Breakingthewall

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  1. the dream analogy is not correct. it is, shall we say, a sketch, but with large gaps. Let's see. you go to sleep and dream, ok. the dream is the field of your consciousness creating forms. and one of those forms is you, the observer. the rest of the dream forms are not the observer, they are observed. the dream is a unity with apparent dualities. okay okay oh, and that's exactly how it is, on a real, infinite level?. well, it's not like that. who is dreaming reality on a real level? a subject who is the observer? No. there is no subject. there is the infinitely intelligent infinity aka god. this infinity is nothing. It is full potential. you, the dreamer who goes to bed, are not infinite, and you are something. you are not total potentiality. you are limited. infinity, on the other hand, is not limited to a single point of view, it can create multiple apparent dualities, it can do whatever it wants. and it does not dream automatically, but is deliberate. do not dream, create reality. is God. create universes out of nothing. he does it because he is infinite, and being infinite, his freedom is absolute, and that freedom is love. he loves himself completely. Being infinite, it is totally timeless, so it is not subject to laws. his will is law. it is omnipotent. it can create infinite viewpoints, infinite multiverses, in an instant. It's God, not you. your nightly dream is not the creative act of god. it vaguely resembles, no more
  2. are you going to experience it? who? you? or have you already experienced it? or maybe you are experiencing it right now? you, the you who fears being tortured, will not experience any of that (unless Isis captures you). who experiences it is the absolute total, and for it a torture chamber of the king of Babylon is sublime art, the same as a blade of grass. the you that fears is unreal, just a conditioning, an idea. the total infinity well that you really are is so foreign to you that you think you are like an alien
  3. Could be. In the end we are human, no perfect by definition. 99.99% of people would go crazy with so much attention doing something so challenging. I personally would experience an unbearable burden. Cheer up Leo! Keep improving, polishing, innovating . you are a beacon in the darkness of human mud. demand the most of yourself
  4. Why do you see so terrible that Isis decapitates and you see as natural and inevitable that there are diseases that rot the body of a 6-year-old child causing horrible pain until death?
  5. @Someone here im not just talking about being wrong, but about being a little...let's say not totally honest. Leo has always prided himself on being totally concrete, straight to the point. Unlike traditional teachers who speak to you in enigmas, Leo explains reality in detail. but there are a couple of points, the solipsism, this of death, in which he takes out the wild card: wake up stupid! this cannot be explained, you have to be awake to see it. Ah, well, then don't explain anything, repeat that I have to awake to see it and that about stop mental masturbation. no friend, your point is to unravel the riddle, not speak in riddles
  6. @Someone here of course it is fear. If I had 100 million people waiting for my talks, you would poop in my pants and I would be stuck babbling monosyllables. As brave as you are, the role Leo takes on is extremely challenging. That does not mean that we do not analyze it thoroughly looking for weak points
  7. well said. Have you ever heard Leo say: this is an issue that escapes me, I have to go deeper into it, I was wrong in what I said. No. now, he shows himself human and we begin to question him. before, he would have told you: stop mental masturbation, dumb, do the work! wake up! And you, beta chimpanzee (because here only one is alpha), would have bowed down and backed into your corner. That's how our monkey genes work, and Leo is smart as a fox. Same strategies that he use in the game. now he has taken the step of showing himself human. well done.
  8. don't go crazy with conceptualizations. dream, illusion, are concepts. They are keys that evoke ideas in your mind, relations of some things with others to form a definition. they may have some use at first, but in the end they are a hindrance. forget them. reality is indefinable, since it is absolute. to define something you have to contrast it with its opposite, and there is no opposite of the absolute. do you find it uncomfortable? obvious, for the mind it is, that's why you have to transcend the mind if you want to embody reality
  9. Yeah, it is a total nonsense. If you become truly enlightened, you stop desiring. anything is equal to another thing. you are a vehicle of the absolute without will as ego. but, doing it the other way around is completely stupid. then, since the enlightened person does not wish, I, who wish to be enlightened, will stop wishing. I wish to stop wishing. completely wrong reasonings
  10. Let's see, solipsism is very poorly formulated. deliberately? I don't understand, really. if at a given moment you transcend the holykael that does not stop saying these things and you become the absolute, you will see that everything is you, nothing can exist outside of you, the idea "outside" does not make any sense, but that you will not be you. You are going to be the reality, aka god. Although somehow, yes, you are you. It is a very difficult matter to understand, I really dont understand it, and more and more times it happens to me to have that realization, sober. when I have it it's not scary or anything. the absolute is glory, it is a mystical experience. So, how is it possible that nothing exists outside of me, and nothing exists outside of you? only possible answer, because we are the same. but! at the same time we are not. I am having an apparent experience, and you are having another, and an Australian kangaroo another, and he is also the absolute total. Your suffering ego is not imagining it. Leo is very smart and experienced, but I find his explanation of solipsism extremely superficial, linear, simplistic. things are not like that and you know it leo! you know on the ego level my existence and yours are the same. think more leo! since you are so smart, and formulate this in a correct way, not like in the video that you did well to delete because it did not even reach a sketch
