Breakingthewall

I'm taking about unconditioned mind. Free mind, without limitations. trying to understand with a mind biased by learned patterns is useless and a mess. the mind must be clear of everything to be able to understand

The only way to do shadow work is to understand that the trauma is an energetic blockage that is happening right now. the whole story and interpretation is the way we manifest it. understanding is the key. but not verbal comprehension, it seems that people here find it difficult to understand this. Understanding is seeing reality. If you are walking and see a hole, you understand that if you continue you will fall. there is no need for a mental process, you understand automatically. same with trauma. you are an energetic structure that is unfolding now. the past is now, it's all patterns that happen now. if you understand them, if you see them, they are unlocked.

@OldManCorcoran the issue of 5 meo is to overcome a resistance. the self in which we are trapped is a resistance, 5 meo breaks it, and infinity remains. that we are. afterwards, all the mental history of interpretation is inevitable, and I would say healthy and necessary. the mind must be equalized, rebuilt. Those who want to simplify everything, in my opinion, are taking shortcuts that are not going to get them anywhere. now they would say: there is nowhere to go. Yeah, but you're a guy with two legs who lives. You are in something, in a process. you don't like it and want to take shortcuts? sorry it won't work

I've had that experience several times with 5meo, initially it seemed extremely horrible to me, until I realized one thing: it's just another experience. you are the experience, the consciousness that takes forms. it is true that the self as we know it, limited, disappears, but there is still existence, so from now on, self means unlimited existence. is what we are, then the word to designate it is i

No problem with that, i do this work just for fun, because i find it beautiful.

That classic formulation is incorrect. It implies that a person is needed watching the falling tree. the falling tree and the person watching are an experience that is occurring. there can be an experience that is only the tree falling, since you are the tree, and the fact of falling. You are the experience, It is very simple. but here there is something much more complicated: there are no limits, therefore, right now there is experience of everything. there are infinite trees and infinite supernova and infinite everything. where is? If you are the consciousness that creates the experience, where is the experience that was yesterday? If the absolute reality is now, where are the trees falling? in the future, in the past? that's a mind creation

Well, perhaps some do a job to reach an end, I do it because I like it, so if I come to an end, I continue doing the same work, deeper. Those things that Buddha says that he has reached enlightenment, good for him. What I want is to expand my consciousness, to deepen in existence, because it is beauty. drugs, used well, are a first class tool. one question: have you tried high doses of 5meos, lsd, psylocybin, alone? If you didn't, you don't know what is their potential, you're just expressing prejudice

red only exists if there is awareness of red. and if there is awareness of red, you are, since you are awareness. The thing about the awakening of the no self refers to the identification with the human being, the memories and all that. that's obvious. you are just existence, and red is existence. awareness of red = red, there is no observer and object, there is experience. you are the experience I repeat that the difficult thing is to understand how the experience is only red, when reality has no limits, therefore the experience should be everything Dream and awakening is just a way of speaking. reality is reality, you can be aware of reality at different depths. When I talk about understanding, I don't mean understanding in a philosophical verbal way, but rather increasing your level of consciousness. I'm not doing that, I'm putting into words direct realizations that I've had, and that I can still access. This is a mix between realizing and conceptualizing, which serves, for me at least, to create a more flexible frame of mind to allow for deeper realizations.

if you are not aware of it, it does not exist, since you are the existence. the consciousness of red is the red. there is nothing outside of you. "outside" does not even exist as an idea. The thing is, you're only seeing red. where is the blue? this is the difficult. It is inside you, like everything else, but you don't see it "now". how is experience created? that is the question The mind doesn't work with words only. it works with deep processes that we translate into words, but we can stop doing it and still use the mind. the mind is a tool of understanding. It exists, and it can be tuned. reaching conclusions using learned logic is limited. the mind can expand enormously. the mind, in fact, is The Mind. This is not mental masturbation, it is mental tuning. simplifying and seeing the mind as something negative is a mistake. Do we want to be a fetus again? or a 3 year old? It was fun and very beautiful, but now we have a high level processor here. do we have to turn it off because it bothers us? no, we have to learn to use it.

They are too powerful and wonderful to do that. They exist to be used. wisely, with balance, but dismiss them? Never.

because there are no limits nor can there be. the absolute is everything. God is infinite potential. material existence, the manifestation of being, has to be in balance with this. It can't be all ying or all yang, it has to be as it is

yes, any realization has to be direct, not a conclusion of a logical process, but this direct realization can then be formulated in thoughts and words, always knowing that they are just pointers

It depends. you can make it extremely simple: only the absolute is real, it is infinite and it is everything. it is simply absence of limits. spirituality = realizing the infinite, that you are ultimately that and the rest is illusion. or complicated: existence manifests itself in infinite forms that lead to greater complexity, to greater consciousness, in a perfectly balanced cosmic dance of ying and yang in which infinite bubbles of consciousness, infinite gods, complement each other and evolve in a cycle that is taking place now and of which you are a part, you follow a line of infinite experience that is both absolute since you are the absolute and you will never leave that line, and relative because it is interacting with other lines that are you in another space dimension temporary. You're deep into that dance and you're going to dance it to the end, so maybe you want to understand as much as possible what it is.

