Breakingthewall

better to vape the first few times. 5 meo makes you something permanent once you've had a real breakthrough. it is as if it breaks your energetic cohesion. you don't do this at first to realize that you are this or that, but to vaporize your ego. vaping is shorter time, but it vaporizes it completely. Once this has happened, you will no longer be the same. breaks something that would otherwise be unbreakable

Not annoying, if there weren't a survival challenge, this would be really bored. The point is to approach survival with passion, to try to give the best of yourself in what you do. It is not easy, but as you have said, when you are aligned, things flow

Most awake, most focused in the moment, so much more efficient in work and business

It's very important if you want to get out of the labyrinth of stupidity and suffering that it means to be human. Survival and reproduction are the hobby

most people can't handle loneliness. they need to rely on the ideas of others, they cannot let themselves fall into the abyss. they are prisoners of their mind, of the collective ego, which gives false security. It's like drug addicts. Few will actually kick the addiction. They need that grip.

Well, you start with the psychedelics and after little by little you realize that everything is mystical

we are all mystics with drugs, and without them, practically nobody. we are lucky that they exist, we can be both mystical and mundane

Perfect

I can't stop thinking even while I sleep. a real madness. I understand perfectly what thinking is and why I think all the time, but I can't stop doing it. I think things without any sense to fill the space. random unrelated phrases. everything except silence

Michael Jackson is a mystic, but beware! He could organize the crusades and go at the head of an army to conquer Jerusalem

5 meo is the death of the ego. mushrooms are not. if you resist death, you will have horrible sensations. The same thing happened to me recently for having done it at a time when I couldn't let go of something with a girl. I had already made 5 meo many times, but this one I couldn't let go. I thought my heart stopped. It's horrible, all the energy in my body was concentrated in a point of tension. It's a really seriously hard experience. what happens with 5 meo, when you are able to let it go, is the opposite. your being explodes, a super nova. you cover everything . infinite. there is nothing more wonderful, but at the same time it is terrifying for the ego. I am still adapting my mind to not feel horror when infinity opens . infinity makes you see that you are zero. there is nothing like 5 meo

it cannot be finite because that would mean that there is something limiting reality. that something could only be non-existence, and that does not exist, so there are no limits.

Yes, We think this is obvious, but we are continually wishing things were different. having the constant intention to accept reality and melt into it makes a big difference

great points. It seems that you have really broken out of the prison of the mind, right? or are you such a smart guy that you can make it seem so?

another point of view: you torture yourself because you perceive yourself as unworthy of love. As you perceive yourself as such, you try to make yourself worthy, increasing your self-concept. endless trap. why do you feel unworthy? because you have been raised by people who perceived themselves as unworthy. why did they do it? because for thousands of generations, human society has needed each piece to fit, fulfill its mission, stand firm in battle, in order to survive, exist, not be one of those that are extinguished. for this we have developed an enormously powerful feeling: shame. this feeling has been necessary for the group to behave as a single individual, and still is. all your learned and genetic conditioning, from the cave, screams at you: you must not be unworthy. it is better to die than to fail the tribe. transcending this is anything but easy. first, to understand, to unravel every little meaningless shame, to undo it. second, give shame its place. serve society. play your part, but without depending on external approval. freedom demands servitude, since we are human

I would say that there are two types of desire. a desire that comes from your true nature, which makes you seek more life, more love, more beauty, more depth. it is the desire that makes you exist, and it comes from love. And another wish that makes you want to be more. it is the same desire, it comes from the same source, but it is confused, perverted. focuses on the idea of the self, which is a mental creation that appears through social interaction, false by definition, and which is the source of all the problem. another thing is that the cessation of desire leads you to enlightenment as the Buddhists say, i don't think so. The desire of be more, yes, but the true desire is the one that makes you go deeper, and the one that allows you to erase everything that is false, purify yourself, and be what you really are. and yet you will always wish for more life, more love, more depth, since this wish is the source of life

Try to understand this, and you will understand nahm: Attention is a strange phenomenon. Attention can be concentrated on thoughts, so that there may seem to be a plurality of attentions. However, in direct experience you can never put attention on attention. Just as the tip of this finger can never point to the tip of this finger. But the thought makes it seem so. As if it could be. As if attention could take a break from intrinsic and effortless creation. The thought can even make it seem as if the attention is coming from a world. Emotions that are experienced directly...only through the belief of thoughts, can even create the belief that the hate comes from a secondary source. One world, others, all kinds of beliefs. Attention, with thoughts, can become so misleading that it can seem that happiness is something that can generate, I, which is being, attention. Looking at the dream board, happiness is very abundant. The feeling of the possibilities, the potentiality, the knowing of creating consciously, since there was no dream board, and there was nothing written on it, and it was said that it would be so, and so it is now. It is a pleasure to appreciate what is and to witness how what will be works, to witness and be the functioning, without ever knowing how it works. Even in tension can go, in the release of the claim. And consciousness is simply, albeit so magically, conscious. The tip of this finger cannot touch the tip of this finger. But why would he have to do it while the magic is and is this finger? I used to point to others and the world. Now he rejoices in his own being, pointing to a dream board in a dream.