  11. I would say that we have to understand that beheading Isis is the same as you swatting a fly. a fly in all its perfection. apparent reality is created and destroyed, and creates destructive agents. To think that it shouldn't be like that is ego. to think that it is necessary to arrive at a human peace and harmony is ego. It doesn't mean that the ego is wrong, just that it is ego. reality creates and destroys. There is no good or evil, only creation and destruction. the two faces that balance reality. Is childhood cancer bad? the als? that a 14-year-old boy becomes a quadriplegic for jumping headfirst into the pool? that there are parents sons of bitches who undermine the lives of their children? no, it's just reality. seeing it without judging is the only way to begin to understand it. it is deeper, richer, intricate, wild, than any idea we can have of it
  12. human horror reaches crazy limits. another example is vlad the impaler. or the Assyrians. There are examples like this everywhere. deep, dark horror. complete absence of love. the ego taken to the extreme. It is also not fun to visit a cow slaughterhouse, or see industrial fishing practices, the killing of dolphins, ocean turtles. reality has a destructive side, a dark side. I suppose if you are fully enlightened you can see the glory in an army of schizoid Japanese entering your country and beginning to murder everyone and rape young girls before torture them with obsessive relish. About the solipsism, i think it's a simplistic and wrong conception of reality
  13. Possible. Many said the same as you. I said dark in the sense that i didn't understand what do you meant. But anyway, for me the important thing is to know that you are. fill you with it . understanding the mechanics of reality would be another kind of awakening. Im not in that for now , but I'm starting to have glimpses. Let's see. Thanks for the explanation
  14. your ego is going to set you a final trap, the final boss of the game. for the op is loneliness. for me it was the emptiness, the absence. even with high doses of 5 meo dmt the experience was absolute absence. it was horrible. all reality is emptiness and that emptiness is death, absence of everything. there is no self, there is no duality, there is only one, unlimited, and it is unlimited death. for me the solution was, after one of those horrible trips, with trembling hands due to the effect of 5 meo, put a dose without weight it in the pipe, big. Impossible to know how big, and say, give me the truth or kill me, physically, I don't reserve anything, I give everything. I am and I know that. I am and I am not absence, show me the truth. torch and we go with all the poison. the universe exploded the void burst. the glory manifested.
  15. @spiritual memes dark explanation, but it really is a recurring idea in spirituality, so better be open to the possibility of something like to a cosmic joke. But be open too to the possibility of a distortion caused by lsd
  16. Several times your trip has come to my mind. nobody has given importance here to the detail of the mdma. normally when you have a bad trip with lsd it is because of fear. and even on a good trip there are fears to overcome. that touch of mdma removes the fear. in fact, the main property of mdma is to eliminate fear. maybe this is a revolutionary idea
  17. It's possible, but i don't understand. Could you try explain. Really i listened that many times
  18. I have heard this before. I'm not saying it isn't. but for me awakening has nothing to do with that, or with knowing how reality works. I don't care. is knowing God. become god. god isn't that hilarious. God will make you fall to your knees bathed in tears. its sacredness, its infinity, its mystery, it is beyond the mind. You can be grasped in part by opening your heart to reality. God is infinite love, and above all, it is you. you always were, only you are lost for a moment in this thing we call life. and the infinite well of total love that you are does not cause laughter, it causes ecstasy
  19. In my experience, all problems are resolved, all dissatisfaction is swept away. life becomes bright. the unlimited is total freedom. is exactly what you want. nailed. beyond any expectation. you can not imagine something so perfect, it goes beyond your imagination. it is the hallelujah, it is the prodigal son who has returned, it is the cup that has been filled. it is energy in vein, it is clarity in the mind, it is courage, it is life. and the other was sad misery. The land of the brave awaits you. swallow the chalice of loneliness to the bottom, dive headfirst
  20. Friends, i love that all of you exist to be able to talk of that things. I don't know what i would do without this possibility
  21. Why funny? I'm a mofo, i don't doubt about this, but the thing is not funny, why all the people says that? Maybe I'm losing something...when the absolute manifest, it's everything except funny. it's overwhelming. it's terrible. it is wonderful. Is sacred. it is total. it is unlimited. but funny??? tell the absolute in the face that it's funny if you have balls
  22. the revelation has come to me, like a blow, on several occasions, that nothing can exist outside my field of consciousness. since I am existence, in its entirety. All is inside me. but it seems that this existence has the power to unfold. Really it's something that goes beyond of my understanding . I don't think that simplistic explanations, like solipsism, are the answer
  23. Where is the history? But could be, I'm talking mainly from memories. I'm limited right now
  24. But in another way, all is inside me. I'm the only that exists, all is my dream. I'm the absolute. Nothing exist out of me . How's possible? The thing goes beyond my understanding