Breakingthewall

it's beginning. It is something difficult, serious. but more and more famous people say they do it, that it's wonderful, etc. people need challenges and there are few. this is the ultimate challenge. Do you dare, not to do psychedelics once, but to go all the way? I can think of an interesting profession that many of us could do in 10 years: personal guide to psychedelics. I'm going to take you, in the space of two years, from virginity in psychedelic, to total unity, to God. to real enlightenment. Sure it's a good work, when you you have fully traveled the path and know it perfectly.

Agree. If you completely transcend desire and fear, your life will be short. unless others take care of you. fear and desire keep you alive, but they keep you separate, finite. as you say, everything is infinite, but you can be completely blind to this and perceive yourself as completely separate and antagonistic to what is not "you" being really all you. + fear, more separation, zero fear, unity. if you live in a hostile environment, you will need fear to survive. Less hostile, less fear. I guess it's possible be totally aware of unity and infinity in a hostile environment. That is the art of enlightenment. Although it's only an assumption

I m not me, there is not i, it's the source, so I'm the source, even "i" is just an illusion, I'm talking from the i. If i were talking from the source i wouldn't say i am, nothing would be sayed, just "am"

That is my experience with 5 meo. the self ceases completely and there is nothing. zero, it is an empty and dead sensation, if there were someone to feel it. it's just total absolute emptiness. if the void is long enough, it reveals itself as unfathomable depth. the unfathomable depth is a sacred source, it is something that surpasses any description. the only expression that appears is: hallelujah. the source is infinite, everything is in it. the source is me, I always was and had forgotten. it's obvious. is better than the best possible possibility. is the total jackpot.

Yes but I'm almost sure that there have been humans who have completely defeated fear. fear is your friend as an animal that wants to survive, but it is your enemy as a human that wants to transcend. fear limits you. if you want to be infinite, fear must disappear, completely

Maybe no. There's people who have faced death, even torture, without fear

@RandomToolGuy Reading you, I would say that you already know the answer: these people are narrow-minded, dogmatic, profoundly mistaken and pompously stupid. Even so, meditating for 10 days is a great achievement.

Yeah, fear is a survival tool. fear has a function. evolutionarily it allows an organism to have a better chance of survival if it has fear than if it is not. in infinity there is no fear as there is no need to choose between different options. fear takes you away from one option and brings you closer to another. As humans, fear is our ally and also our enemy. It helps us live longer, but it gives us a more miserable life. As humans living in a safe environment, we have the possibility to transcend fear and approach infinity. fear protects us but separates us from what we are

Let's see....imagine that they give you anesthesia, propofol, and you cease to exist for x time. at that time, effectively, there is no self. but if that time ends, and there is self again, it could be said that that time did not really exist. only something like that can be described as no self. if your senses are deactivated and you have no connection to your body, and then your memory is erased and you are left in the state of a fetus, a timeless void of being, without any reference, any idea, any perspective, you are still you. you are, and you cannot cease to be, except by ceasing to exist, and you cannot cease to exist for one simple reason: you exist now. if you ceased to exist forever, that is that non-existence would be infinite, absolute, and it is not so since you exist. a second is eternity. so it's you, now in your body, before as a fetus, and then as nothing

Imagine that you have all the experiences in a different time, one by one, but since time is your invention, you deform it at will and make what was sequential be simultaneous, and you can interact with yourself without knowing it. you are omnipotent, doing that is not more difficult than creating a plant, or a universe

@ZzzleepingBear my pleasure. I don't see it completely clear either, but I think there is a concordance. Go deeper is required

@ZzzleepingBear when I said the mistake I was referring to mixing relative with absolute. When you talk about the money in your account, it is a relative concept, like all the concepts we deal with, since we are in the apparent relative. infinity is the absolute, and our relative mind can't handle it, but we can get the idea. the only way to realize is to transcend the mind. psychedelics, meditation, etc. infinity, by the fact of being infinite, is one, it is absolute since there can be nothing outside of it, otherwise it would not be infinite, and it is nothing since everything that is supposed to be inside of it, money, planets, are relative concepts, ideas within infinity, which have no reality, they are only possibilities. that's why infinity is god, that creates all those possibilities, and that's why god is you, because only the infinity is, and you are (me too btw). And that's why infinity is zero, because at the end infinity is pure potential, nothing concrete

