Breakingthewall

How do you know? How was your experience? I'm sure that there is not before, there is just this eternal moment. You will never get out of this moment, in all eternity. Fortunately, this moment is infinite in depth.

Not two. Try to understand what this moment is, not to look anything outside it. Outside don't exist.

on a relative level, it's all neural connections in your brain, perhaps quantum, that create a kind of robot that responds to certain inherited and environmental stimuli, creating a kind of software, and that's what you are. at an absolute level, that of the fetus and birth is just a mental idea. There is only now and it is infinite, it seems to follow a time line but it is a memory trick that is being created right now, like a game to keep you inside, like in a dream

Well, if you're not interested in sharpening your mind, this exercise doesn't make sense. But I'm addicted to this, so don't start ?

I think the main lab, lizard labs, closed because the owner exported tons of heroin to the USA, and they caught him.

@Schizophonia ??? I've been looking at him for a while, and the truth is that he seems to me to have the face of a good guy. Well, Maybe a bit....too proud of being a good guy....but no, he really looks like a nice guy. frank, open, direct, that does not hide anything. On the other hand, the second one has the face of a son of a bitch who would open your wallet if you leave it near him.

@Moksha you don't realize what the dream is, it's a very difficult trick to see. a very serious effort is needed. I'm not saying you don't have a realization of the absolute, there are many ways to realize the absolute, many degrees, but for me it's important to realize what is this directly. I need to see it! because it is what I am. to see it you have to have a flexible, liquid mind. the mind that twists loses its limits, it is released. These are all fundamental steps, there are no shortcuts. We are talking about getting out of the dual delusion, of truly perceiving, cleanly, without deception. This is freedom, because let's see, you already are the absolute, but what good is it if you don't see it? If you are trapped in the illusion? Because, believe me, if you see two, you are sleeping. I'm sleep 97% of time, eh. Of course, you can feel the absolute while you are dreaming, but being awake is another level. Is the total openess.

Relative means in relation with anything. Absolute means that isn't in relation with anything. No more. Btw, you didn't explain how you realized that the absolute is changeless.

Hehe i don't believe it, it's totally obvious. if you do not understand this it is impossible to understand anything. only your direct experience is real. Imagine you were a fetus. where would the cosmos be? what would you be? the cosmos is relative. relative means that it exists in relation to you. In other words, it only exists when it is in your direct experience. Sorry, not in your experience, because there is no you that experiences, you are the experience. it is essential to understand this. this experience is the absolute and only from it does understanding come. the absolute is veiled, but is this, there is nothing else, it is impossible, don't you understand? you will never, in eternity, come out of your direct experience. nor when you are god without veils. What does this mean? that direct experience has no "outside". does not exist! You see it? because direct experience is existence. damn, it's clear right? you have to forget all ideas except one, very useful: not two. just this in mind. not two. do you understand? There is nothing outside, there is only you. do a mental exercise, take this as absolute truth and focus on now. that is the only valid spirituality. you can focus on the now with psychedelics too, as there is no difference between psychedelics and sober, both are direct experience, so the absolute. The moment you think about the cosmos, or whatever, you create duality. nothing exists outside of you, that is first course of spirituality. So, explain that realization if you can and want. How the infinity can be changeless if it's unlimited? Changeless is a limitation. The absolute takes many faces, and all are real. But over all, the absolute is this, now. If you observe it carefully, you will realize that it's god.

it's not that simple imo. the cosmos is just an idea, like everything. there is only one reality, this. now. nothing else is real, it is only real as an idea that appears now. the mind must be absolutely empty of ideas like "cosmos" or "changeless" if it is to have a chance of understanding. No one else can understand, only you. nothing that has been said has the slightest value, only what is directly understood here and now, focusing absolutely in this moment, so in the reality. we will see

that's how it is. but at the same time, this moment is the absolute. perhaps it would be necessary to distinguish between absolute and god. absolute is what has no opposite, or exterior, what is only and infinite. this moment is all of that, and yet I can realize its infinity, that is, i am infinity, and there is no problem, on the contrary, it is freedom, joy, depth. but this moment is not only unlimited infinity, it is something else, and that something must be veiled. it is an infinite flame of love that just by insinuating itself will make you fall to your knees bathed in tears and will teach you humility, and if it were to open up completely, it would burn and disintegrate you. do you want to be disintegrated? no, since the experience is unfolding. what is the way now? this exact moment is god veiled . the veil is necessary so as not to burn yourself, but same time we are trying to break the veil. so? maybe the option of leo, explore the structure of the dream, understand the manifestation of god to understand god.

We are in apparent movement because we are scaping from god. Because God would kill us. we are god separated from himself with a trick that is movement. without the movement we would no longer be us and we would be god. we want to be ourselves and avoid being god, that's why we move. Why we don't want? I don't know. Probably because the fear, that is the cement of duality. I don't know how the thing works, I suppose that it is something like that God wants to explore the infinite, because in the infinite is all the love and God wants to go deep into it eternally, because it's wonder, so he casts a fear spell on himself and he fragments, veiling himself, hiding himself from himself in himself, and duality is created. and this duality branches out exponentially to create dual universes in which god plays his funny games, including torture, madness, hate, addiction, hell. once the die of duality is rolled, nothing is guaranteed. A simple duality, like protons and neutrons, does not imply great risks, nor great wonder. a more complex duality begins to imply more possibilities of turning towards hell. but anything goes for the sake of beauty and magnificence to dive deep into infinity. Just speculation of course

Id say that madness means something as simple as lack of objectivity. there are many degrees of this, for example a slight degree is the one that always sees its political party as good and its adversary bad. He is not objective, he needs things to be one way and it distorts reality to suit its needs. A more serious case would be the one who believes that the CIA is after him, and reads any news in the newspaper and sees it as a coded message to secret agents who are going after him. He needs to believe that. the question is why? I would say that both the mild and the severe cannot bear the trauma that being human means. They cannot face their fragmentation, their loneliness and their lack of love, so they make up stories to avoid seeing reality directly. At the end all of us do that. All we are insane in the sense that we can't face god. God is too pure, too perfect. It's a hurricane of love that would kill us, so we made up stories

A river is something relative, and its flow is relative. relative means that it is relative to you. that is, it exists because you exist. but while it exists, it is absolute, since it exists and everything that exists is. what is not relative is you. you always exist, since you are the experience itself. So, what is the river while it exists and therefore is it absolute? is you.

