Breakingthewall

Very inspiring. Maybe it's time for a more formal meditation, I would like to have that control you speak of. How long have you meditated until you can get detached of your thoughts completely?

Meditation for me is something that must arise spontaneously. There comes a time when you realize that your existence is basically an evasion, that all that exploring the world is really escaping from yourself. you can explore the world, but after you have gone deep into yourself. if you do it before, well, you'll go around in circles on your own suffering. The problem with suffering is that since it's always there and you have a thousand evasion systems, you don't realize it. Eliminate all evasion, and you will see. btw, the number 1 evasion is projecting into the future and that includes a future enlightenment. Eliminate all evasion and face your suffering without filters, you will see that the only way out is meditation. Meditation has as its objective the total opening of your being to the now, the fusion with the now and the breaking of all limits. There comes a time when the limits are intolerable, and the little traps to live comfortably within them do not work, then meditation arises.

Yes, but then you revive and the problems are still there. Experiences with psychedelics are helpful, they show you where you should go, and they could open the reality for a moment, show you the truth, but the truth in now. Remembers are just ego at the end. So then you have to equalize yourself, you have to purify yourself in order to live open to the truth full time. there are no shortcuts, only help on a path that must be fully covered

psychedelics themselves will usually tell you this, and in a very nasty way

Look like a shortcut. many think that it is the easy way to solve their trauma and their suffering, but it does not work like that. If you really want to open yourself up to the truth, at some point you will realize the ball of lies that you are covered with, and you will have to break through it. what doesn't work is taking a psychedelic, having a mystical experience, and then creating another ball of ego around it. All this is very complicated and when you are starting this path it is very difficult to see it. You have to have basic integrity, if not, you will fall into the lie, which has a great force of gravity, and does not allow you to see beyond it.

to take off the suit of lies that you wear and open yourself up to the truth? and put your grain of sand in the search for the truth, thus helping others on their path. But of course, you are already in the truth. the same as buddha or ramakrishna. or more than them! more than ralston or ramana maharshi. you really don't see it? you have an elephant in front of your face, look at it, it's very obvious!

Yes, i know Leo said that. I see you got the idea. but let's see, what is goodness? is the opposite of evilness? Yes, I know that on a metaphysical level everything is unity. I know that all beings and all things are unity and this is love, but this is on a metaphysical level, that is, it is the truth. but it happens that the truth is under many layers of lies. I see these layers of impurity in myself, which I work very seriously to eliminate since I want to purify myself completely to be open to the truth. in others, who don't even have that idea or know what I'm talking about, I only see an intention to deepen their lie, and never face their fear. Are you trying to go deep within yourself, remove your suit of lies from your being, and open yourself to the truth? I would say no, that you are clinging to the lie, in the pharisee lie that you are already in the truth. and thus practically 99.9% of humanity. So, yes, they are love, but they do not manifest that love. They manifest lies, fear and falsehood.

Hehe that's true . I had a very negative view of human interaction. I saw that we are a hive entity of fragmented beings in need of acceptance who need to obtain that acceptance from their peers, in turn in need of acceptance, and that this translates into using each other, power relations, all behind their barriers, forced to fit into molds, deformed by this obligation to fit, which gives rise to complete falsehood, conditioned love, which is not love. fear, power, falsehood. and in the middle of this party, a little real love sometimes arises. But what to do? The material reality is built in a way that makes this have to be so. We can only work on ourselves to lighten the suit of lies and fear that we have been building, and not worry about others.

Humans, under a thin veneer of civilization and with an empathetic appearance, are tribal, territorial, and predatory beings who, if they can, will enslave you, cut off your balls, make you pull a cart, and when you don't serve them, they will throw you to the trash. finding true love and true alliances is extremely difficult, like everything in this human life. nothing is what it seems, everything is double-sided, complex and very difficult to understand.

Interesting questions. I would say that experience is the now, which is the reality. but it is confusing. The word experience implies someone having an experience, and the reality is that you are the experience. Consciousness is also confusing, it is the fact of being and being aware of it. I would say that both words mean existence.

It's not easy to be as pure as is needed to realize the absolute full time, but it isn't impossible

Inspiring, Like all those stories, they make me want to do psychedelics, but it always seems to me that there is a small distortion, that he does not get rid of his ego 100%, but of course, this may be because while he is explaining it, he is not there. in that state, then it is impossible for him to transmit it accurately.