There is a mistake here. there can't be an infinite number of planets and a finite number of blonde girls who wear glasses. if there is an infinite number of planets, there is an infinite number of everything. infinity is absolute. within it everything is infinite. if you divide it into infinite parts, each of them is infinite. If there is a blonde girl with glasses every 1 followed by the number of zeros that would fit in our universe, each zero being the size of a boson, of planets, there will be infinite girls with glasses. nothing is finite, the finite does not exist, it is apparent. everything is infinite, and that means that it touches zero. absolute zero, the absence of everything, and infinity, everything without limits, are illogical and apparently impossible, and somehow they are the same

Very well said, you are inspired! life is a labyrinth for rats with a thousand cut roads and only one way out. but you are the rat and the maze. the first tests seem impossible to solve and many stay there forever. When you understand the mechanics of the maze, it starts to get easier. As you say, there are clues, and you, deep down, always knew where to go, but you didn't dare. And the price is to get stuck in a can of shit. the labyrinth takes you to yourself, you have to reach the end, when there is no more labyrinth.

you can be full or empty. or more full or more empty. adding "of shit" is redundant. everything is shit. There is only one thing that is not shit, and it's truth, but the truth does not fill you, it empties you

That is the difference between being integral or false. when your value is something that only you judge, you become absolutely truthful. any lie in your life is a serious insult against yourself. when your value depends on others, you are false, since you are in constant fear of not being valued. you are a fragile being, full of shame, fear of not being enough, and your base is lies. you are completely unhappy and neurotic, a slave to others.

But in another hand, we are the fucking existence, whole, total. We should hug together and cry and sing the beauty of being every moment, and forget everything else

Rest in being of course, just be, just enjoy life, enjoy the beauty. If not you are dead. But same time....we are humans. Give me some war, if not, something seems to be missing.

I think that if the bear chases me, I'd handle it more or less well, but not other things... stay completely isolated, alone, without communication. locked in a room until death. have a crippling disease . lose sight, loose capability of communication. At the end everything finish, but even that, it's really hard, scary of course

well said. in life you have to give everything, take serious risks, not be afraid to suffer, try the impossible, purify yourself in suffering, leave behind the superfluous, polish yourself like a diamond, despise comfort, be Taliban in integrity, and always try refine a little more

How about not being afraid of anything? everything is temporary, everything passes, everything is as it should be, so why fear?

the pure masculine is dead, all control, all intellect, all definition, it is a lifeless computer of processes and that is not capable of appreciating beauty. he finds only beauty in achieving, and once he achieves he sees that it is only vanity. the pure feminine is alive, it is pure life but it lacks control, it is indefinite, madness, it is monstrously alive, it devours itself. It is beauty and it is horror. it needs to be limited by the masculine to have structure. the masculine needs to be enlightened by the feminine to have life. the two balanced are perfection. One without the other are madness

Yeah but it's not the zero, because there are many things, for example you. As long as there is the smallest thing, there will be a limit. when zero is absolute, there will be no limits, then it will automatically take on an infinite depth, and everything will be in that depth. infinity beyond any comprehension. and infinity is also zero, because what is anything, a galaxy, a billion galaxies, in front of infinity? they are nothing, zero.

zero = infinity because zero has no limits. then, it automatically becomes infinity. and infinity, given its inexplicable and incomprehensible infinity, converts everything it contains into zero. if you expand infinitely, you disappear. any number divided by infinity=zero. infinity divided by itself is an unknown, it's zero, but zero becomes infinity, because any number divided by zero=infinity. the two faces of reality are zero and infinity. reality is both at the same time

I'm starting with the psychedelic. Just 2 year, and first year not often and small doses. i did many times but my realizations are brief, my ego is solid. Well, was solid., Now i feel that my ego allows me more time of dissolution, end much easier. I'm getting used to that, it's not easy. I don't pretend to say that Leo is wrong, i just write my realizations like everyone, but i know there is much more to see, to get open to. It's a fascinating way, and i want to go to the deepest possible About the solipsism, it's twisted. When Leo said: you are imagining me and i imagining you. What he means?