Breakingthewall

I put the flame in the flask, then I turn it of, I check one second if there is still fire, because one time it happened to me with the torch supposed off. Then I inhale the substance. That's why it's a good way, lets you some seconds to prepare, not a lot because the 5meo starts condescending fast, but enough

It's not god, it's you. I mean, you are God, the existence. it is you who chooses these paths to reach an end. It's not something a retarded does, it's what a genius does. Create the maze, put the rats in it and they must evolve, increase in intelligence, consciousness, complexity, to advance. you are the rat and also the labyrinth although in your limited state you only perceive as the rat. expand your consciousness and understand, and then do your rat work, evolve.

You are wrong. you want things to be exactly as they are now, what happens is that you do not realize this fact. there is no little you at the mercy of a god. it is you all the time, doing your will, and within your will is the fact that you do not realize it and think that you want something else. why are you doing this? I don't know, only you know why. dig in and find out

life is intrinsically "evil", since life is evolution, and evolution is competition. Competition means that one wins and the other loses. the loser wants with all his energy to win, but no. There you are, stepping on his head to sink him in the mud. the deer wants to live and the lion wants to eat it. evil is being eaten and running out of food. evil is ethnic cleansing, but also eating lettuce. the lettuce is a being with an undoubted impulse to live, but you cut it and kill it. it is the law of life. ethnic cleansing too, and murder and war, and torture and rape. they are the result of the definitive struggle that life means. there is only one rule: survive

I just said that maybe he is. For those affirmations

Yes but evasion drugs are temporary, They are a hoax, a scam. They promise something and give the opposite. maybe shadguru does the same. offers consolation, religion, lie

his work is the TRUTH. If he tells little lies sometimes, he's a piece of trash with a beard.

The first and most important thing is to realize that only what is real, what is true, has value. the rest is garbage. Eliminate all the garbage from your life and from your mind, without mercy. Try little by little to equalize yourself with the external, to flow in a harmonious way. your mind should be a deep well, not a rough surface. nothing superficial and false is going to give you anything, listen to yourself, look at your sensations, discard everything that is dissonant, toxic. try to get closer to the real thing. the more you do it, the easier it is.

@Javfly33 I'm not saying his advice is bad, or his meditation exercises, but when he says things about ghosts, reincarnations, hell, I think he's making logical deductions from learned religious concepts. btw, good luck with the meditation classes

Leo is just an inspiration and a pioneer in a way of going deep. Shadguru will never tell you that you can understand what he understands, before you should have been an arahat in previous incarnations, like him. To me that's pure bullshit. but who knows. Time to sleeping, sorry for sounding arrogant, just an opinion

He says: the only reality is zero. Reality is a void, everything is an illusion. Well...it's not true. Reality is absence of limitation. Reality is everything. Zero became infinite by the absence of limits. Zero is infinite. Everything exist, and over all, you exist. You are. Shadguru wants to sound misterious, that's it. With some music back to give emphasis...but he don't understand what reality is, in my opinion.

Leo is a person who has had a series of experiences and understandings and communicates them. what he says can serve as inspiration or guidance, but in no case should you adopt it as your scheme of reality. Leo tells you: do what I do and understand what I understand. shadguru tells you: I am sooo special, a level 5 super sayan arahat, and you, poor monkey, must listen to me and believe what I say, since I am your guru.

Yeah I didn't say exactly but anyway, I dont believe him. he doesn't know that. the same as when he says that he knows his previous incarnations, and what he did in them. his body language, his content, his opinions, his manners, everything tells me: fake. Anyway, just an opinion.

