Breakingthewall

The illusion is that there seems to be a you in front of what is not you, but what is happening is real, or as real as anything can be. the absolute is exactly this, this moment. what is relative is the interpretation we give it, as something that develops over time and as something divided into two parts: you vs not you. but apart from that interpretation, the absolute is the actual experience

They appear as what they are not just because you don't see what they really are. we meditate or do psychedelics to realize the "truth" but the truth is the existence. The change from one state to another in a repetitive way is what makes us realize that you we the truth, whatever state we are in.

only you exist, but you are infinitely fragmented. that is to say, I also exist, but it is that I am you. if we empty the mind we are exactly the same. we are even if we don't empty it because everything apparent is a mirage. what we are is infinite and not limited to anything. there is no loneliness because we love ourselves infinitely. forget to conceptualize, while you are in the logical mind you will not understand it, because its dimension is another. something in 2d can't understand 3d so relax and enjoy

For me the difference is that I am not interacting with reality, but I am this experience that is happening. there are no other people or external events but everything is a unit that moves. understanding the nuances of this movement is fundamental and is what makes the limitations dissolve more and more. reality takes on a meaning, a direction, like a choreography that unfolds. It's like a psychedelic trip. I am the one who is creating this trip, and there is nothing in which it does not have a precise meaning. everything is about deepening you, all the obstacles that I put had that objective. It is a harmonic dance of love and beauty. You just have to follow the rhythm, understand its harmony, bend to it and at the same time direct it with your will.

you were nothing before you were born because you were never born. you have always been now. right now you are, creating a complicated structure that appears to be a life with a timeline. all this is apparent, memory is part of that structure and is being created now, like everything that exists. you always are and will be now, changing form, deepen in the infinite depth of yourself

I mean, there is not outside of you. You are the reality. You don't see this? Everything is you. turning to "inside" is fine until you realize that inside and outside are the same. the understanding to which I refer is this, to understand what reality is. you are reality . understand yourself, to love you more deeply. You will always be looking for more love, because that is what reality does, it dances with itself in a dance of joy and love, which goes deepening without end, since there is no end. You can easily see this with psychedelics, since they destructure the apparent reality and only the essence of what is remains, and it is easily perceived. after you realize that sober reality is exactly the same

Those techniques and strategies never work. the only thing that works is the understanding of what you are, of what reality is. all that negativity is your vital desire focused in the wrong way. This is a labyrinth, it must be understood and clarified, the energy channels must flow freely towards the unlimited, not twist on themselves.

Well, lack of sense of judgement, or be unintelligent, means at the end lack of understanding

Maybe you don't understand what stupidity is. Stupidity is lack of understanding

It's you who don't realize that there is not outside of you to look for love. Everything is you trying to deepen in the love. That experience where you make a differenciation between inside and outside is god. Every desire is god trying to deepen in the love that existence is. A raper is god trying to deepen in the love. Everything is that.

There is no darkness, just light focused stupidly. the way to handle it is to try to be as non-stupid as possible.

I know more or less what I am. in a superficial, vague way that sometimes escapes. This is the only knowledge and the key is to deepen in it. until where? we will see. The most possible.

@Moksha @Yimpa I call desire the act of love of the infinite with itself that results in you. and the desire that I have for more depth, more love, more truth and more life is exactly that same desire. and that is the same desire of a miser for money, of a drug addict for drugs, of a dictator for power, only oriented in, let's say, the wrong way. wrong because it imprisons him instead of freeing him, because it has the opposite effect of what he is looking for, that is love. then, the problem is not the desire, but the stupidity of focusing it in such a way that you get the opposite of what you want. You have to understand who you are, what you want, and how to get it

That's how you see it, I see it the other way around. the higher your consciousness, the less fear and attachment and the more strong desire, since you are desire. Wish=love

Everything is the truth, only the truth exist ?. the only thing we do is try to have a deeper, more beautiful, more pleasant existence, without the terror of death. For this we must understand the limitations that prevent us from being more conscious. but in the end it's all a matter of desire and preference

Yeah, everything is reality but we make a differenciation according to understand in our conceptual minds what is limitation and what is freedom. You could say that limitations are reality too, but doing that, where is the point to talk about anything?

What is dreaming according you? God is infinite desire, if you prefer. Desire is not ego, fear yes. They are not the same.

What?

Reality is desire. Without desire, there is nothing

How do you know if others are same or maybe more lucid and silent but have realized how to fully open up to the glory of what reality is at a depth never seen before? Don't you give that even a chance? What are you basing yourself on to be 100% sure of denying this? Or maybe you need that?

The truth, a very strange madness and very difficult to decipher in which I had to fight to the maximum, or the madness that surrounded me was going to swallow me and kill me, after a funny preamble of depression, addiction, failure and sickness. Same than many others. I think that only my mother's enormous love in childhood has given me the strength and intelligence to find the way. life can be extremely difficult and extremely harsh

You are all stuck in your closed-mindedness. is incredible. you prefer to be right to the truth. the reality of what we are can be open, understood, clear as a lake. beautiful as heaven, transparent as air . and you don't listen, you are like the Pharisees ??

You equate two different things. thats why understanding is essential. attachment and fear has to be a tendency to zero, desire has to be a tendency to infinity.

I'm in the fight. Without a doubt, a truly difficult challenge. I have always had business, with the current one, four. always successfully. My previous business was a bit strange, planting weed, hydroponic with leds, about a thousand plants, illegal btw since in my country it is prohibited. with a partner, a house for that, etc. the business before was even stranger ?. The current one is the great challenge, I started 1.5 years ago, and I'm going with everything, to the maximum. I go around looking for very cheap sailing boats, from a widow for example, poorly maintained, in difficult places. I put them in conditions, and I sell them. so far 7 sold until now, but because god has been too generous with me. The first one I bought was small, 8 m, I named it with my mother name and after a couple of trials, I took it on a solo 8 day ocean trip. others not so long, two days, three, but very negligent. they were carelessly sold too. I became lazy with my previous business, confortable, weak. I am aiming for steel cross-country boats, for people who have a vital project of a multi-year trip, as I once did with a girl years ago. I know what those people want. Right now I have two steel boats and I am preparing them to the maximum. I am reaching my full potential little by little. I feel strength, total dedication. It is my act of love towards another person. the future owner who will make his trip. I want to give them something really good. That's on my mind when I work all day like a robot, learning very fast. I find bad people and good people, people who wants to help and scammers and money-hungry misers. I am sharper every day. I am in a delicate situation because there is a great crisis in the world and my money may run out, but there is no other way than forward, and i feel clearly that everything is following a path, if i do my part, the thing is going to work. I want to reach the excellence, give my best. Let's see.

Without your desires you are dead. It's something important to understand