Breakingthewall

Yes, It seems so. the core of who we are is happiness, love and freedom. if you think about it, it doesn't seem like it, since life is not a smooth place, and in many cases it gets really ugly. with the logical mind, the conclusions are negative, very depressing. the mind has to do an exercise in self-deception in order not to see how horrible life is from the angle of logic

you could get in a boxing ring with a guy and practice concious suffering together

you understand infinity from infinity, with total clarity, and then you forget it, and the logical mind cannot stop trying to understand it. Its understanding is limited, but it can try to expand and get closer to some understanding

It's poorly formulated. There is only one being, one existence, and it is you. Only you exist. You won't abandon your now, your direct experience, never, so it's absolute. then solipsism is true. but you are infinite. infinite means that you are infinite forms raised to the infinite power infinite times. it is not thinkable. but now you only perceive one, right? where are the others? you are blind to them. your current experience is a limiter, something like a tube that only allows you to look through it. If you remove the limiter, you would be infinite, you really are, and you would have no form, you really are formless, form are just appearance. How is it possible that you only perceive one form? because the one is in infinite lines of existence, which are ultimately the same, like a loop interacting with itself. everything you see is infinite, even an image that you think is infinite. but in the end, it's always you, just you alone existing.

Awakening is something real, It is the breaking of the limits, becoming infinite. the finite is an illusion, reality is infinite. It is not anything you can imagine or think about, it must happen, it is an opening that has to happen. It is something more real than anything else. It's like saying: have you ever had an orgasm? Well, I don't know, once someone touched my dick a bit and I would say yes... no. if it happens, it happens. but that doesn't mean anything, then it closes, you forget it, and you're still in the same shit. but you have taken a step! You know what the direction is, where to orient yourself. After you get more open day by day, if that is your real will.

you have to transcend the relative and really open yourself to existence. in a real way, go further. If not, you're in hell. human life is crazy, everyone is locked in their capsule using thousands of avoidance micro-tactics to function day by day, living in complete stupidity, waiting for old age and death. If they did not use avoidance, the vital depression would be complete. what we have to do is truly open ourselves to the now, to reality, to what we are. this is real. right now you are, and what you are is pure existence. trying to mentally grasp this doesn't work, you have to open up. In my case, what has worked (to the extent that it has worked, I'm still working on it) is, first of all, complete will to do it, without reservations. I want to open myself totally, give myself totally. and then, the means you use: deconstruction of mental patterns, meditating for hours every day, even if it's dirty meditation, it's getting better, and psychedelics, a lot, especially 5 meo, and also mushrooms and thc. it is a blind path. nothing Leo sad, or I read, or any guru is nothing, no one has ever awakened as far as I am concerned, I am alone in this, there is nothing and no one to lean on. it is total openness, total surrender. you dare? you better, because there is no other way

Yes, it does not make any sense. If you look at reality you will see that it has a tendency. it evolves into more complexity, more consciousness, more complex designs that require complex evolution, a work of engineering and art that has a quality of intrinsic beauty and harmony. there are hard tests but they are brief and in the end there is always a liberation. what awaits you is not a dystopia, it is sublime art. a cosmic dance of unimaginable beauty

I did salvia twice, the first one left me very impressed. I was afraid to do it again, and that's why I did it. Within a second of doing it, I remembered: This is why I never wanted to do this. the sensation, the texture of reality. I immediately lost track of everything and reality broke down into crumbling cubes. the very essence of reality was crumbling. it is uncontrollable. there's nothing remotely human in a salvia trip. there's nothing left of you. Maybe I should do it again, it's tempting. and truly intimidating.

