfe talk since the logic, and there is not logic here. There is nothing, but there is something.
  24. it is true that I have a certain ... tendency to use 5 meo. my mind is not clean, thoughts arise, this is impossible to avoid. imo is pure need for control. This control is fantasy, the thoughts do not get any control but "I" cannot do without the illusion of control. Every thought that arises is like the cigarette of the smoker who wants to quit. he knows it is harmful, useless, but he cannot stop. control is separation, separation is anxiety. I want to tune in, to flow at the same frequency of reality, without thought. I am the reality, I cannot be separated from myself. but I am. so i use 5 meo. break the illusion of separation for a moment, and in the days that follow I can flow closer to the present. closer and closer. But sometimes this ... scare happens. the perception that I am not. black
  25. @WelcometoReality i know. I also had the realization after an ego dissolution that I'm all that exist, pure joy etc. But seems that this is more deep, or maybe 2 faces of the same. For now I can't u understand.