Breakingthewall

@TheWind Solitude implies limits, if there are no limits there is no loneliness. If you feel like you are alone, you are limited.

I have free base and the colour is more or less like that, maybe more brown, but if you did such amounts and nothing happened, I'm afraid that it is another substance

@Someone here imagine eternity. can you? No one can, the mind cannot understand what infinity entails. We are now floating in the infinity of existence, we are existence, and this existence has no limits. There are probably infinitely many multiverses within which there are infinitely more multiverses. I believe that we must start from the basis that the only thing we know is that existence exists. Leo says that existence is a mind within another mind within another mind. maybe it's like that. The only reality now is: no fucking idea. Open yourself with generosity, humility and joy to the infinity of the limitless now. leaves your mind out of the game. The poor linear mind is like a chimpanzee with a stick trying to understand a quantum computer. Allow your mind to empty itself of structure and expand, avoid the need to grasp anything, to know, so that the possibility of some real understanding can take place, if it is possible to have it. this is infinity friend, not the alphabet

5 meo is just a substance, Things are a little more complicated in my opinion. In fact, they are so complicated that my understanding of them is bug shit. I don't understand reality at all. so are the things. What I don't do is tell myself the story that I do understand it to get a sense of false balance, greatness, superiority or whatever. I more or less understand the mechanisms of the ego, but to say that you understand reality... well, allow me to doubt it. What I am trying, with enormous effort, is to understand the deception of the mind that keeps me in a state, let's say, crazy, at a false temporal linear level. Getting out of there is a challenge for me. Every time I achieve it I applaud myself. Lately I can do it without psychedelics and my applause has no limits. I enter the limitless depth of existence. But from there to say that I understand something... I understand what a 2-year-old child does about the functioning of the adult world. But when I see another 1.5 year old child saying: this is like this and like that... I can't help but think: are you kidding? Yes, I guess so

Mushrooms always have a difficult, strange, twisted beginning. Everything becomes a bit like an enchanted forest, but enchanted in a sinister way, you have to pass that cut, raise a mental level, and then everything becomes fluid, wavy, beautiful, and then finish. LSD is more manic, happy, luminous, euphoric, and with a bit of thc become deep, organic, broad.

?? You want to hurt me? ?. Don't fight back, didn't you want the truth? That is the truth that I see. Since in your thread you talk about being sincere, I thought You might take that they talk to you sincerely. or did you mean that just the others should take it? Btw, That thing that you could collapse reality sounds very delusional. When I read you I see a very important dose of self-deception, of borrowed ideas, and very little, or rather none, humility. In true mysticism you have to bow your head, you cannot be open to infinity and at the same time go through life sticking out your chest like a teenager. To go through what they call the door without a door, something that you will never do with a 95% probability, or at least not for now, you have to be humble. humble enough to give up all the mental garbage you cling to like a desperate castaway, terrified of not being enough...whatever. you must be empty like a baby, not full of ideas about god, and all this religion that you drink from Leo. Btw, In deep, I like you, I see through you and I see like nobility, but you are too scared to be humble and drop you ego to the void

@Argonaut Psychedelics are a huge help in opening your mind to mystical states, but if you are smart you will not get stuck in them. You will realize that they are misleading, that they have a fake component. and that you can achieve the same or more openness to mystical states of great depth without needing them. if you are smart enough. Psychedelics are like the small wheels on a bicycle, at first they are necessary, then they are a hindrance. I still use them, but more and more they seem indifferent to me. Today, for example, by meditating for an hour I have achieved a state of infinity superior to what I achieve by vaping 5meo until my mouth tastes like bleach after having taken LSD two hours before. much cleaner, pure, perfect. . This does not mean that in a couple of days I will do some psychedelic again. A week ago I did salvia, twice, and felt absolutely nothing. very strange! That same salvia two years ago took me on the roller coaster of madness. expired? It would be sad if psychedelics stopped working, but if in exchange I can get infinite depth without them, well, better I guess. although psychedelics are pure beauty, LSD and mushrooms are wonderful. Thc is deep, salvia is a challenge, courage is needed. DMT is just medicine, a mean to achieve open states that you can achieve without them, a short cut very useful

MDMA is toxic and the next two days you feel depressed. but it can be very useful to make you see barriers that you put between yourself and others, insecurities. Could free yourself a lot in only one session. It's fine to use it occasionally for that purpose, but I think using it regularly is a bad idea.

If you are able to turn it off, you have mastered it to a high degree. Turning it off is a means to move from the logical temporal linear dimension to the unlimited timeless deep dimension.

Yeah of course, I meant maybe in the future, in some special cases, it could be possible. when mysticism, the openness to infinite reality is something normal, clear, understood. If this evolution happens, I would say it has to happen, humans will open up to real intelligence

Sure, but the mind has to know when to move away and stop creating separation. The mind prevents direct vision, with its filters and its structures. If we really want to go deeper, we have to know how to turn off the mind completely.

