Breakingthewall

Of course, that is the problem. Survival instinct is what keeps us tied to the apparent, to mental constructions. the feeling is that if you let yourself go, you die. It's not something you can let go of. there are people who let go totally with LSD, but that is not normal. I use 5 meo for that, and even with it it's very difficult. Many times I do it and everything disappears, there is nothing, I am not there. the absolute emptiness. but a horrible feeling is installed that permeates everything that says: death. reality is death without limit. absolute horror. So when I come back I do it again. until surpassing the last barrier, the horror of nothing. an interesting exercise that without that substance would be completely impossible for me, maybe after thousands of reincarnations, not now (I say reincarnations as an example, I don't know if such a thing exists) . then, once like you, you have realized that all mental constructions are false. or rather, that they are mental constructions, and you understand their nature, you see that you cannot stay there, because that is a trap, a prison that only brings unhappiness, or even if it gives some happiness, it is still a prison. so you have to transcend it yes or yes. no alternative

It's not that they didn't exist, it's that they were you. everything is you .your mother's love is the love that you are, all your memory is a perfect artistic mosaic that unfolds in infinity....but what I just said is a story. you don't have to adopt beliefs like this, or type: the others are imaginary. this is a mental construction. you must deconstruct. do not change one construction for another. there comes a time when you realize that you have absolutely nothing to lose because all the constructions are false, then you step on the accelerator. careful with the ideas of leo. They are great, but they are ideas. don't adopt them. Leo tends to say: this is how it is, you are imagining your parents, etc. This from his point of view is deconstructing, from the one who listens and is in another mental hold, it is to construct. God is a mental construction, everything is. Of course Leo's ideas helps, but at the end deconstructing requires letting go of any hold

that is that the awakening is calling you. the total dissolution of the form. we can talk about it all day, think about it endlessly, that doesn't get we closer to the truth...but it could help our mind to accept it's place. you can only be unlimited. when that happens you say: the cup was empty and has been filled from the infinite source. the prodigal son was lost and has returned. I was wandering through the fucking desert and now I rest in a garden that sprouts infinitely. there is only one way out: inside

I understand you very well. I sometimes do 5 meo, and when I come back I think: what now? what do I do with life? for what? the only answer that comes to me is: be perfect. fully align with the perfection that you are. there is nothing else to do. eliminate the superfluous. purify yourself to the maximum

infinity is terror to the mind because it cannot be captured by it, it is beyond it. the mind needs to give form, place, definition. infinity makes the mind zero. it is the death of the ego, since the ego, being expanded like chewing gum in an infinite dimension, completely disappears. you cannot think the infinite, only be it, and to be it you have to break the barriers that form the ego, that define it. but the ego cannot help but define, that is why there are so many traps in this work. infinity is truth. the limitations that give it an apparent form are just appearances, let's say falsehood. therefore, all content of the mind is a lie, by definition. only useful as a pointer to render the mind

Agree

Above all, do not appear desperate or obsessive. women reward a certain indifference and feel very repelled by those in need

Well, depending of the definition of occasionally. Some people could do everyday.

To say that God is a mental construction made so that humans do not have access to the alien god, which is the real one, since we could not process it, sounds like complete madness. what is that alien? who also goes by helicopter and does somersaults. it's a joke? And that of the camera...I don't think he's gone crazy, it's something calculated, maybe what zeroguy says. But when he said that seemed he was sincere and affected by the experience. Anyway, Leo getting psychotic? I don't think so, he seems too strong for that

there are several complementary fronts through which to enter. First, understanding of the ego, of its mechanics. I would start with eckhart tolle type readings, and many others that can be recommended in this forum. hawkins, adyashanty, etc. second, start seriously with meditation. understanding what you are looking for when you meditate, pure being, to detoxify yourself from the need to do, to look for something outside of yourself all the time, the mental evasion and addiction. third, psychedelics on a regular basis starting with low doses and increasing . all this with the purpose of deconstructing your mind, your ego built from your childhood. It's a process that takes some time, but once it starts it doesn't stop. This forum is also of great help, since you will hardly find people who are in your same deconstruction work.

