Breakingthewall

normally enlightenment is equated to the dissolution of the ego. the disappearance of desire, the fusion with reality, becoming reality itself by ceasing to be a separate entity. Leo talks more about understanding what reality is, not conceptual or mind understanding but deep , clear the fog of low consciousness and see

Really? I'd say higher conciousness, better feeling

the stories of life make me suffer quite light , two years ago i was suffering , now it's easy to silent the mind and be in the present moment without needs. But i suffer for being finite, limited. Not real suffering but kind of frustration. I need to really get out of myself , but it isn't easy

You can't be sure of that. I feel a wall in front of my face and i have the feeling that behind is the omniscience. I have managed to escape from conceptual thought and live stuck in the present, but the limitation is still there. and my impulse to break it. Who knows what is possible

Yes, you can realize the infinite, become infinite, realize the love that is reality, but honestly, does anyone understand the how and why of this concrete experience? why the limitation? the reason for this evolving cosmos? Leo before sayed that it was because God is bored. I don't know...sounds wrong. others will say: there is no me, everything is perfect. Man, I'm on the street, my mind is silent, I am fully aware of the present without needing to interpret anything, If i do psychedelics and my mind expands to infinity. but I don't understand reality, that's a fact. I am reality, it is another fact, and it is a lot. my direct experience is direct, real. but my understanding is very poor, my depth, not so deep. so I have to agree with leo on this. But of course, maybe he don't understand nothing and is fooling himself, it's a possibility

It depends, maybe he has reached a degree of awakening never seen before. The real omniscience. let's leave that possibility open. but he should explain it!

@OldManCorcoran the thing is that the direct experience that is happening right now is the reality. there is nothing outside of it. it is absolute. "outside" does not even exist as a conceptual idea. If you don't understand this, you live in fantasy. this direct experience is of unlimited depth, you can dive into it to infinity, but you cannot get out of it, since there is nothing else. this infinite depth is what you are. It's quite simple, change perspective. do not look outside, there is no outside. everything is inside . only you are This is awakening. You don't need aliens for that

Conciousness and experience are the same, that's what we are. awakening is realizing what that experience really is, that is, you, are. That saying that there is no self is meaningless redundancy. there is existence, that's what you are. many claim to know a mysterious secret saying that there is no self. it is obvious that there is no perceiver and separate perceptions but there is existence, then it is said: I am that, since it is so.

@Leo Gura Let's see: I have done 5meo dmt more than 50 times. 5 of those times the "person" that I am has completely disappeared, and the absolute total infinity has manifested. I have recognized myself as what I always was: absolute existence. complete freedom. I have realized that endless love flows from the bottomless emptiness and I have fallen bathed in tears. I have realized that the apparent reality is the manifestation of this, which is absolute perfection, and that is what I am. I became aware how this experience, my body, everything, was been created in this exactly moment and why. but I have not seen any alien, only me, the infinite existence. 70% of the time, when I'm not engrossed in work, I am aware of this. reading this, where do you detect my lack of awakening?

Why do you use the word "alien"? Do you want to express that it's very different to human intelligence or what? Two years ago you thought you were very awakened but you didn't know anything about this alien intelligence right? Anyway, I am clear about my objective with this work. always go deeper, break all barriers. I don't think there is an end, just keep going deeper and deeper.

what you are saying is that only direct experience exists and that the self is a part of that direct experience, not the perceiver of it. that's how it is. you are the experience that is occurring, within which there is an apparent you that is the center of it

So what is the obstacle? I have been very close with 5 meo and my baseline is completely different than it was, I have reactivations almost every day, I have gone infinite 4 times, totally. but other times I have had horrible experiences, like being alone trapped in eternity with no way to escape. I'll keep digging, I think I almost have it, but still not completely, not consistently

I've been realizing that lately. It is possible to wake up completely, I know, I have been close, but it is very difficult because your ego runs away from there. you have to accept little by little. lets keep working

I don't understand the idea that solipsism has to be the case because nothing can exist outside of me, when I am not aware that I am creating reality in all its complexity and perfection. the same could not be aware of being a fly right now, when the reality is that I am

Any idea that you have not directly and consistently realized yourself has zero value.

good luck and progress in life. As you say, it's crucial not to get distracted. We have to give our best or else life could take dark paths. Intuition, intelligence, courage, passion. Always a pleasure to read a penetrating mind. have a nice vacations of the forum.

a mystic is a person who has the barrier that keeps him as a finite form dimmer than normal. many of us are not natural mystics but we have a strong inclination for it. our barrier is solid, we are anchored in the earthly. for this there is 5 meo dmt. 5 meo is not just a psychedelic that gives you insight. it is a dissolvent of the walls of the ego, and dissolves them permanently. 5 meo used regularly will change you forever. you will be another person. Do you want that? because that will happen. In my last experience, I broke the barriers of the ego well broken, doing almost 100 mg in 12 hours. since then I have had about 3 or 4 reactivations a day, moments in which reality completely loses its shape, like a 5 meo trip. sleeping, on the train, at home...besides, if I take two puffs of weed, infinity opens. Yesterday I tried vaping 3mg and had a total breakthrough, more than doing 20 mg before. 5 meo dmt is oil for your spiritual gears. If you know how to use it with intuition and intelligence, it is the definitive tool

Yes, The same can be applied to killing people, or having slaves. in fact, it has been a very common practice. I personally don't like killing animals. I used to fish because it seemed hypocritical not to do it since I ate fish and had the fish nearby, but I found it very unpleasant. with rod, sad, half an hour fighting with the fish that you have deceived with a bait to finally kill it. With a harpoon it seemed fairer to me, but even so, always sad. So stop eating fish. meat only sometimes, if I meet people in a restaurant. for your daily life you do not need meat, with whey protein and eggs, and vegetables you have everything you need. You can buy the protein and eggs organic from animals raised in semi-freedom. It's more expensive, but that's how it should be.

Shit can shower you even if you are an exemplary person who only does good.

maybe animals like whales or birds are totally awake, how do we know? about what you say about the spiral dynamics, I think that nobody is as asleep as orange, orange has materialism as its religion, that is why it is the most unhappy of all

At an absolute level there is no evil, but at a relative level yes. any deviation from total integrity is evil

For me the only thing that works is to raise your consciousness. the normal thing is to be mentally suffering and seek a way out of this with therapy, with mindfulness techniques, or by changing your external circumstances. and your suffering is always there, since you are the one who is constantly creating it at this moment, and you cannot stop doing it because at the current level of consciousness your mind processes that way, and there is nothing else to do. raising your consciousness is not just anything, it is a true art. you have to understand very deeply, on a non-conceptual level, what you are. once you manage to raise your consciousness somewhat, you have found the key, you are already on the highway. psychedelics are extremely useful.

unconditional human love will make you have a better life than the horrible desert of emptiness that many find, surrounded by competitive psychopaths with their fake smiles, but having your needs met will make you settle in and never get out of there, and in the end, by far human love, you will continue to be a mortal being who struggles not to die, a trap, and always limited, narrow, and addicted to the others. suffering is a good push, if you are ambitious, you will want to get out of it at all costs. the only way out is to break your limits.

Real awakening is to realize that you are the reality but to do it full time, not 5 minutes a month with psychedelics. For this to happen is extremely rare imo.

If nobody is totally 100% awake here (i agree with that, including me), who is going to have the option of the alien awakening?