Everything exist. Think about one thing: reality is limitless, it is infinite. do you understand the scope of this? infinite. implies that everything is infinite. a piece of shit on the ground is total infinity. and within it there are infinite infinities, abysses of infinity, infinite universes within each subatomic particle, and within them, infinite shits on the ground within which there are infinite multiverses. and all those infinities are one: you. the magnitude of what you are is aberrantly infinite. but, in the other hand, your pov is absolute. there is nothing outside of it. Outside don't exist. It's infinite. it's reality. you will never leave your pov because that is what you are, and you will always exist. paradoxical? not really. the mechanics of infinity is governed by laws that are not attached to the dimensions that we know. In short, the people you meet on the street are imagined by you, and at the same time real with their pov, that is your pov, in the same place, in the same moment, now. But you are blind to it, you only can see what you can see, for now.

Great quote. Not agree. if the opening to the unthinkable happens, it happens. the how is irrelevant. the glass is filled, the prodigal son, after years of wandering, has returned. psychedelics do not guarantee that this will happen, but they do increase the chances. the psychedelic path is a path of surrender and humility. but as you have said very well above, all those who follow this path fall into an mistake, which is conceptualization. the psychedelic should be used as a tool that promotes openness, and not as something to obtain information that is later added to the mental structure. this is hardening the barrier instead of softening it, and is very common.

To truly living the moment you have to remove the barrier that isolates you, the mental flow capsule that makes that in the current experience there is a you and what is not you. to dissolve that bubble you have to go beyond fear, open yourself completely to now, accept what is, eliminate falsehood, be completely integral. It is not about good wines, the air is better than any wine, the important thing is openness

Infinity is reality. this is incontestable, since the finite is not possible. where would it end? the absence of limits is existence. Several things follow from this. The first, and most obvious, is that you are infinite. You, this existence that is being now, has no limits. You will always exist, you will always be. you have no origin or end, you are now, and your depth is unfathomable. You are absolutely alone, you will never leave your now, but you are absolutely accompanied, you are infinitely surrounded by yourself. Since from the fact of infinity a second consequence follows: I too am infinite. I and infinite nows, inside them others infinite now are, infinitely. infinite versions of the unfathomable depth, of the eternal now. How is this possible? infinite. they are all the same, they are all you, that is, when your now ends in the total void without form that's everything, and my now does the same, they will be the same now. your experience will always be, and my experience will always be, and they will merge and we will see that we were always the same, one, existence. reality, almost sure, follows a cycle of existence. You started as a very simple energy structure and you have been changing to the current form, growing in complexity, and you will continue changing to more and more complex forms in a cosmic cycle that ends in the formless totality. infinite structures follow this cycle and all of them are you. this cycle will repeat itself infinitely, existence existing, in a dance of inconceivable proportions. never repeated, always new, alive, perfect. So look at the now, look at what is, go into it. It is eternal, if has no limits, you will always be here. Relax, don't want to keep anything. you have everything. Just open yourself to the now, and continue to exist, since you cannot stop doing it. The adventures that await us, the beauty that we will be, the love that we will embody, is far beyond our little human imagination. We will never get tired of this cycle, for one reason: infinite. it is complete freedom. Open your heart to the now, being human is not an easy game, although it can be extremely beautiful.

of course, everything you can do more pure, intelligent, deep, pleasant, your experience, welcome. what i was saying is that to go truly deep we have to be able to completely let go of preference. do we want to do this? I for now not. There are things that I prefer in this experience over others. I would say that to fully immerse yourself in the absolute you have to put the absolute above the relative, completely. This implies giving up the relative. but perhaps this is not exactly so. we will see

@michaelcycle00 the issue is complicated. relative reality sucks. No need to review it again. and it can be much worse, they can make you a slave and force you to work with whips, or torture you for fun. existence is a true enigma, spirituality is going beyond the relative, undoing the enigma. You are tied to the relative, like everyone else. and most of those who say they have transcended are deceived. since you have had a particularly unpleasant experience, you have more options to go further.

