Breakingthewall

the more awake, the better life. awake=infinity. reality takes on an unlimited quality. you are reality and you flow effortlessly, there is no resistance. there is beauty, mystery, depth. Life before, the years from when childhood was abandoned until I broke the finite, was hard, limited, tense. a fight. open your heart to infinity and surrender is to enter paradise. a paradise that is like a mysterious, colorful, intelligent, deep jungle

They are a tool, but very important. psychological suffering can be completely eradicated. when you suffer, you are causing that suffering. It is not something that you can stop doing at will, you have to understand many things very deeply. what you are, what human existence is, what others are. To really understand this, in my opinion requires psychedelics, without them it is almost impossible. with a deep understanding, you can deactivate the mental processes that make you suffer. suffering is the path to awakening, because to stop suffering you have to wake up completely

And he will make you suffer. karma in action

Wisdom is to understand the reality

?? human suffering is nothing more than the guide that tells you where you have to go and where you have to arrive. If there is enough vital force in you, you will seek to transcend suffering. it is like a game, an enigma. It is extremely complicated, much, much more than it seems. you have to understand, deeply, far beyond the conceptual. understand what the structure of reality is, align yourself with it, without leaving even a micron.

A cat in a sofa is finite and it's not suffering

Suffering in living beings is a mechanism to avoid certain situations and pursue others. in animals it is basic: pain, hunger, mating. in humans it is complex, the ego desires many things and rejects many things. they all produce suffering. It is the same mechanism as pain or hunger, an uncontrollable energy that forces you. Ego suffering is a great teacher because it points you to the power of illusion.

I think you don't need psychedelics to understand that. lets see, become aware of yourself sitting in a chair, of this exact moment. It's obvious how you're creating projections to the past and future right now right? They are mental images that you are producing. you think they are based on something real, but this thought is also a mental image that you are creating right now. everything is. You are imagining the past, the world, others, the cosmos, everything. where is the difficulty of seeing this? the difficult thing is to stop imagining and dive into the infinite present, into creative perfection. For that you need psychedelics, or at least, they are a great help

to realize the illusion is awakening. Became absolute infinity, enlightenment experience.

Yes, more or less agreed. imo the conceptual mind is not so much related to fear and attachment, but to meaning, even the base is fear, need to survive. meaning and not fear is the glue that makes up the collective ego. the more years of life, the more saturation of meaning. Today it is fast, at 16 or 17 you are already saturated and the perception of reality becomes mental. all filtered through the sieve of meaning. to be able to deactivate meaning at will is to become stuck in the present, like an animal. It is the beauty of existence, but there is still fear if there is a threat. not psychological fear because that is mental, ideas. getting this is really not that difficult, you have to understand what the meaning is: something imaginary. software to make the human group efficient and maximize their options. the meaning is extremely useful, you have to give it its place and use it efficiently. It is not meaningless, without it you would die. Our instinct is weak, we need the ego to survive. You can deactivate it for a few hours a day, that's the art. To achieve that, it's true that you have to overcome the fear. It's the fear that make you attached to the meaning. In addition, the meaning is imaginary but at the same time real. It is not the same to be a scammer than to be honest. to get rid of the meaning you must first align it with the truth. Or that is what I realized. psychedelics is something else. It's not just a momentary glimpse, it's changing the energy patterns that make up your structure. it goes beyond dissolving your conceptual ego. it breaks your essential, genetic structure, for a while. then it reforms but it is more plastic, and the perception that has occurred is indelible and the barriers that being human suppose become weaker. the barriers are more than conceptual. an animal continues to perceive the finite, even though it has no concepts

These two statements are true but I would qualify them. what you say about the child is very real, we have to fall into the labyrinth of the ego to get out of it again. I wouldn't say we get lost in desire and rejection, but in meaning. the purity of the child is corrupted when he begins to give meaning to things. what torments you is meaning, not fear or attachment. the child is full of fear and attachments and yet he is direct, pure. but being so, he is not really realized in god. about psychedelics, it happens that without them the complete disappearance of the human is impossible. god is an infinite abyss, to be god, the human must disappear. you will never be completely if there is something of the human. you can have glimpses, but never the full, absolute depth of what you are. You could understand the infinity of the present moment, but became infinite is completely different