@Vladimir really beautiful and deep man

If you really want to sweep all the trash away and leave only the purity that you really are, psychedelics are going to help you tremendously. Meditation too, but over all the will to do it. all that stuff you talk about is layers and layers of garbage. you are honest, and a lot, when expressing it like that. True that if you want you will polish the metal until only the naked truth remains, it takes courage and will. the result is worth any effort

So you have the pretense of being an enlightened teacher saying that kind of thing... friend, I know I should shut up so as not to add fuel to the fire, but it makes me want to cry. this is a spirituality forum, where people try to be serious. you are flooding it with demagoguery, false knowledge. you are not awake .Do you think so, since you need it egoically, to go through life with the medal: I'm awake. Well, no. not close. everything you say is crooked....the drunk people and angry people say the truth.... great man , i think it's a quote from lao tse, maybe Buddha. Be humble man, became an student and start to do the work. Stop with this joke of pretending be a master

@r0ckyreed awakening is not an history. It's the end of stories. the stories are lies. ego. we are actively creating history without stopping, our mind is a processor that does that by default. if the mind stops, the stories stop and only the truth remains. but if the mind starts again, the truth becomes a story, and therefore, a lie. the truth is only actual, as soon as the mind captures it, it becomes one more lie.

the ego is a construction based on lies. lying is based on fear. the human from birth begins to build the structure based in lies. the first lie is the life/death duality, from there comes the second lie, the i/other duality. from there mine/yours, and the construction of a castle of lies begins that some of us try to deconstruct. You have to be very humble in this work of deconstructing since there are many traps. You think that you have already reached the end and you are only beginning. everything is lies. the truth is nothing. empty. any content of the mind is a lie, by definition.

I speak from a psychedelic experience of the absence of limits, infinity. I don't know exactly, it's just a guess. everything that can be seems to have some logic, that is, it does not seem that there can be a universe of dog-headed pencils that recite a poem, but maybe yes. infinity is incomprehensible. From the current finite point of view I try to conceptualize it, but that is very far from what it is. on the other hand, the absence of limits, the infinity that manifests itself, is perhaps potentiality, not a fact, although the difference between the two may be imaginary.

because zero and infinity touch. total zero, absolute nothingness, is absence of limitations. this absence of limits makes nothingness be. be you, since there is only one nothing and one being. you, being, and having no limits, explode in a creative explosion in which everything that can be, is. empty infinity is full infinity. nothing is everything. absolute potential that contains all of existence. Total singularity, without opposite. nothing=everything=you this process was not once, an origin, long ago. is being now, always. the eternal source that flows from the void now. you can realize it at any time, it's what we are.

@Razard86 I wrote a post saying many...."smart" things and I deleted it...let's see, I understand that what I said bothers you. It is true that you expose yourself, and you put all of yourself. It's also true that you overreact, but still...I don't want to be an attacking idiot. The truth is that I felt I should say certain things and I don't regret having said them. That said, I have appreciated your interventions many times. But lately I see things that are not the truth in them, and that's it, im not going to shut up. and what you say about why I don't publish...well, I can't think of anything for now. As you said, the background is more comfortable, gives to me the necessary freedom that i need for this serious work...for now

What you say is true in part. Imagine that you have done 5 meo, and the whole dream vanished, there was absolutely nothing left, and nothingness was revealed as infinity, and infinity as you, the total that it always is. the absolute, the glory. then I think: that is awakening. but that experience of infinity is something that I'm remembering right now. it is part of the current dream. It is only speculative. Right now I'm in the dream and I can't get out of it. if I meditate for two hours, it seems that the limits evaporate. but have I ever meditated or is it something I imagine now, in the dream? But in another hand, I see the dream right now, and I recognize the apparent as infinite, I recognize what seems not me as me, I recognize the dream as absolute. So, I see that to be awake is to be dreaming.

if there is a real connection, it will be enhanced. if not, you can feel rejection

Let's see, it's not criticizing just to criticize. I don't understand why you take it personally. we are dealing with a subjective, complicated issue, with thousands of traps, and together, uniting our minds, we try to polish our reasoning and get closer to the truth. We are not divas fighting for attention, we are beings who try to be as integral as our egos allow us, so that together we can write a page in the evolution of spirituality. your vision is absolutely distorted. this is not a competition if you are 10% awake, you should tell me: thank you for showing me my weakness and thus helping me to be better

@Razard86 You talk like a politician trying to win a debate. demagoguery everywhere. and a bit of hysteria. relax friend, accept criticism sportingly, if you react like this you define yourself as a complete fool

Thanks man

Man, i do not know what are you talking about. I publish here talking about spirituality, not correcting people . what happens is that you publish 200 threads and sometimes your speech starts to be so egotistical that it seems that you only want to listen to yourself. you use spirituality to exalt yourself. You have made yours the ideas that leo transmits in his videos, you never question yourself or express doubt, you are already a enlightened master. You want to be the most, the best...in short, you are becoming a toxic guy. And sometimes i couldn't avoid to point it . And look your reaction. Chill man, we are here talking, trying to understand, it's not a competition But again, you do good points sometimes. I just wanted to tell you: humility? Just kill your ego

It's not like that. What happens is that the slightest criticism is unbearable for you. and quickly you take the joker out of the absolute. I appreciate your posts, some of them are really good, but I'll say what I want. if you want to constantly expose what comes to mind, get used to people being able to give their opinion about it, and keep in mind that they can point out things to which you are blind.