Yes , the ego is god, since God is everything. There is only god, or infinity, or reality, any name, since it can't be limits. and what appears to be separate, like the ego, is only an appearance, a form of reality

the ego is natural intelligence in its pure state. the same that makes birds have wings, or that in a human body there are 7 thousands of quadrillion atoms organized in a perfect pattern, each one occupying its exact place

You , as an ego, are your thoughts. Without thoughts there is not you. The you that you said that has to recognize is the thoughts. That's why it's so difficult. Your mind give you thoughts because your ego needs the incessant talk to take a form. Detaching yourself from the incessant chatter is not something you can do at will. without the talk you are limitless, but the ego needs limits and it will stick to the talk. what you have to do is stop needing limits, as if you say to a drug addict: you have to stop needing the drug. this need is very deep, it has a reason the ego is a form made to fit among other forms, in the puzzle that is the collective ego. your limitations , your need of form, created from childhood ,are real, solid energy patterns. They came from thousands generations. what the ego has to do is understand as deeply as possible, and then apply mechanical means to break through its limitations. they can be softened with a lot meditation and psychedelics. ideas only pave the way to start the real work

@Someone here Well, really most of animals are most of time busy with the survival, so they have no space to emptiness. We are full of thoughts, they are full of survival work, so that's why a person can be absolutely empty of everything and totally enlightened , or as you said, conciouss of being enlightened, and the animals can't, same that the babys, full of learning work . They are more pure than an ego because they are the direct experience but not really enlightened , they can't go deep . Well, maybe some of them could, who knows

reality is infinite emptiness. As an ego, the infinite emptiness terrifies you, since it shows your unreality. divides you by infinity, and the result is zero. There is nothing worse. as an ego, you prefer to be tortured than to be divided by infinity. so you don't stop thinking for a moment, since thinking makes you "something". every thought is a form in the void. you link one after another and maintain the (stressful) illusion of being you. a cat understands reality much better. it just is, it's an experience. does not know that there is a cat, because there is not. cat is an idea. what there is is the experience, the smell, the touch. The cat is not afraid of the empty infinity because it doesn't know that it is a cat. It's just the empty infinity happening we, as social humans who use language and connect to each other like serial processors to create a more powerful processor, or collective ego, fall hopelessly into the ego trap. we create an illusory entity that is the self. see you from outside. we are not the experience, like the cat, but we are a ghostly entity created by the mind that leaves the experience in the background. the attachment to this entity is great. even when its falsity is seen it seems impossible to abandon it. The reality is that everything you can think of is nothing. It's not right or wrong, it's just unreal. what is real is direct experience

do therapy. go to a psychologist and tell him what embarrasses you the most over and over again. Then tell the people around you. You will quickly see that what seemed like pure poison to you is trivial. you just have to air the wounds so that the pus dries

@Razard86 It's not exactly like that . I can, for myself, have a commitment to the truth. my vital intention is: the truth is the goal, I want to be true. The truth will set me free. So you ask me: do you know Jesus? and I deny him three times (for example), because I poop in my pants. I lied, yes, but out of cowardice. In a normal example: i lie because i think that the truth would show me as unworthy, but I'd like a lot to be capable to say the truth. When I'm alone i tell the truth to myself as much as I can, and i try to do more and more, and my ego grows and get more mature another very different thing is if I intentionally have a commitment to lying. my life intention is: hide who you are. you're disgusting, get as far away from yourself as possible, and invent another character. you are totally unworthy of love and you must create another character who is worthy of love, and become it. work hard to create that character, and when you have it done, you will finally be lovable. and never reveal who you really are, what you really feel, what's more, forget it and replace it with the other, then you will be free. So your ego gets totally stuck , and your false ego grows, but he is a demon, he is not you real ego. If the ego is a lie by definition, the fake ego is the lie of a lie

because your consciousness, if you take away the form and content, is empty and formless. Being so, it has no limits. Being no limits it encompasses everything. if it encompasses everything, any other consciousness is the same consciousness.