Breakingthewall

Yeah, it's not easy, but there is no choice. It is a process that is not a game.

Yes. Is god horrified because that? Because i had some experiencies of horror. the ultimate reality is no scape. what do you think about that?

Well, I got the point. It's very simple, but we've spent our whole lives focused backwards, so we don't even understand psychedelics. we get glimpses of divinity with psychedelics, but that's it. the point is not to see anything special, it is to change the perspective. we are all our lives looking out. When we undertake the spiritual search, we continue to search outside, even if we don't realize it. outside there is nothing. outside does not exist. it only exists within. I am god. not in a metaphorical, or profound way, that I have to realize in an altered state. I am god right now, and existence is my interior. My interior has no bottom. careful! You have to be strong to really see this. nothing outside of you exists. There is not outside. I don't understand the matter of the others, sometimes yes, others no. the others are inside me. there are no others, it's me. do they perceive? I don't know, if they do I should perceive it. there is no "they". don't get stuck here, the depth is infinite, we have to dive. Understand. There is nothing else! You can't get away from this, it can be a horrible feeling hehehe. Like be trapped. But it's beautiful, because it's bottomless. ok, lets dive.

You never feel, let's say, trapped, because you exist?

Lists Leo's mistakes. I'm sure there are many. imo it's basically spot on, but 100% impossible. his flaw, as you say, is arrogance. He doesn't want anyone at his height. but that does not mean that his understanding is enormously deep

I just had an experience. I was eating with a friend and reality has changed perspective. There was no me and her, it was all reality talking to itself and the reality is me. so...does she have a pov? no povs, just reality dancing, impossible to comprehend, for now. but really, it would be said that only my pov can exist, but it could be a trick. one thing to keep in mind: leo is very smart, he has gone very deep and he is basically right, but he may be wrong about many things. all this is tricky, twisted, hidden

In my opinion, Leo has made a mistake that has caused a lot of concern and much suffering in many people: solipsism. It is a very disturbing video that people take literally and the only thing they get is sadness and imbalance

this is to say that something exists outside of your direct experience. which means that you are not infinite. but you are. This is the problem. a possible solution to this enigma would be: my direct experience is not the absolute. it is a fragment of the absolute. If I break myself with 5 meo, my direct experience is the absolute, because I have broken the barrier that fragmented the absolute in order to have a concrete direct experience. when 5meo passes, the barrier returns and my experience becomes fragmented. If you and me dissolve the barrier, we are exactly the same, but when the barrier comes, we are different because we are hiding all the absolute except this that make this experience be. Leo says: god can hide himself aspect of himself. So...god is having a direct experience that isn't absolute, because there are things that are hidden. Where are those things? In you for example

Well...yes, you. But you are the infinite depth, you can became it easily, just doing 5meo, but understand it is not so easy. The experience that is appearing now is been created now, my body, my psyche, etc. It's a manifestation of the infinite, but really, it's me. I am that. Ok. for me you, razard, are something that appears in my experience. but this is misleading. this is solipsism. It means that I am real and you are not. We are both equally real and unreal, but I can touch my dick, but not yours, if you understand . nor can I access what I was before being me or what I will be. time is unreal, everything is now. Anyone who thinks they understand how reality works is deluding themselves. maybe Leo understands it, that he has become infinite 1000 times, although his explanation is, for me, poor

So, will you always be, and you always have been Mr Nobody at this precise moment for all eternity?

Man, it's exhausting to talk with people like you

You don't understand what I'm talking about. you are the unfathomable infinity, only within you exists. there is no outside Look inside, it's a bottomless well. This is the first thing you should see and understand, and over all, become. Dissapear as a "you" and become infinite, then start. from there, understanding the mechanics of the illusion is a challenge. in that I am The goal is to go deeper. it is pure beauty. everything you say about realized beings and that doesn't make sense, that's outside of you, it's an illusion, it's not real.

There are very unconscious people who would fearless go to a gladiator fight or a World War I charge against a machine gun, and others very conscious who would be afraid of a slap in the face. do not confuse. Do you think that Saddam Hussein was awake? He was quite calm when they was going to hang him

Wow you are sure about many things

Yeah yeah, but there is a direct experience happening. We are talking about solipsism, so, are two direct experiences happening? We said no, right? So, where is everything that is out of your direct experience now? By definition, doesn't exist. But it's tricky. If you are eternal, you already ve been everyone that exists. Where are they? In the past? Time is a creation. Do you think you understand? Me don't, just in some moments and it vanished fast

what you say has nothing to do with it. I'm talking about real understanding, not about becoming a certain way. they are different things. it is obvious that you have never understood. I'm still human, I'm worry about money, etc. I see people on the street and i perceive two, me and them. Even you understand you don't leave the illusion

There is not avatar, there is not you looking to your girlfriend. Do you say those things because you ve seen the Leo's video, or because you have had any perceptions?

it is extremely difficult to understand this. The issue here is: perceiver and perception. here is the mistake. I have conscience and I perceive the other, who does not have it. this is an illusion. it does not work like that. Everything is mixed. The others are real but are me. But right now I can't understand clearly

Mmmm in this don't seems that you changed your perspective. Sounds like experiences. But in your previous message seems that you had understood .

Not in my case. Have you ever realize what you are?

Exactly. you have completely understood the matter, or so it seems. a pleasure to see it. I would like to better understand the matter of "the others", but I am seeing it. Everything is a reflection of me. There are no others, but same time...there are other reflections Could you explain how and when this change of perspective occurred in you?

Spirituality is about to understand what you are. almost no one in the world does. it's possible to do. It's absolutely crazy, shocking.

the others are a fucking illusion man. there are no others. what i am s a bottomless well. everything inside the well is illusion. there is only one, me, the well. I'm not talking to anyone ????. I woke up at dawn and I see it absolutely clearly. Be careful realizing this, it's very surprising. But I'm talking with anyone? Uff this is very difficult to understand. Now i lost it. In the moment that you think in the others, others become real. Crazy

No, 20 mg each one. I hope i never going to need to do that again

I'm biased, but to certain point. At the end everything is direct experience and that's it. But i prefer do good business that be a homeless eaten by the rats