@Benton Shadguru says things like he knows them perfectly and obviously like what happens after death, and it's obvious to me that he's inventing them . when he talks about love, it sounds like if were talking a low-level self-help psychologist. Sounds like a complete fake to me, but that's just my opinion. I haven't heard a single thing from shadguru that resonates with me in the slightest. He seems to me a very vain guy, and a very liar. but once again, that's my opinion

In this video he says other things, similar but In other he said that about the accident or about the emotion that you are feeling in the moment of death, that is amplified infinitely. anyway, I think that everything is invented, complete nonsense. He says it with a lot of confidence, but I would say that his understanding of existence is minimal. maybe I'm wrong, but they seem like children's stories to me

Nothing of that. We are here fulfilling a mission, solving an enigma. we are doing a work of liberation, of understanding, of increasing consciousness. each one does it in their own way, at their level. everything is evolution, existence evolves towards more complex patterns that work. we have to align all our energies, flow freely and perfectly. that is our mission here.

No but I listened him sometimes, and i think he is a fake, just a money maker, a celebrity . Have you ever listen when he said if you die in an accident you will go to hell and that those over 80 automatically reach nirvana?. I don't know who writes their scripts, maybe someone who wrote comedies before

so that? He will be indifferent to what you say and he will answer you with his previously rehearsed conference, with his beard carefully messed up, saying self-help banalities very solemnly.

Yes I understand , but look, a cockroach looking for food is a rather complex construction that reality creates. A simpler construction would be a proton. You, with all your memory and all your history and everything that is in your mind, are another much more complex construction that reality is creating. both you and the cockroach are creations of the nothing, of the mind that reality is. time is a creation of that mind, just like everything else that exists. reality is an infinite well of possibilities, without time, without memory, without anything. that you really are. you and all your memory are only a thought of the mind, everything you see, hear or perceive are thoughts of the mind. you are an idea that does not have a temporary duration, it is an instant, and the memory is part of the idea that you are. It's good to see that because allows you to be truly detached.

For me 10 mg of malt is stronger than 20 mg of 5meo DMT. Maybe the batches haver different purity.

I liked, but it's not in the level of LSD or mushrooms. It's like a light psychedelic. I did it once and sat in the center of town watching people go by and it was pretty wonderful. I saw through people, I saw the whole human dance. very interesting. and could interact with anyone perfectly. The problem is that it has a bit of that mdma quality, the next day you're not perfect. I don't like that, I detect it as toxic. So I don't think I'll use it anymore. 5meo, psylocibin, LSD. Are the tools for spiritual work, and let's see DMT. But 2cb can be very useful for social anxiety, like a healing trip.

Man, that's a confusion. The memory is in the direct experience, it's a creation of the now. Only the now is. That is awakening, to realize the now. The now is infinite depth. The now is god. Everything that appears in the now is a creation, dream. The memory is one more creation. The problem with THC is that is a mindfuck and can induce states similar than schizophrenia. I recommend you that if you want to trip, use any other substance, like LSD or mushrooms. Are much less dangerous than THC for people like us, and 1000 times more useful and spiritually liberating. Now I can start doing thc, maximum 2 puffs, after doing psychedelics more than a hundred times. With two puffs I'm tripping for 4 or 5 hours, but I'm already able to not get into mental loops. I recommend you start with a psychedelic that is rarely used: 2cb. it's the perfect introduction.

Exactly. all that of affirming things must be transcended. You have to live the experience directly without the need to interpret it. to be is to understand. define is confusion. You have to see the line, the layer of ice that limits the surface with the depth, break it and submerge. affirm: nothing exists outside of my direct experience. it is neither true nor false, it is a limitation. You had a pretty good adventure btw.

@Jowblob those masters are feeding for their students, let's see if they are in the misery, may be the would have an ego. btw some days ago I did a psychedelic that I think you will like a lot: 2cb. Let's say like a mix of MDMA and LSD. I have to do higher dose but seems really interesting

Yes, and tomorrow I feel lazy so why to work. the only problem with the ego is that you have to understand it and use it, or if it eats you up, you become some kind of crazy mental whirlwind. the ego nowadays is extremely complex, it is not about digging ditches to avoid lions, it is a subtle matter. Either you tame him or you are his whore. You need awakening at the end, because if not, it's impossible to tame it