Breakingthewall

Not agree, my mind is the god mind, it's just hampered by this interesting and rather complex construction that we call human life. my mind is infinite, and has the ability to understand everything. my mind, in fact, is the only thing that exists. The more I understand, the more that light shines in everything, since the lack of understanding is the prison that make me be in the dark. An example, 2 days ago, at 4 at night, I did 5meo. It is a perfect moment when you wake up in the middle of the night, as your human mind is starting up. the disintegration is total, nothing human remains, only a bottomless well, the total, absolute infinity. you embrace it and you recognize yourself, without form. then you understand what the form is, what human life is, its breadth, its perfection, it is, as it were, the infinite dancing with itself, making love, and you understand how you are doing it. everything is absolutely clear, and it is not conceptual, you cannot translate it into words. you understand what the words are, the concepts. they are a creation of now, completely limited. you can feel each strand of energy forming your existence, your past and your future in this instant, because everything is now. you are layers upon layers of intricate energetic tapestry, a work of art. you can understand everything, in an instant

not because when you really realize that there is no other is when you realize infinity, and in infinity there is no loneliness, only total freedom. You can also realize that you are alone in a more mental way, realize that you can never get out of your direct experience. This is obvious, the others are part of your direct experience, and for you, your direct experience is the absolute, so really, your direct experience is reality and there is nothing outside of it. outside it does not even exist as a concept. but you can imagine others, the others are you, but they are real, since what you imagine is real because you are infinite, your power is absolute. that's the reality and it's pretty obvious if you think about it

Why do you care what Leo says? He is just some letters on a screen, you are the infinite depth, he is nothing. use him if he is useful as inspiration and that's it. Imo he's very inspiring

Yes, that's understanding. And can be deeper

It's the same. what there is is existence, you can call it self or if you don't like that word, another. if there is understanding, there is. existence understands itself. it is indifferent that there is no witness. the witness is created to be a witness for existence. you go deeper and deeper and you understand more clearly since existence is you, even if you are a creation, you are existence. there is no real/unreal dichotomy, there is what is, and what is is understanding

exist and non exist are just labels. They are good to open your mind to new horizons but they mean nothing. what is is, and that's it. the learned conceptual mental system, the articulated thoughts, always lead to deception in these matters. the only understanding of what reality is has to be direct. To say that others only exist in your mind, and that your mind is the totality of existence implies that others exist. in your mind. since there is nothing else, that is to exist. unreal and real is a fictitious dichotomy that leads to deception. you have to get rid of the vice of labeling to begin to understand

because you are going to lose forever everything you know, to which you are so attached.

Do you realize that what you affirm here is that you understand reality?

Wow 2 days . Tell me your address and I'm sending you psychedelic hidden in a old computer. Enough for the Leo's course.

Let's see the course: Monday 30 mg 5 meo malt, Tuesday, rest and contemplation. Wednesday ,LSD, 250 ug , in the dark. Etc etc. Are you going to do it?

Are you sure about that? There is only absolute reality, the relative just seems relative. The relative is the absolute, and i think it can be understood. Obviously it's not understandable in the conceptual mind level, the thing is deep understanding, consciousness understanding itself

The infinity is me. Do you realize the enormity of what this means? It is not something distant, theoretical, fantastic...it is reality. this, now, is the infinite in action. How not to delve into it once you realize it? impossible

I have read that pcp is extremely addictive, that it leads people to go days without eating or sleeping, consuming it without being able to stop, and that basically, it takes you to hell.

.The way I see it is that there is a step 1, which is to realize the absolute, to become infinite. full opening (5meo many times is normally necessary). get out of the human paradigm, of being an entity doomed to death that must survive. once you achieve this, which is a lot, you settle in the present. but you also abandon human games a lot, they lose interest. then step 2 begins: the understanding of what reality is. psychedelics are needed once again, without them, the mind is too limited. I don't know about aliens, I know that understanding, when it happens, is magic. it is openness, depth, beauty

I can have the realization of absolute infinity whenever I want, even just by meditating, but there is much more. we are called to understanding, to rise from the mud of the animal to the level of the gods. the absolute is a bottomless pit where everything is, realizing that fills you up, but there is a magical jungle to explore. The deeper you go, the clearer everything is, and that's just beginning.

You would call your life a mirage ? It's a complex structure that have a reason. The reality is complex, and can be understood. Simplify is...simple . The reality isn't simple at all, despite we would like

What do you think about the similitude between PCP and pce? pcp is one of the most dangerous drugs out there, it can turn your life into hell. I haven't been able to find out if 3 meo pce has that addictive potential. I have read reports like yours, of healing anxiety and depression, being very careful not to overdo it. but maybe pcp is the same?

Yeah, well said. There is no higher than becoming the ocean. This does not mean that you understand all its structures, you can also dive into it and try to understand it as much as possible if you want. but AWAKENING is the first, the second is to go deep and it has no limit. you can become the alien that so smart, and that there is another alien millions of times superior, and then another billions times smarter

It's the healing of the trauma and the acceptation of the reality. This in my opinion is the beginning of the journey, not the end. up to this point you were swimming in the waters of self-created suffering. well, you have transcended suffering, your subconscious has no mysteries for you, there is no more fear, you are no longer a beggar of human love. but you are still limited. This is where psychedelics come in, not out of necessity but out of passion.

So at the end you got some moments of omniscience and a lot of frustration for be trapped in the human device. anyway, if it's possible go further it's normal to go. But for me it's enough with solving the human maze and be limitless all time. Why do you need to know the structure of reality? Helps you to be infinite? I think you are confusing quantity with quality . But maybe you are right, too soon to know And maybe one day one of those aliens comes and tell you: do you think you are awake? Poor ant...you ve not a clue of what awakening is Anyway, alien or not, a course about how to optimize the use of psychedelics from a professional as you is very interesting

Thinking carefully in this statement, contrasting it with my latest discoveries about what understanding is, i achieve the conclusion that it's probably true. Nobody understands what being human means, what the reality is, how deep it goes. I understand a bit, but not totally, I'm not totally open to what reality is, very far, but i am partially open, and i could say without doubt that it is deep and tricky. Seems that Leo really understand it. And nobody else does, it's quite sure. People simplifies, they can't understand the whole. I think i could ?. Awakening is not just become infinite in any moment. That's just the first step. Then the real work starts. The work of decipher the maze, of understanding, of open the reality. I am in the 0,001% in the game, that's not small. The game requires that you give your all, and even doing that, it's extremely difficult. Let's play.

I do not deny your statement, I would only ask for more development. If you have discovered that, share it.

Yeah, all us seem pathetic ?

Well...realizing that you are reality, the infinity that is, is not so difficult. deconstruction and psychedelics. But why do you think you can't understand anything in between? realizing infinity is the beginning of spirituality, not the end!

The thing is extremely difficult to understand, few months ago he said that he had discovered the alien awakening, and he said the following statements: the God Realizations I had were wrong, because we humans are only shown that since we couldn't bear it anymore (!) 2/ From now on only I'm going to teach the alien awakening. 3/ I see colored sentient aliens doing somersaults and riding in a helicopter, I've never been so happy. 4/ I think I've taken too much psychedelics and every time I close my eyes a portal to another dimension opens... so how do you explain this? I really want Leo to have discovered something new, a revolution! but other times I think... crazy and that's it. but the guy seems grounded and wise.... sometimes. hard to understand!