Heaven must be conquered, inch by inch.

Now I understand it a little more. It would be said that if the wonder is fully manifested, I disintegrate. you can't stand it. In order to have a dual experience, reality must be veiled. but why do this? what is the goal of this? How it works? but yes, as @Moksha says, maybe the real substance of reality is too intense to be realized all time. Btw, I'm looking the sea and never in all my life have I seen such beauty as right now. purity, perfection in every form

another time, much more deeper. this experience that is now, is a dance of freedom, of beauty, of love. It's all the love there can be, it's right here. that is the absolute. this now. and i don't understand it, not far . I just penetrated to the center of the thing, the heart that beats in this. alive, full, total. this moment is that, and that makes my tears come out and my humility increases the secret is to be able to say, truly, without reservations: I give myself, I give myself to this, to the now. completely. if you can do that, the now opens But it opens just a moment, because I'm not so able to give my self, so i create the barrier. It's a game, but I'm in love of the openess, and everyone would be in love if the openess happen at least 2 seconds. The pure wonder.

For example, now I am in a park. I have taken 3 puffs of marijuana, I was writing all that mess above, and I have started to observe, and click, this moment is infinite. it does not have limits. Shit, writing this and thinking about it, it's got them again. Everything is designed to lock you in the finite appearance. the problem is that the finite appearance is shit and the infinite glory, and it's extremely difficult to be in the infinite apperance. a strange game. I'm far of the full understanding of this, but I'd say that.shift from one side to another with psychedelics is the key the goal is to break the barrier between me and the experience and to merge with it completely.

Real or appear being real is the same. I'm not experiencing, I'm the experience. direct experience is reality. there is not an experiencer and a content that is experienced, there is the experience. It can appear as someone typing on a telephone or as the absolute void, it's the same, it's always an experience. without experience there is no existence, and as you can see, there is experience and therefore existence. absolute void is just as real as my phone. it is an experience. the absolute is experience and is total joy without limit, or total joy because it's no limit. that's what I am, only that if I identify with what is appearing now, they are all tribulations. a real shit. So I get out of this shit and I put myself in the point of view of being existence, which doesn't have a point of view, it's a point of view. It is this, now. So you have to break the limits that they have you locked in the character and become the movie. Difficult movement, a lot of attachment , traps What I want, and it's inspired by Leo, is to penetrate the structure of this, to understand it to the fullest. because without understanding you are trapped

money is a form of language. means: my work for your work. but some are too clever and speculate. little parasites

animals suffer to some extent, since duality is suffering. the more duality, the more suffering. animals are hungry or stalked and eaten, that is their suffering. but when that does not happen, I would say that they do not suffer at all. A fish in a coral reef is in nirvana. humans, on the other hand, are involved in a crazy game. Even usually no one stalks us and we are not usually hungry , the problem is that we are not individuals, we are part of a hive, and our mind is a running program at the service of the collective ego. Fragmented and in need of love, we look for it in our peers who are in turn looking for the same thing. a crazy puzzle extremely difficult to understand and solve. war, death, torture, slavery, marginalization, addiction, depression. the great dance of extreme human suffering, the human tides moving, synchronizing, creating a single being made up of billions. funny right?

Of course, it implies everything. Let's see, reality is absolute, right? is infinite, and is one. This is so, it is the Truth. and you are that. and me too because you and I are one. but it seems that it is not absolute, nor infinite, nor one. seems finite and multiple. How is it possible? easy. from the blow of the hammer on your finger. for the perfectly made appearance that you have a body that can be damaged by external agents. but that got obsolete and we have invented something more fun to create a crazy duality. It is not your body that is threatened, it is your mind. your self image. As a human you are not an individual who must survive in the jungle, you are an atom in a hive, and you need acceptance, love and belonging. and who should give it to you is the other, who is also in need of acceptance, love and belonging. craziness! fun! extreme suffering! we love it!

Let's say that direct experience is reality. if you don't feel your body, nor are you aware of the existence of your body, your body doesn't exist. It doesn't matter if you've taken 5 meo or spent 3 years meditating in a cave. if you feel great pain in your body, your body is there, it doesn't matter if you have smoked a triple dose of 5meo. the thing is that your body is a big factor in the creation of duality. so is the thought structured in a dual way. 5meo promotes the disappearance of the consciousness of your body and the disappearance of thought structured around the self. It seems to stop synapses in the frontal lobe. this promotes your realization of the absolute. but the game is not to realize the absolute because you don't have a body and thoughts, but to realize what this experience is, how this is the absolute disguised as relative, and open yourself to this moment, totally. Any other things are just curiosities, interesting realizations and no more

If it happens, you wouldn't realize the infinity anymore, you would realize the duality. 5meo makes you realize the infinite because it eliminates everything, it disappears even your body. If you were in pain, the appearance of finiteness would return. this way you can understand what creates the appearance of finitude and how

That's it. You are on the way to full understanding. something that I would say is impossible to stop. What kind of crazy wouldn't do this work knowing that it's possible to do it?