Breakingthewall

You don't understand nothing using mental patterns. Understanding happens from the essence of what you are. like when you are a two year old and you learn to speak. understanding is a capacity of what you are

Yeah, I would even say that the only way to escape suffering, even for brief moments, is to realize the absolute, open yourself completely to now. mind games will never eliminate suffering. It may be low intensity, but it's always there. humans live in constant suffering, always needing something, moving towards the future

@Leo Gura You have said many times that the assessment: reality cannot be expressed with thought, is bullshit, but your awakenings cannot be said, like the true tao

Yes but it is not enough to dissolve your ego, then the old patterns come back. you have to understand them

Nah, he's smarter than 99.9%, and with great knowledge. what happens is that he questions you and touches your balls, nothing happens, we are human. that he is not awake from your standard? Sure, but no one is. insult a guy like that who adds value to your forum, that's stupid. you want a forum of lambs perhaps? The guy links a lot of interesting information, many selected paragraphs, spends his time, and doesn't say anything dogmatic, he just goes overturning his perception after many years of research and spiritual practices. why does it bother you? What do you prefer? a group of mental retards saying stupid things about they are god?

Man, he's not stupid and it's sad reading you

life is absolutely cruel. There is only one rule: survive. this implies evolving, increasing in complexity. Any means that serves this end will be used by life. cruelty is nothing, and suffering is nothing to life, mere means to an end. as you said, the evolution that is taking place is extremely fast, efficient, directed to an end, and it seems that extreme cruelty is not necessary for now. It could be said that it is only used if necessary, but are necessary since are engines of evolution.

Maybe you are right, but maybe no. no master has done serious psychedelic work. I do it, although I still consider myself a beginner, and I know the possibilities that this has.

I'm not saying that you're not right, I just don't understand what enlightenment means to you and what is the difference with awakening. It is the terminology, I think that since it is a controversial issue, you could refine more

What does it mean that they are dreaming of enlightenment? All of them? how do you know?

Yes, that's true. I ask myself: does he have something to say, or is he just making fun of us? Seems the second, right?

If you could develop that would be great. What is enlightenment? And awakening?

@Soul Flight don't compare yourself to anyone. you are alone, existing. focus on this moment, what is it? man, how not to have the need to go as deep as possible? we are now experiencing the mystery of existence. Just get through the surface, playing silly games? impossible. We have to go to the bottom, we have to penetrate, we have to open this moment completely. Don't do it is simply be stupid.

I don't think so. any abstract unhappiness is a malfunction. Punctual unhappiness as a reaction to adversity is normal. unhappiness per se is mental illness. It must be solved completely, so that there is no trace left

not to be completely happy is to be stupid. of course, I am stupid, if it were not so there would be no unhappiness, and there is. There are moments that no, normally, yes. not sharp, but a little. I work against stupidity. who knows why it is such a difficult job. well yes, I know. It is not about psychological work, it is about equalizing this being with existence. It is not equalized as standard. I hope that all this work pays off for other lives.

You underestimate the king, I don't think his stew is rotten, it's in the process of maceration. we wait for something great. something never seen, heard or intuited. we expect the explosion of a genius. will it be so? we will see. For now, the bets are that something good is brewing.

I did today 20 mg, it's very aggressive for the lungs and the mouth, i tried to hold it in my lungs but I started coughing. the effect, well....fractals and all that, and suddenly there was something like a guy making toys at full speed, then calm. how is to do dmt ? little by little, or a single puff? What use to be the breakthrough dose?

from a documentary about the African savannah that I watched for a while today, where all the animals were happy and helped each other . Also from Assyrian torture (lovely people), they put the guy on a dead horse, then sewed it up leaving the head outside, and waited for it to fill with insects and slowly devour the guy. There was a person in charge of forcing him to drink water, so that he would last longer alive. Well, the thing that's very difficult to understand is that for reality there is not crap. we as humans are pure bias. even if we try very hard, we are still bias. good karma, bad karma, etc. for reality seems that there is only existence. That thing about the horse is perfect for reality.

the absolute is everything. existence excludes nothing. on a relative level, you will always oscillate between states of pleasure and suffering. at the absolute level, existence is total glory. for example, it is total glory to be thrown tied to an anthill so that the ants can eat you alive for a week. if you can't see this, you don't understand the absolute And of course we could be blissful 24/7, we should do, we have to really realize the absolute as deep as possible, all time. That is the purpose of human life. Anything else is nonsense. We have that potential.

Yes, they have, are is a system of nature to perpetuate the species. it all depends on whether you want to be a puppet or stand on top. really, there's nothing wrong with being a puppet

Ok, thanks for the advices

I have harmala in seeds and 10x, i want to try oral dmt. Is it necessary to avoid some foods the days before? How long does the effect last? If, for example, after a few days you do 5 meo, will there be anything left in the body? what is the normal dosage? how much dmt?

Yes, I read that can be significant increases in blood pressure, it is better to consider it

Ok, I guess because it has to reach the stomach intact. With the dmt is not necessary right?

A lot of food have tyramine. I will compare with and without, let's see what happens. Yeah, the extracts are cheap, I ve both so I'll try better the extracts