Seriously, it's very complicated. the first step is to realize infinity, really. This without psychedelics is extremely difficult. without 5 meo, I would say, and after many dozens of trips. then, you have realized what you really are, but that does not mean that you understand anything. Saying things like Shrodinger's cat is not real understanding, or saying that you are imagining reality. who is imagining? you? That deserves a much deeper analysis. unless we say: none of that matters, only the absolute is. ok, I agree with that, but if so, let's close the forum

Of course, simplifying the extremely complex is a mistake. reality is extremely complicated, although in the end, it is very simple: infinite

God is imaginary too, it creates itself from the fact of the absence of limitations, and it is the activity that imagines an experience to the exclusion of what is not that experience. there are infinite gods and all are aspects of the absolute. The absolute is the ultimate reality and it is beyond God, it has no beginning or end, and it is not experience, it is immobile because it includes everything, it simply is, in eternity, and ultimate it is you, without any attribute because it has all the attributes. It is total freedom, and on it, the infinite gods create their apparent movement, which is really nothing.

It is not like this! Look, reality cannot have limits. It is impossible, because those limits should be something, therefore, they should be limited as well. What does this mean? infinite, total, and absolute. reality, now, is infinite. but you are not perceiving it. Why? because YOU are a limiter. you are the act of perceiving just what you are perceiving. that is God, the will and the intelligence to create your experience. then, god is not absolute, it is relative, it is exclusive. god is imaginary! And there are infinite gods . only the absolute infinity is it real. you've seen the infinity? It is the reality that does not exclude anything, and is prior to God, intelligence and will, since it has no attribute, only one: being.

Well, really nothing exist if you don't perceive it. If something exists it is because you are perceiving it, this means that you are creating reality. you are the absolute, beyond any perception, and any perception only occurs within you. if there is a total ego death and there is only blue, it is still you being blue. being and perceiving are the same. The question is, where is the red when you are perceiving, or being, the blue? does not exist. okay. but in the eternity of existence, it never happened? Yes, everything has happened, infinite times. so where is it? belongs to the past. but time is not real, it is a creation. reality is infinite, now. all perceptions are now, but you choose to perceive blue and exclude red. but the red remains. out of your perception. infinite gods, but all are the same, the being, you.

Yes, but the ego is only a limited way of processing. Actually, the unlimited and the limited you are the same thing operating on different frequencies. So can the ego fully comprehend existence? maybe you can get close.

You are not playing, you are existing. there is no god above you running the show, existence is this, now. You are creating the greatest complexity, the greatest richness, the greatest love possible. You are doing it now. no god, well yes, because god is you. you want to exist because it is beauty, love and wonder. but there has to be a balance, the engineering work must be perfect, balanced. The spiritual work we do is not a game to get closer to God, it is God existing. god creating more perfection, more balance, more complexity. forget the external, there is only this. you, now, are existence. seek balance, openness, the greatest possible conciousness. That's what God, that's you, is doing.

Yes, i Know and understand that reasoning. The reality is this, the now. everything else is imaginary. but that does not mean that it does not exist. all it means is that reality is my direct experience, and I can't be sure of anything else, but I can't be sure that it doesn't exist either. first-order reality is this, this experience. the rest is speculation, kingdom of the mental. does this mean false? No. means not provable. but it can be proved logically. easily. If there are no limits, where are the elephants now? there must be infinitely many elephants right now, if there aren't, then there is a limitation. the point is that our direct experience is a mirage. absolute reality is what direct experience is under the surface, not what it appears to be. what appears is nothing, an illusion. being is one, unfathomable and unlimited, and it is not experience, because it does not happen, it just is. This is solipsism, and it's real.

Maybe, or not...after i wrote that, but now I'm not sure if it's just an history ?. That's the problem with psychedelics and conceptualize

if our direct experience were unlimited, there would be no form. It would be absolute, it would be nothing. No thing. there would be no experience. reality wants to be, experienced, and wants to do it to the fullest, it's it's nature. its possibilities are infinite since the non-form is potential without limit. then it limits itself in one way, and then in another. after? here is the question. after and before overlap. the multiple forms that the formless infinity creates by being them, happen simultaneously, since time is a creation. infinity has no limits and you can be whatever you want as many times as you want. in conclusion, I am infinity, and so are you

Solipsism is something very complex and I would say that it is wrong. it says that your direct experience, the now, is infinite. has no limit. you will always be in your direct experience. the second is true, you will always be in your direct experience. but the first is a lie. your direct experience is limited. reality is infinite and eternal. all that can be, is. where is all that? I only see a phone. where are the elephants, and the aliens? I do not see them. If there were no limits, I would see them. my current experience is a limiter, is to be blind to everything but this phone. if I remove the limiter, my experience expands and encompasses everything, the absolute infinity. Here is something extremely difficult to understand: if reality is infinite, and this is a fragment of reality, is it finite? no, it is infinite too. it does not have an end. if this now expands to infinity, it will still be this experience. It will always be me now. So, if I talk to you, and I perceive myself as infinite, my conclusion is: you are not real and you are not having direct experience. mistake. Bad interpretation. I don't care if you're AWAKE or if you dance with alien 8. It's a finite interpretation of the infinity

I wrote that after an experience with psychedelics, my realization was that existence is creating itself by increasing in complexity. the way in which god creates is by being. This is now God, and it is the most efficient and most perfect way possible because a balance is necessary. and a process is also necessary, an evolution. I, right now, am god being. there is nothing else, there is no god watching me. it's me. and I am balancing the fact of being to be in the most complex and perfect way possible.