Breakingthewall

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  1. I would say that he says that for there to be duality there must be fear. without fear, duality collapses. fear is the cement of life. At the moment in which fear disappears, goodbye duality, goodbye life.
  2. You told me in private but i answer you here. it's not to feel insecure here, as you said, it's that I was in a state of total openness and that's why I wrote, and that guy is a toxin who releases hatred and sadness just by spreading shit, and he completely spoiled the trip, the opening to infinity and the night . So I figured a guy this toxic needs to go away, no more of his shit. Not matter of insecurity or ego, just I don't like bitterness being put into my vein.
  3. I don't know, but if you're here now, I'd say the dance never stops. the infinite, the void and the god mode is this, now. if the movement stops, it is because there never was movement.
  4. Id say that most of people who you are talking here are beyond of that The word that is closer to define what we are is depth. Not too easy imo
  5. the thing is very subtle. I have reached a point where very close to the surface is the realization of what really is. it is something very shocking. with very little of any psychedelic including weed it becomes obvious: bottomless existence existing. the ecstasy of the dance that is taking place. It cannot be explained, it is as if the limits of reality dissolve and you really see. but really, here and now. so, what is the ego? what is this story? It is very difficult to define it, but I would say that it is basically fear. A well-founded fear, obviously. If every time you go out on the street someone hits you in the face with a bat, would you be afraid? Well, that's how the mechanisms of the ego are, they are insurmountable. You can see through them, but you can't remove them. The other day a heavy weight fell on my little finger and I crushed it, tearing out the nail. When it happened I thought: well, it's a good opportunity, the pain is nothing. it can't affect me. ??. man, it's impossible. it is foolish to try to "defeat" the ego. the ego is there and that's it, and if you're smart you'll know how to see through it. drugs are not "something external", they are part of reality, that is, part of you. they are there for something. I just know that when the abyss of this moment opens, it's pure glory, pure freedom, pure movement, infinity. The work is to realize that as deeper as is possible, because it gives to your life another dimension.
  6. Yes, beyond the mind. For example, if you take mushrooms and you realize what the relationship with your girlfriend really is, you understand the dynamics, how two people interact, they get into the mind of the other and the bond that is created. It's not something you analyze by talking, it's something that you see
  7. True understanding is silently in the sense that it's not with words. It's for example to understand what the monkey mind is. You can't do it from the monkey mind
  8. The understanding is the mean to go deeper in this. What you're talking about is breaking your chains and getting fully into what you are, infinite existence. It is wild, total joy. completely addictive, as you say. nothing is comparable. everything in this world is a joke in comparison. The more you understand, the more you let go. It's like a chain reaction and it goes faster and faster. it is the real change, the rebirth, the old is finally truly released. the new thing is the amplitude without limits. At the end I'm really getting the real thing. It's more than any expectation
  9. I was thinking in you. I read you recently posting, not just to me, to others too, and i understand. have met people like you throughout my life, several times. You are people who hate everything that deviates from the "official", which makes you feel calmer. incapable of real understanding, of real originality. attacking everything that you cannot understand, which sadly is a lot. without more arguments than hate, trying to lower the other, cancel it. in real life, unfortunately, I've had to learn to push the influence away from this kind of person. It seems that people here tolerate this well, it's strange, because this is an opening forum, an attempt for the mind to flourish, break its chains and be free. just the opposite of what you want and what you hate so much to see in others and that you try to nullify and ridicule with your sarcasm. You are toxic friend, like poison. if you were in real life, you would be pushed aside, however necessary. It's not difficult because i know the main characteristic of people like you: cowardice. although I know that people like you, if they have a position of power or the support of others, can be very dangerous. Here, I can only try to make people see what kind of influence you are. i hope it's obvious. Sadly, there is no hope with people like you, just put the poison away. sounds childish that i spend time saying this but no, i spend time in this forum and i do my best. and you dirty this place. you should leave.
  10. Fear and vanity. We think they are not but they are. if they weren't, we would be immersed in the absolute now. we are, but with fear and vanity as an anchor
  11. @Squeekytoy I smoked 2 puff of weed, i was in a state of openess, looking the infinity in front me, i read that post and i felt like dissolution, i wanted to share here, and you come with that shit? Man you are toxic. But I'm idiot. Both have something to learn. But If it's your revenge because that of the other day , ok, be happy . i love you even you are an idiot ?
  12. what does that mean? . Don't you see your sarcasm and negativity in every post? try lowering? you waste my time with this shit, I'm completely idiot answering you, that's the truth. Thanks for teach me something
  13. @Squeekytoy man really i don't understand you. Because you are all the time with negativity and sarcasm. You can say what you want, express yours, but only say: what you say is stupid, you need 10 years, without explaining why, annoying. It is empty annoyance, negativity without contributing. What is your purpose doing that? Just read your posts again. They are toxic. If you don't like that i tell you, I'm sorry, but they are
  14. Your friend is having a bad time stuck in a nightmare of confusion and to try to get out of it he goes deeper. what he should do to stop looking at the shapes his mind makes and concentrate on the experience that is happening, until the now opens like an infinite well and he realizes that he is existence existing
  15. I see the masculine is the spear, the direct, the open, what gives itself. the feminine is inward, dark, intricate, mysterious, deep.
  16. @Squeekytoy what is your goal? prove that people are stupid? for what purpose?
  17. @Squeekytoy man, we should try to make this a place without ego. Forget anything that happened and that's it. if nasty things are said, then the system is reset to zero and another conversation is started The only thing is go get something of the conversation, nothing else exist.
  18. If something I told you bothers you, I'm sorry, but I told you because it bothers me the attitudes of putting sticks in the wheel just for pleasure
  19. I was explaining something that happens inside of me, an opening, the vision of what binds me and how it binds me. If you are not interested in understanding it, I understand it perfectly, but stop saying stupid things without any sense just to win or seems smart. just talk about yours, put something positive here, it will be welcome, or just try to understand the others
  20. Conciseness confer submission to the reality
  21. Awakening can be positive, to gain breadth, vision, understanding, and negative, to get shit off your back. lighten all the weight They are two things that complement each other to achieve one thing: total openness to existence, leaving nothing behind. throw yourself into the infinite well, without reservations. Do you even understand what I'm talking about? or you do not see your ties.
  22. awakening is many things, that's one more
  23. It is not easy to realize the shit that is in you. It goes with you everywhere and as it is always there, you don't even see it anymore. fear, vanity, all that must be completely let go. Are barriers that keep you inside