I don't understand why he uses so much the world imaginary. What is the distinction between solid and imaginary for him? and when he says, I, as god, am imagining everything. I don't know... something doesn't add up there, it seems that he can't completely break the separation between him and reality, he doesn't completely melt, and he falls in a confusion . But maybe i can't understand what he's explaining . Thanks for sharing anyway

Yes, good and perfect sex . The problem is that you have to do with an human, so at the end, everything is a mess, like all the human stuff. Everything is an enigma, nothing is simple. Be human is a challenge

Yes but even better would be if he looks in the mirror, taking off the mask he has put on, and delve into it to the bottom of what he is. but where are the balls for that? It seems that it is easier to play the guru. but no dude, at the end of your game there is a stone wall waiting for you. and it is quite hard

Yes, fucking mushrooms, instead of a mystical trip, they gave me a trip in the human mud. but very interesting anyway. a few less impurities in me.

I've been crying with laughter for 5 minutes. Good thing, because I was still under the effects of a mushroom trip in which I saw the human life as a disgusting mud that has to be cleaned with an atomic explosion.

The absolute is totally obvious and obeys a simple logic: infinite. what is extremely difficult to understand is the will to constrain the infinite in this madness in exactly this way, and for this purpose. So, the thing to do is to create a civilization of very scared mad slaves that lives is cities and they try to scape from death. funny... i guess If we want to understand existence, we have to forget everything that we "know", get totally empty, and see. It's extremely difficult

This is absolute simply and obvious. Because there are no limits. The question is: what the fuck is this? What the fuck razard is? Do you understand? Let me laugh, is you don't mind

Just mental deductions, right? So?

???This world is a kind of nightmare. Everything is violence. Let's see, i have been forced to sit in a chair for years. To fit in a mold, comparing, deforming.We each react to the madness of being human in our own way. some try to seek the truth, and others the power. the very rotten sons of bitches. a bullet in the head of each one, but there is no iron in the world, they are legion. disgusting race who has managed to escape the total cruelty of nature, but in exchange is impure. But looking at it well, nothing escapes what it has to be. everything follows its cycle, everything evolves. so that? who need this shit? better not be nothing . material existence is struggle, pain and madness. god is Kali But no... fucking god knows exactly what he wants, why to do this path. To understand the existence is not a game

The irrational mind works like this: I need things to be exactly like that, therefore, I'm going to adapt the reality in my mind to my need so that everything fits (mom, tell me that everything will be fine). Once this is achieved, I will receive the certificate of professional idiot, and I will make stupid statements with absolute certainty, and if someone refutes them, I will use evasive countermeasures, ultimately reaching violence. A message to the idiots of the world: idiot, get out of your idiocy! stop lying to yourself! you are no longer 6 years old, you piece of idiot! Look in the mirror, and repeat after me: I am a lying idiot and the foundations of my psyche are lies, I am going to let them fall apart, with two big balls, and from now on my motto will be the truth. I will never deviate a millimeter from the truth. First the truth, second myself. and when the time comes to look God in the face, I will have absolutely nothing to hide.

It means that you are not you having an experience, you are the experience, within which there seems to be a you perceiving external things. there is no subject and object and neither is there anything external

From Leo's blog: We are not interested in spiritual or philosophical ideology here. What saves you is the contemplation and personal investigation you freely and joyfully engage in. That's what purifies you from all the human bullshit and illusions. That's where the truth comes from. The truth doesn't come from me. You are going to use your own mind to purify itself, like a bodybuilder uses years of lifting to sculpt his body. No ideology adds muscle to the body, only lifting does. And the whole point of bodybuilding is not to reach some final result but to enjoy the entire process of lifting. To fall in love with lifting. So fall in love with contemplation! You will be doing it for the next 40 years. There is no way to succeed in that without loving it. Stop racing ahead to some imagined results. Slow down and relish the process. THAT is my teaching. I am not here to teach you things to believe. You don't need to believe anything, just fucking contemplate for 40 years. My job is to inspire you to contemplate reality in the deepest ways possible, and to feed grist into your contemplation mill. Let's you and I just spend the next 40 years contemplating together and see where we end up! Trust that if you do this diligently you will end up somewhere extraordinary. Leo, be careful, as you keep saying those things, the believers will tell you that you are not awake

in your case, yes. you come from a long spiritual journey of your whole life. but look at the complete inconsistency of the believers. They have seen Leo's videos and according to them, they have realized the truth. this has completely changed their lives. but leo, his guru, says over and over again that the key to his awakening is 5 meo. that he has done it 300 times, 30 days in a row, risking his life. but not one of the believers has ever done so, nor do they intend to. They say they believe in Jesus but they don't dare to be baptized. Normal, why do it? they are not interested in god, they are interested in being better than their neighbors. they are Pharisees.