Breakingthewall

What I am trying to say is that the pain is not in the past but in the present. it is all vanity. there is real trauma, but it stings a thousand times less than shame

think about this detail. if you have sex with a pig in front of an audience, and the rest of humanity does the same too. would the trauma be the same?

the past exists and is as real as your hand. they're hardwired neural pathways that you can't change. as real as a concrete block. who says silly things like don't think about it and it disappears, could also say the same about a cancer. the past is immovable. but its emotional charge can be deactivated completely. when you realize that everything is exactly as it should be, the past becomes a mere dead curiosity. it still exists but in black and white, all its poison disappears the moment I take away the quality of: it should have been different

The events almost never leave imprints.It is your current interpretation of those events that make you see your ego lowered and humiliated that causes a discharge of suffering. true trauma is rare. what hurts is vanity

When you say that about the average Joe, I get the hint that you think I speak here to feel special, or some ego thing. are you really that blind? but yes... I'd say you're pretty blind. living in the mind, without intuition. wake up friend, you're in rem sleep. Forget all those dogmas that you use to preach here. Open yourself to the living, vibrant, actual reality

I try to see what you say, there must be a hidden and deep background in something that has mobilized so many people for so many centuries... but I can't see it. ibn arabi, the mystics, were truly wise, but islam as an ideology and muhammad as a figure seem completely empty to me

Hah! And? Give me some fresh food. you only bring canned food to the table.

you can function perfectly with a permanent open door to infinity, being conciouss in real time of what reality is, of what you are. in fact it is the only satisfactory way to live. That's why it's called truth, because everything else is a lie, and any lie, no matter how small, is suffering. It's nothing special, it's just reality. settling for less is misery

The truth is the infinity, is god, and is you, and you can't find it with the mind because it's beyond the mind.

And what is the present moment? For example my present moment now is me remembering the past. And it's not less real than me looking a landscape, for example

from an absolute point of view, nothing is real. infinity is, and that is what there is. then you are creating the past right now. the same as the present, the ground you walk on and anything else. from a relative point of view, everything is real. the past happened and is stored in your mind to give you more chances of survival as an individual and as a species. then, the past is imaginary because it is a mental image, but there is a completely real storage system that makes this imagination possible. you cannot change your past, it is engraved in your mind at a cellular level. it's completely real

I think Christianity is quite different. It has very insightful metaphors, it is deeply spiritual, the trinity can easily be interpreted as non-duality, his descriptions of god are accurate, jesus is the paradigm of the enlightened. Christianity is the central pillar of Western culture. it is not perfect but it tends towards justice and individual freedom (without achieving it, of course). what Christianity preaches is current and totally in accordance with real enlightenment. In fact I think the sufis were christians in deep

yeah yeah, to be a tyrant he wasn't too bad, he treated the slaves better than the average, the slaves he raped later he granted them certain rights. he was not a demon, he was a fairly fair guy for the time, but he had the same of enlightened mystic as putin

He was a conqueror, he traded slaves, he had multiple wives, one of them was 9 years old...idk. at least he discouraged castrating slaves

tell him: God, I surrender my will to you. I offer my life to you. There really isn't you and him. but it's like there is

there are two types of suffering. the healthy suffering that life gives you. the pain, the cold, the fatigue, the danger. and the sick suffering that you inflict on yourself. it is the second that indicates that something must be understood. this suffering must completely disappear. we must be completely clear, clean of fear, open to the truth. the default feeling should be joy, not suffering. It is not like this? you have to go deeper

Of all the false religions, Islam is the most false and the most stupid. it is seen with absolute clarity that it is an invention of a dictator to monopolize power. a smart guy who saw in his travels how Christianity united and made the West strong, and made his religion to measure. a religion to subdue idiots and use them as pawns. Zero spirituality, slavery of the mind. one of the worst cancers that humans suffer today. pure fear. complete negativity.

There is only one infinity, but you can divide it. each division will be the complete infinity. nothing is finite, everything is infinite. everything is the same, but the same because it is infinite, so it is also infinitely different. one or multiple is the same when we talk about infinity. The laws of logic do not apply

Yeah but that it is being imagined doesn't exclude that it is really happening. Btw, it's funny to see how after the video of infinity gods all those who here repeated without pause: only you exist, wake up! they don't say it anymore

what is called alpha male is usually a low intelligent guy, lacking empathy, of minimal sensitivity, who at ages between 14/21 is usually very successful since the most intelligent, most empathetic, most sensitive person, needing more time to develop and feels insecure, fearful. the alpha is not fearful since he does not see the nuances, he does not ruminate, he is practical. He's basically a very shallow person. under certain circumstances, he will prosper. especially if not having scruples is required In older ages nowadays he lags behind and becomes a pathetic caricature

well done. you let yourself flow, you said what you felt. You left because you felt it. you did exactly what had to be done

Saddam, the very son of a bitch, was a king like the Mesopotamian kings of the time of the Romans. his intention to serve iraq as a nation was zero. he was the one who mattered, iraq was his toy. What a stupid without an atom of nobility. it is worth a war to free a country from that curse. perhaps in the end, with Saddam one lived better, but it is the same, one must free oneself from such humiliation. The bad thing is that it is most likely that another one will appear, or worse... but you have to try

every object exists eternally because there are no objects. only apparent shapes that you see because you are excluding the infinity that is in them and staying with exactly the part that you are interested in seeing to create the appearance of an object. the same goes for you. you are the total infinity right now, but you are blind to everything except the part you want to see to appear to be you. everything is exactly the same: infinity. only that you see what suits you to see

It is not related to sex, but that happened to me and it turns out that the pH of the urine was very acid. I had a device to measure it, which is used when growing marijuana in hydroponics, and the result was 5.1. this is metabolic acidosis, it happens when you do a lot of exercise. such acidic urine irritates the bladder walls and causes a constant urge to urinate. the remedy: take bicarbonate, potassium citrate and magnesium citrate, 1.5 grams of each. do not try to measure the ph with the pharmacy strips because it is inaccurate. buy a digital meter in a grow shop. if you solve the problem you will sleep better and your quality of life will improve

the same thing happens to old people. they have spent their lives looking to the future, and when they see that they have no future they look to the past. anything but staying in the present, since for the ego the present does not exist. for the ego only ideas exist, and past and future are ideas. the present is ungraspable by the mind, therefore, non-existent