I doubt what people call god, when they say they that god is alone, that god is one... reality is total infinity, and reaching that completely without psychedelics seems impossible to me. but that is so for me, for another it will be different

when you do 5meo, you realize that without it it's impossible. the obstacle that you are is enormous. you can make it as thin as possible, but not disintegrate it. I suppose there will be cases in which this can occur naturally. but I doubt that many know how far the disintegration of the form can go, the opening to infinity, if they have not taken tryptamines

It depends on what we call spirituality. I would distinguish between detaching yourself from the ego and total openness to infinity. normally you try to get rid of an uncomfortable, annoying ego. getting it is entering life, leaving the matrix. but that's just how a 3 year old lives. direct, simple, pure. a great achievement but it's not the real spirituality imo. Spirituality is the total openness to infinity. this is vocation, will, a specific personality. You need psychedelics, it's a strange path, which very few seek.

impurity is the meaning. the meaning is not real. we do not remember what happened in the past, only very slightly. what we do remember perfectly is its meaning. It's something made up, a story we created. that is impurity. reality is pure, actual, direct, and meaningless

think it is enough to remove any illusion of meaning. It is what I try every day meditating, with more or less success. it is the meaning that leads you to the unfolding of the ego. as soon as you see that the meaning is illusory, you get nailed in the present, and the real understanding is possible

Yes, any concept or idea is ego at the end. all ideas are just ideas, but some point towards the dissolution of the mental barrier, and others build more barrier

no, it is the reality, verified many times with direct experience.

Sorry to sound like a bleating sheep, but all beliefs are imaginary. none is useful to understand reality

self acceptance sounds like something the ego has to do. I would rather say no self. the ego has to be working because we are not a plant, but we must learn to turn it off at will. I think all spirituality consists in learning this. understand what the ego is, see it clearly, be able to turn it off, with meditation, with psychedelics, in a habitual way, each time easier. When you turn off the ego, perfection remains, and reality turns beautiful and deep further than any explanation

Ah, so you are affirming that I'm telling that to copy Leo. Well, it's a possibility. The other possibility is that you are completely dumb. Like a stone. consider that possibility. I'm afraid it's very possible Why not to try to understand? It's much more productive

Spirituality consists of realizing that everything you think about is ego, imaginary, and being able to get rid of it and realize yourself, reality. It is here and now, it is the infinite unfolding, but we are lost in the labyrinth of the ego and we confuse reality with imagination. Imagination is the horizontal mind, which displays its learned knowledge, it is the collective ego. reality is vertical, it is depth without limit. It's quite obvious but you have to break the plate that forms the horizontal mind, which is imaginary. just thoughts

pleasure and pain are ego, they are imaginary, software. reality is perfection unfolding now, it is beyond pleasure.

that seems what perfection would be for the ego and that's tricky. the ego sees imperfection by definition. the only perfection is to detach from the ego and perceive the perfect beauty of the eternal present moment. and accept the ego for what it is, the energy that struggles, that seeks and that is unsatisfied. is insatiable You have to give it your dose of fight and challenge and enjoy his dissatisfaction, having the ability to detach yourself from it at will and enter into the wonder of the profound present. What you have exposed is a list of things that would make the ego happy. that is impossible, the ego will never be

Yes, this and everything you have said is true, but the thing is to realize that all that past and future, all that meaning, that karma, is just your imagination. all that layer of ideas, meanings, fears, dissatisfactions, is the survival software of the human collective ego. it's not something real. I think Buddha was wrong, there is no karma or wheel of reincarnation, that is another idea of the ego. you can get rid of everything in a second. reality is a kind of artistic psychedelic trip, like a dance of beauty creation, which is circumstantially veiled by the software of human bias. the software will disappear but reality will continue to unfold forever. you can hold on to the software and create thousands of imaginary meanings or you can let it go. there's no more