The experience is not like a dream, it is like a mirage. like a dimensionless hologram superimposed on a bottomless hole that is reality

Questioning is from the mind, totally useless. It is possible to see deeper, but you have to turn off your mind. This forum is where I vent my mental withdrawal syndrome after turning it off the mind as much as possible. maybe one day it will stop being necessary

Wonderful. Would it be possible to educate a predisposed child in real mysticism? I guess not yet, because who would educate him? This science is embryonic. but maybe in the future yes. Maybe when he turns 8 you will give him a tennis racket and 50 ug of LSD after a 4-day meditation retreat ?

Difficult to understand. If the mirage of the current experience is broken and you realize the infinite depth, everything that appears, including the others, are nothing, just transparent images without content. and yet they are real. or not? Does anyone really understand the reality of this? I doubt it.

Simply all the time try to feel the now, realize the depth of this moment. Once you get out of the mental bubble and realize that you can see through the mirage that surrounds you and realize the bottomless depth that this moment is only once, doing it more times begins to be easier

I suppose you can see it all as part of your trip, but having serious health problems must be a big deal, very difficult, and practically all of us will go through it in our long lives as Westerners. lucky Vikings, who died with the sword in their hands, and not with the tubes in their mouths

I know, But the difference is enormous, many people are trapped in miserable conditions with no way out. Of course it's not my fault, that's life, but if I were living in a shack on the outskirts of some city in Mauritania and a millionaire guy (for my standards) came to see me rotting there, I would probably have the desire to kill him.

Yes of course, but I mean the feeling, it's like unrespect the people who is in very different situation than you . But maybe it's a nonsense, id like to travel to Uganda one day

There is something I don't like at all about going to countries where there is poverty. I have been to Africa and South America, South America is not truly poor at least not everywhere but sub-Saharan Africa is, and what I don't like is that everyone sees you from afar as a guy privileged by birth, who can do things that they can't, like travel or have medical care. I have the feeling of being in a zoo watching people who lose their dignity for being watched by me. I once went to Senegal alone on a old motorbike from Spain, in this case it seemed better, given the hardness of the trip, since I went with very little money and slept the entire trip in a bag in the field and when I got there I made friends with a guy who invited me to his house for a few weeks, and in exange I invited him to party some nights, but then I took another trip to Africa with my girlfriend and it was very different, I felt privileged and deserved a beating for being there.

For me, the release of stagnant energy is essential. I would say that one of the benefit of 5meo dmt is that. The human experience is energetic patterns on top of other patterns, forming an intricate pattern of existence that throughout experience, and probably from birth, has blockages, dead-end paths where energy does not flow and stagnates, thousands of control points. , Fear. The release of all energy channels that allow energy to flow freely is essential to awakening. Without doing this, the awakening will be twisted, incomplete, deceptive.

If you want me to tell you the truth, you seem quite unbalanced with a great need to be "awake", which makes you see yourself as very special and great, very inconsistent in your speech, self-deceived into thinking that you have directly realized truths. that you have heard from Leo, with some sparks of true wisdom and rivers of narcissistic need of self-approval and standing out

but a clarification. It is becoming easier for me to open myself to infinity, to the total now, without psychedelics. This opening is fragile, like a transparent pond that becomes cloudy at the slightest movement. I sense the possibility of understanding what this experience is. In those moments it appears as a mirage superimposed on the limitless totality, and that totality is what I am. If I could be in that opening for hours, or days, it would become deeper and there would be understanding, or so I think, so we should be careful about dismissing that possibility.

I have done breakthrough doses 12/15 days in a row, until the breakthrough feels like something normal, and what I have realized is that even with a maximum dose, vaping 20 mg twice in a row, mixing malt snorted and DMT vaped, awaking at 4 in the morning and do to be more mindless, etc, it is very difficult to let go. the self, the mental interpretation. reality becomes limitless, but the self is still there. You have to make a conscious effort, meditate 40 minutes beforehand, and even then it is difficult, I think it is because the substance is so powerful that the self reacts. What works for me is to make a constant sound, get up, make movements, then everything lets go, total energy discharge. You are empty, you are reality dancing. All your energy channels open, it is the most wonderful thing possible, and it is mindless. The mind prevents this. I get the same thing with 40 ug of LSD and two or three puffs of weed and meditating for two hours, even purer since it is more gradual, less violent. There comes a time when the separate self merges with reality. There is no one interpreting, there is reality flowing. Understanding is total but it is empty, there is nothing that can be remembered, it is reality, total awakening. It is useless to try to remember it because what you remember is not

How can it be true at the same time that others do not have direct experience and others do have direct experience? One of those perspectives is limited