Shadguru is wrong imo, let go doesn't mean that he's saying, like letting go of your business, or your car while driving. It refers to completely letting go of the mind and sinking deep into the present moment. now, here, is the absolute, but our separation activity prevents us from seeing it. we are living in an apparent reality processed by a mind that relates some things to others, that is why our vision is relative. as the hsing hsing ming poem says, the moment you outline the slightest preference, heaven and earth separate infinitely. to really wake up we must really be without preference, not desire anything, including that heaven of which the poem speaks. Only be. Being is absolute, it has no opposite, and it is the truth. To go deeper into being, you have to abandon desire. you can only let go of wanting when you realize that being is absolute. that its content is indifferent, only its essence is important, and its essence is infinite. it does not matter one thing or another because the two things are.

True, extremely difficult. it requires not caring, really letting go of control. This is why we use psychedelics, but they are only an advance. the goal is to fully immerse ourself in existence, to truly transcend the limited appearance. Why this game has this design? Shit, we have to let go even those questions.

@RubenThaller2001 spirituality is getting out of the domain of the mind to realize and be the reality. the ego mind is very powerful and irretrievably absorbs us. you have to do a serious job to identify how far it goes and be able to detach yourself from it. Regarding solipsism, it is something very silly and toxic. Let's see, if what we want is to separate ourselves from the mind and get into the now, what is the point of substituting one mental construction for another, which is also psychotic? solipsism can help you wake up in the sense of making you see that there is nothing outside of you, you are reality, but you must not take it literally, as people do, who get stuck there

Box 5 maybe, because it's necessary, because here and now I exist, and I have to go deeper into this, I have to get to the bottom. not doing it is crazy, not a possibility. It's not about being happier, it's about getting out of the deception, realizing the pure, real truth

energy blockages are caused by fear. At one point you were afraid and you created energetic patterns of avoidance since you could not face certain things. the solution is to face them. Since they are not things that you are aware of, it is not easy, you are not even aware of those blocks, they are simply there, they are part of you and you have normalized them. until they disappear you don't realize they were there. Total fearlessness is, imo, full awakening, so dissolving those energetic blockages is the work we're supposed to be doing. looking existence in the face requires stepping over your fear. some fear may exist, but you have to be aware of it. the best way to overcome fear is to abandon the control. Ultimately there is nothing to keep or protect, everything will be given, your life will end. get the mental attitude that is: ok, end right now, seriously. I open myself to it. open yourself to everything, surrender yourself to the now. doing this is really difficult, first you can do it for a few seconds, little by little, longer, more often. that's the work for me.

You become a bottomless hole, and all energy patterns disappear. nothing remains, only the infinite depth. in some unthinkable way, that is total existence, you.

This is like a game, and as in any good game, things are difficult. It is an extremely complicated puzzle in which if you make the wrong moves, you will pay the consequences. there are no shortcuts, you must play it.

Vape 20 mg of 5meo DMT. You will realize that you have relaxed control for the first time in your life.

It is impossible for that to be so since it would be limited, and reality is infinite. everything is infinitely alive, and within everything there are infinitely many living infinites.

the problem with salvia is that it's not nice. It's like reality stops being a comfortable place and changes its texture. everything is sharp, evil, demonic. reality emits a background sound that is like the scream of a demon, syncopated, crazy. and everything jumps rhythmically, and shows you its sharp fangs. the entire reality breaks down into cubes, and loses its stability, reality bounces, and you must bounce with it, or everything will disappear. It's like a roller coaster that takes you on a tour of hell. It's very unpleasant, but at the same time it's funny

You can't allow or not allow the mental flow because"you" are the mental flow. the relative you is a mental construction created by the constant mental flow, which creates a kind of bubble that seems to enclose you and isolates you from reality. if the bubble disappears, you realize it didn't enclose you, but you were the bubble. the terror of loneliness comes from the fear of the bubble disappearing. you need to interact with others to feed it. If you are alone, you will talk to yourself, create conversation, evoke memories, etc. everything to maintain the illusion of a you in relation to what is not you. if the bubble bursts, there are no limits. you have to prepare yourself little by little for this