Breakingthewall

Yeah you're on my mind outside my mind there is nothing. reality is being created right now by me and if my mind stops, I will be aware that there is nothing outside of it. but... you are creating everything with your mind, etc etc. and they are different creations. we are the same, creating different experiences that interact with each other. Why according to your beliefs this is impossible?

infinity but there can be no more than one screen

Really? What is outside? I am creating reality right now right? but I am not aware of it. How do I do it without being aware? Does that seem possible to you, and impossible to look at two screens without being aware of it? why?

agree. but why can't infinity be looking at infinite different mobile screens right now? infinity can do whatever it wants, including fragmenting itself into infinitely many infinite parts, which are really the same but apparently not

@Inliytened1 Why can't many perspectives exist at the same time?

He doesn't say that. He says that the only thing that exists is what you are seeing right now and that you are imagining him. but he is also looking at the mobile screen. If you ask him, he will say: you are me. yes yes, but there are two different screens. He would say: no, they are exactly the same. does anyone understand? Where is the point?

that you are alone (realize it is terrifying), that you are me, and that once the bubble of the ego has transcended we unite in the unity that we are, it is understood. but you and I are having a different relative experience. To Say there is only one, I don't understand

The fastest and most effective is to do 5 meo in a dose just below the breakthrough. Watching your ego structure unravel and re-form changes your perspective, and it's not intimidating.

I think he already planned to remove it when he put it on. he's too smart and calculating a guy to spontaneously change his mind about something so serious. a brilliant movement...or am I wrong? Possible. very interesting to be a spectator of the function. thanks leo

keep in mind one thing: if you leave the mental matrix, all that will be indifferent. what's more, all that dysfunction is an incentive to leave the mental matrix. your path is narrow, you cannot be comfortable in the matrix. you have to get out of it. I wish you a good trip and that you get it soon

simplifying everything by comparing it to a computer game, and thinking that reality can be understood by the egoic mind in a linear, simple, direct way, without any mystery, is in my opinion a poor approach

you are wrong man, by trying to show a face that is not yours, since yours is "unacceptable", with all that supposed negativity, you are castrating yourself, becoming a zombie. you have not had the love and acceptance that you needed and you have hidden yourself that way. mistake, that rots your life, and now to be yourself you need time, maybe years, but it is what it is. little by little, always transparent, raw honesty, and beauty, love, courage, creativity, originality will come out of you. truth. there is no other way

I read you and I feel empathy and sympathy for you. I think that the solution to your problems is to stop presenting a beautiful and false facade to others and to have as a principle to be completely open, transparent and sincere. what you long for will come to you

having narcissistic, unconscious, abusive, sadistic parents is a big piece of shit. If you want to get out of that and be at peace, be happy, you have a very serious mission ahead of you. everything you do, think, are, all your relationships, are soaked in it. you have captured its energy from the cradle. dissonance, fear, unhappiness. clearing yourself of that is a rebirth. those of us who were born with that scourge, we have to fight seriously. maybe we were murderers in another life or something?. don't shoot yourself in the head. for what? In a few years you will die anyway. accept the challenge and listen to the deepest part of you: what do you want? and for it. oh, and become independent right now, it doesn't matter how

meditate. at first it is a nightmare and you can only 5 minutes. After an hour it's easy. It's like running more or less. After meditating for an hour, even if your meditation isn't perfect (which it won't be), you will be centered in the present. the feeling is wonderful. you start to enjoy life

solipism is true, you are alone. absolutely. it's easy to see it with 5 meo or any psychedelic if your ego dissolves. the problem is : and the others? everything is my mind, without mind there is nothing, only being remains. all the bubbles look like one. but how to explain the others? it is obvious that they have their own apparent experience, just like you. ok that they are illusory experiences, ok they are you, but to say the disturbing idea that no, they are just extras from your movie... what's the point? it is obvious that it is not so. this is what I do not understand? why not explain it clearly?

The trick is to say many times that you are the one who knows the most in history multiplied by a thousand, said with great confidence and poise... and people believe you. it is wonderful

spirituality is about to transcend the ego, to go beyond the concept, to expand the mind to understand what cannot be expressed. and here they are all begging the teacher for more concepts to put on their hard drive. and he gives them to them but then takes them away, and everyone is left desperate without their dose. Hilarious

Totally agree. The disharmonious smell is intense

think that what you are so afraid of, it already is. the difference is to see it or not, but the reality is not going to change.

another thing that I have noticed with this monster, is that once you manage to accept things as they are, without printing all the time that should be, I mean, when you realize that the only thing that exists is what there is, and that's it, you begin to understand it in a way that is outside of logic and thought, and you begin to find the greatest beauty is precisely what before seemed aberrational to you. are the brushstrokes of true art that have been given to the entire painting

Of course meditation will help you, and more than you imagine. meditation will make you focus on the present, see that you don't need anything outside to feel good, know yourself, have control over your thoughts and emotions. You will be a much more balanced, solid, insightful guy. your chances of succeeding in any field will multiply.

and vaping a low dose of 5 meo in the middle of a mushroom or lsd trip? The last time I did mushrooms I thought about it, I was on the verge of total dissolution, and that this push would be perfect, but I didn't dare

I feel identified. I got rid of the monster in one day, then it came back, but i already knew what it was... it was never the same and now it's not even a little monster. It was a short time ago, maybe half a year. I took 2 g of mushrooms, and I quickly saw that the thing was going to be unpleasant. As you say, I took a beating from the monster. I endured it stoically. Suddenly, in the middle of the mental torture, something became clear, obvious, evident. out of the void, out of absolute nothingness, my experience arose like a perfect diamond, something of celestial beauty and perfection. and there was "me" labeling, gutting that gem opining that this and that should have been, perhaps, a little different. in a matter of a second, the monster lost its poison completely. there it was, fluttering around me like a black and white movie, lifeless, a dead thought, nothing more. my mind was released, like never before. overall lightness. I went out into the street and the beauty of the sky, the color of the people walking through the center of the city, street musicians, was dazzling, wonderful. At the time, the little monster returned, but for a short time, weak. Yesterday for example, I came back driving 7 hours from a trip, and not a thought of those crossed my mind. something unthinkable before. the monster is nothing more than the should be activity that you print to everything. It is you, who from a wrong, aberrant perspective, print that stupid demand, learned, transmitted by others, of how reality should be. reality is, and "you" must remove your dissonance from it make the should be match to the micron with what it is, because this is the reality. what is is what should be. this has to be seen beyond logic. the monster is the dissonance between what should be and what is, an activity that you do continuously

thinking about infinity logically, as we do here, is a useless exercise I think, but it's hard not to do it. in infinity, in theory, everything repeats infinitely times. Your exact life will be repeated an infinite number of times. your life with an infinitesimal variation, the same. It's infinite. is all that is possible, infinite times. this is unfathomable, incomprehensible. is the same as saying nothing. It is not that a part of infinity is happening to you that may repeat itself. is that right now infinity is happening infinite times. It's crazy, if you try to capture it you lose it.