Breakingthewall

yes, it has some of ocd. On the other hand, many times those obsessions are something else. there is still something encysted, some negative mental pattern caused by that toxic treatment, and until you release it, the thoughts are there. suddenly you realize the extent of the damage, how you are hiding negative patterns, the elephant in the room. then finish. but if there are others, start again, until everything is clear... I guess

no idea... but seeing that this experience follows defined patterns, a development, a purpose, an intention, karma, and seeing the beauty, the love, the perfection that is hidden under the apparent chaos, I imagine an evolution towards more beauty, More love, more purpose. but... who knows? we will see soon

@Someone here great report.

I did twice, but I wouldn't say that's insanity. It is strange, unpleasant, intimidating, but sane in the sense that it is what it is. if reality crumbles into cubes, while the scream of a demon is heard in the background, that is reality. for me insanity is the need to imagine that you are persecuted by the cia, or that you are the chosen one, or any other story, because you cannot bear reality.

true insanity occurs in wounded people, who cannot face their wounds and create a kind of mental bypass to avoid what is impossible for them to assimilate. It does not mean that his vision is wrong compared to other correct visions, but that it is a subterfuge.

For me the only thing that works is to stop and open myself to the now, to expand my mind, to realize what I am: the bottomless depth that is, now. I have, let's say, a mental problem. my mind drifts towards thinking about my father, who was a horrible narcissist, demon, and I would really like to kill him, but since he is already dead... so I have to stop many times to get out of this spiral of hatred. my father is the key to my spiritual progress, but it is a very annoying, unpleasant, disgusting recurring thought. I don't know if one day I will be able to truly get rid of it

I'd say that It is the result of a will, without a doubt, to open yourself up to reality. The means could be different.

You don't even know what it's awakening, nobody knows, only me, but I can't explain it. ?

possibly this statement is true in most of the Cass. It is one thing to use psychedelics as an opening tool and another as an end in itself. the latter is evasion, and evasion never works. but on the other hand, the case at hand is a special case. It's hard to understand what Leo is trying to do, where it's leading. ken wilber and everyone who talks about psychedelics doesn't know 5meo. Yes, I know this seems banal but it is not, 5meo is not a substance that takes you to fantastic realms or serves as an evasion, it is a x1000 enhancer of the deepest meditation. what Leo is doing (in my opinion) is the total breaking of the limitation that it means to be human. the complete opening to infinity to an impossible level. His way of expressing it is confusing, and for me, clumsy, but reading between the lines, my conclusion is that there is much more than what seems

It depends on the definition you use for yourself, for my know it is to know something by memory, and to understand, to see it now

reason and logic are manifestations of the mind . There is only one mind, but it is limited. if you remove all limitations, it is unlimited

the mind can understand everything, since the mind is existence. everything is mind, and its capacity for understanding is unlimited, but for this to be so, limitations must be dissolved

Just because I like to understand things

Maybe it's impossible to understand where is Leo now, just possible to understand what he's doing

imo Leo's insults towards rivers occurred because the latter, lately, made mocking allusions to the "alien" issue. Leo has a big sensitive ego, ohhh. He's not the most balanced guy in the world. As a human, it might be quite difficult, but as a mystic, I think it's on another level. but that's just my belief. At least he's authentic... or maybe not and he's playing to the eccentric master?? Nah, I think he's . In another hand, I'd say that rivers don't catch Leo's essence, he thinks he's getting crazy, overdosing psychedelic, lack of integration, etc, when Leo is not interested in any integration, he just want to go deeper. Let's see where he's arriving. He's a pioneer. If you want to understand Leo a bit, you should understand 5 meo

@Someone here jail for 1 or 2 acid inside a book? The thing is, if you want something, you get it. in goa people do raves and take drugs like in europe. but sorry for questioning you, I did it as a reaction to your answer, it's your life, I hope you will do the best, advancing in maturity, freedom and happiness

That's a way, another way are the psychedelics. Look, the point is not that psychedelics show you things that you then add on your hard drive, that's the wrong way to use them, it's that they teach you to release the control. If you do 5 meo, you give up control to an impossible point, since you stop being the energetic pattern that defines you as a human. your body disappears, the entire energy pattern that you are, with all its intricate structures, is completely flattened, there are only beams of energy to infinity, and what you are is an infinite hole from existence flows. The insights you bring from this may be interesting, but what is truly helpful is educating yourself to fully let go. You would need to be a born mystic who also meditated for decades to achieve this. If you do it a lot, little by little you can let go sober. For most people, it makes possible the otherwise impossible.

@Arthogaan For me, the issue of solipsism is solved like this: on the one hand, there is the experience that is happening, the now, this, me. On the other hand is the conceptualization. To think that others have an experience similar to yours is a concept, an idea. It is not false, nor true, it is an idea. it is not experiential. if reality is this, the experience, the others are only real insofar as they appear in the experience. they are part of the experience, therefore, part of you. This does not mean that they have no experience, it means that their possible experience is a projection of your mind, a concept. so, what you said about lucy and the other characters in the dream, yes, maybe it's something like that, infinity is having infinite simultaneous experiences, but that...is a concept. reality is this. here now. infinite. So, beyond the concept.

If you saw how wrong you are in everything, your mouth would open in astonishment. I repeat: humility and integrity But I'm done, keep in your way, good luck

I say it for your own good, let's see if you get out of your hole a little. integrity and humility. you need a lot of both

@Someone here You are absolutely dumb man, the concept come after the realization, and come just for make an explanation. Like red is an explanation of an experience. Red is not a concept, if you have seen the red. If you haven't seen the red, like your case, speak infinite hours about the "red" , that you don't know what is, is mental masturbation . Could you understand this basic idea?

Man, You don't understand what I said, because it is a galaxies of your understanding. From my understanding, that is not so high, you are a kid of 6 years old. If I where you, I'd try to be humble, if not you are going to spend all your life into sadness. But it's your life.

Yeah, sure that the dogs are enlightened, because they have no beliefs, but the thing goes much deeper. As I said before, all the barriers can dissapear for a moment, you become infinite, and your understanding is infinite. you see with perfect clarity what reality is, what you are, the singularity that flows infinitely from the nothing and makes love to itself, and you see with total clarity what this experience is, all its layers, the superimposed energetic pattern that the experience human that is happening is. This is not just abandoning your beliefs, it is much more, it is what we call spirituality.

If you really have gotten rid of the conceptual mind, this is where the good stuff begins. the conceptual mind is a prison. They are structures that limit you, you have to be able to dissolve them at will. once you do that and your psyche is just amplitude, that's when you can begin to understand. but what you understand and how you understand it is hardly expressed in words. This does not mean that you are "enlightened", that to me is a fallacy. it is simply that you are free of barriers. the conceptual mind is a basic programming language to act in practice, not to understand reality. reality is only understood by being so. About "enlightenment", well, although you are free of the conceptual mind, your awareness only goes as deep as it can. is still limited. the total comprehension of reality is the total mystical experience. this is the revelation. to get there, you have to pave the way, but doing so does not guarantee that it will happen, it only promotes it

Evolution. reality sets up obstacles and by overcoming them it evolves. the zebras may also be thinking how god is such a son of a bitch to put lions there. that's not fun, isn't it? but it is like it is, just play the game. And be proud of that you are playing a difficult game.