Breakingthewall

Wrong. The reality is that there is only you. it's pretty scary by the way. it is limitless, infinite, but somehow it is limited. it is limited because no matter how infinity it is, it is always you. you. you. you can not escape. everything is you. Always. eternal, infinite, but you. there is no other. I wonder if God finds this unbearable, because for me, when I have gone deep... Well, it has been quite difficult. I hope because there was a bit of my human ego there.

since you were born they have been talking to you. you have built your vision of the world, of yourself, of reality, basically according to the things that you have been told. either talking to you, in books, in movies. Your whole world is made of words. you are absolutely addicted to words. if there is no one talking to you, you talk to yourself. words structure your mind, parcel it out, give it shape. you cannot live without that form, just as the drug addict cannot live without the drug. you need to hold on to a handhold, so you create it yourself, constantly. You can't shut up for a second. if you did, you would see that there are no limits, no shapes

Take 1,5/2 grs of dry mushrooms, it's strong enough, but is possible to control it, not really long in time, and very friendly and nice the first times. Use to be a wonderful experience full of joy and color, that will show you the power of the psychedelics

believe in something, for example, I am god. integrate that belief in such a way that you think that it is not a belief, but it is direct experience

do you think so? Sounds like a riddle made by a genius to me. each life, a different one. Hidden, deep, brilliantly difficult. with each trap in its exact place. a game of maximum difficulty that you have to play until the end

being human means solving the conundrum, or wallowing in your own shit

being human is a problem that must be solved. being a tuna, or a dog, is not a problem, being human is. It is a very complex puzzle, a labyrinth with a thousand traps. human being is the point between the animal and god, and is dysfunctional by nature. Being human is a challenge.

I know reality have no limits, because limits are no possible

@VeganAwake for you enlightenment is reaching the state of a sardine. I agree that the experience of a sardine is much better than that of an ego, full of anxiety and tensions. ego reality is total shit. but the ego is a necessary step that allows you to go further. you go from the pure experience of the sardine to the ego. It realizes the trap that it means for itself, and has the real possibility of going beyond the sardine. he can transcend pure experience and realize his real nature, the total emptiness that is divinity. without ego there is no realization. a pig can't become enlightened. a human yes. Enlightenment is real. I don't know if permanent is possible, I guess so. think this: maybe there is one more step to take

Yes, the character wants to awaken not only with psychedelics but full time as deep as it's possible, simply because it's real, the truth. Who need lies, barriers?

But if you awake, you could totally accept the moment and enjoy the joy

It's quite easy to understand. It's infinite, and it's you. You are that. it cannot be known, since it is infinite. but it can be understood. if you realize that you are unlimited, that's it, there is nothing more to understand

believe that spirituality is a science that must be learned little by little, from different teachers, progressing every day. believing that you are level 2 dan that you are much better than those who are in their first year, but that you are still very far from your teacher who wears monk clothes and always has a beatific smile, but who already admits you in his circle, and be very proud of it. to think that you are still far away but that thanks to your hard work you are getting closer, when you are walking in circles feeding your ego because you ve not balls to jump to the abyss

the world tends to the right now. Seems that the left has failed to defend the worker, and now it is the quite radical right that assumes the role of defender of the people against big capital. We may think that people are stupid, but the reality is that there is a feeling that a profound change in economic structures is necessary, and the right takes advantage of this and promises revolution. the left continuity. With the crises that are coming, and that shit of the war that happened when the democrats, we will have an abundance of the right, more seeing how weak and lacking in passion the left is in the world

better to vape the first few times. 5 meo makes you something permanent once you've had a real breakthrough. it is as if it breaks your energetic cohesion. you don't do this at first to realize that you are this or that, but to vaporize your ego. vaping is shorter time, but it vaporizes it completely. Once this has happened, you will no longer be the same. breaks something that would otherwise be unbreakable

Not annoying, if there weren't a survival challenge, this would be really bored. The point is to approach survival with passion, to try to give the best of yourself in what you do. It is not easy, but as you have said, when you are aligned, things flow

Most awake, most focused in the moment, so much more efficient in work and business

It's very important if you want to get out of the labyrinth of stupidity and suffering that it means to be human. Survival and reproduction are the hobby

most people can't handle loneliness. they need to rely on the ideas of others, they cannot let themselves fall into the abyss. they are prisoners of their mind, of the collective ego, which gives false security. It's like drug addicts. Few will actually kick the addiction. They need that grip.

Well, you start with the psychedelics and after little by little you realize that everything is mystical

we are all mystics with drugs, and without them, practically nobody. we are lucky that they exist, we can be both mystical and mundane

Perfect

I can't stop thinking even while I sleep. a real madness. I understand perfectly what thinking is and why I think all the time, but I can't stop doing it. I think things without any sense to fill the space. random unrelated phrases. everything except silence

Michael Jackson is a mystic, but beware! He could organize the crusades and go at the head of an army to conquer Jerusalem

5 meo is the death of the ego. mushrooms are not. if you resist death, you will have horrible sensations. The same thing happened to me recently for having done it at a time when I couldn't let go of something with a girl. I had already made 5 meo many times, but this one I couldn't let go. I thought my heart stopped. It's horrible, all the energy in my body was concentrated in a point of tension. It's a really seriously hard experience. what happens with 5 meo, when you are able to let it go, is the opposite. your being explodes, a super nova. you cover everything . infinite. there is nothing more wonderful, but at the same time it is terrifying for the ego. I am still adapting my mind to not feel horror when infinity opens . infinity makes you see that you are zero. there is nothing like 5 meo