Breakingthewall

Exactly. all that of affirming things must be transcended. You have to live the experience directly without the need to interpret it. to be is to understand. define is confusion. You have to see the line, the layer of ice that limits the surface with the depth, break it and submerge. affirm: nothing exists outside of my direct experience. it is neither true nor false, it is a limitation. You had a pretty good adventure btw.

@Jowblob those masters are feeding for their students, let's see if they are in the misery, may be the would have an ego. btw some days ago I did a psychedelic that I think you will like a lot: 2cb. Let's say like a mix of MDMA and LSD. I have to do higher dose but seems really interesting

Yes, and tomorrow I feel lazy so why to work. the only problem with the ego is that you have to understand it and use it, or if it eats you up, you become some kind of crazy mental whirlwind. the ego nowadays is extremely complex, it is not about digging ditches to avoid lions, it is a subtle matter. Either you tame him or you are his whore. You need awakening at the end, because if not, it's impossible to tame it

Without thinking, the humans would have been extinguished the day after they appeared

If we loose all fear, we will die . Fear is necessary. that's how human existence is. You have to find the balance, minimal fear but enough. For example, identifying useless fears and discarding them completely, staying with the essential fears, knowing that at a given moment we can also let them go, disappear as humans and no problem. We are always here, existing. Go as deep as possible, trascend the human, identify with the existence.

the ego is just fear. there are possibilities that you want to avoid, and you act by controlling the situation so that they do not occur. it is a natural, legitimate and inevitable human function, like the hunting instinct in lions for example. the thing to do with the ego is not to allow it to turn you into a total controller, because it's a fantasy, it's impossible, you can't control the 99,9% of the thing, so let's control what it's possible and totally relax in what isn't. The controller has to dance with the absence of control, knowing that at the end, everything is exactly how it has to be

Just go again. Scary, right? We have to go again and again, not just once

alcohol is legal because it has been consumed chronically since time immemorial. They tried to ban it and it was a disaster. Drugs like cocaine and heroin are prohibited because they are highly addictive. Psychedelics, as stated above, were legal, but were perceived as very dangerous by the hippie movement, events like Manson's, and for representing the counterculture in general. the desire to destroy the established, of a total revolution. they were perceived as dangerous because they really were. now they are not, nobody pays attention to them. Who else ignores them is the general public, hardly anyone is interested in "raising their conscience", if you go around saying that they look at you as if you were an idiot. people are interested in having fun, getting pleasure and polishing their egos.

@Razard86 some time ago you posted another similar, hypersonic music, since then I listened many times. Powerful. Thanks for sharing.

solipsism is true and false at the same time. infinity is paradoxical and is not governed by linear logic. This is so because at infinity the whole and the part are the same. let's say solipsism is true as far as you're concerned

I am afraid that the Assyrians will condemn me to the torture of the box. They place you in a box where your arms and head remain outside, they smear you with honey and wait for the insects to come. you have two personal guards to force you to drink and eat, since the agony of being eaten by the insects can last up to a month. they enter your intestines and devour you from the inside. Thus they tortured a soldier for achieving an overly popular victory. the king was envious of him. nice people those assyrians

I don't think there is such a thing as an ego but levels of egoism. egoism is necessary, without it you would dissolve, you would not be an individual. In an environment where survival is difficult, selfishness is the main virtue. selfishness as an individual and as a tribe. red stage, war, slavery, etc. As the human is not an individual entity, but a hive organism, selfishness is placed at the service of the tribe or nation. for centuries humans have had the nation above individual interest, until the mid-twentieth century when the nation ceases to matter and everything focuses on the individual (in west). here selfishness/survival translates into acceptance/rejection = life/death. if you have been rejected, low self-esteem. everyone playing this game without knowing what they are doing. The very selfish person today is not a miser or a conqueror, but may seem like a fully functional family and friend type. It's not bad to be selfish, it's just a veil to the truth of existence. Those who have been rejected, have had self-esteem problems, are more likely to open up to the truth, if they are ambitious and intelligent enough to solve the puzzle.

Try to snort 7 mg , if it's really 5meo malt you will feel the effects without doubt.

@bensenbiz 5meo is a process. really break your limits, and you really become infinite. it's real, absolutely. but in order to open yourself to it you need to rewire yourself, purify yourself.

Well, The first few times I couldn't breakthrough, so I vaped 18mg and was a breakthrough, but very unpleasant. infinite void. After that I did it many more times, but low doses, vaping 10 mg, I was quite scared, until I saw it clearer and one day I vaped 18, again infinite void, the next day 20, horrible void , and right after again more than 20 mg and then I had a total breakthrough, but it took me more than a year from the first time until I could do it, and it's still difficult

5meo to me sometimes feels like raping the doors of heaven. You are opening something that would not naturally open. In my case, intuitively, I did it little by little, step by step. integrating each step, and then the next. but maybe it's better how you've done it, faster, but now you have more ego reaction. This reaction is the equalization of your psyche prior to the trip with the opening of the trip. a major adjustment is necessary, and since everything has been so violent, the adjustment seems to be annoying. Give yourself time, and if I were you, I would do it again when things stabilize. If you've started, I don't think you want to stop now

can be known and is very simple: infinite. but the only way to know it is to be it. you have to become infinite really. without leaving anything of apparent finiteness. you can intuit it, but if you want to know/be it, you have to die, or simulate to die with 5meo

If something starts at a given moment, it already has an implicit end in its own existence. Really, if something starts it's because it doesn't really exist, it's just an idea, a dream. It seems like it lasts a while but it's an instant. 1 followed by a million zeros of years is the same as a fraction of a second, it is an idea of the infinity, an instant in which the time of the development of a universe is created. the infinite submerges itself in that fictitious time that seems real, but there is no time. existence is always now. Trapped in the eternal now. It looks like a jail, pure horror. The first time I had this realization it was maximum horror. later I realized that although this is so, the depth of now is infinite. freedom is total. hallelujah is the definition

your case is simple. the circumstance of your human life is complex, dysfunctional, dissonant, without a valid solution. your output is transcendence. total, complete transcendence. In the end, adapting to human structures is a real pain in the ass, boring, sad and superficial. to hell with that. transcend, truly, to the fullest. infinity awaits you. but the work is serious, hard and difficult. Either you do, or your life will be a spiral to hell. I don't know you, maybe I talked too much, but from what I've read about you, I feel quite identified and there is no other way: the truth. the best way by the way

It cannot because of the mechanics of infinity. reality is infinite, because reality is just absence of limits. the finite is not real, it just appears as finite, since any part of the infinite is the complete infinite. then, the infinite can be divided infinitely, but each part is the total infinite, therefore, the same.

What do you prefer, pushing a wheelbarrow with wooden wheels, or piloting a last generation fighter? the wheelbarrow is less trouble, that's for sure.

@Someone here the matter is not about books, it is about reality, what we are. You know what I'm talking about, obviously. any ideology is going to be just a patch, you have to get out of your mind, if not, there is only shit, in abundance.

@Someone here open yourself to infinite love and forget any limitation that your mind is trying to impose to you. Just break all the walls. Be a man.

I would say that what appears to be the act of looking is an illusion. precisely the illusion that creates the duality. You are not looking at anything, you are reality being. this being at this moment manifests itself as an observer who looks at reality, so looks itself. But really there is not the act of looking think of a fetus. He does not look at anything, there are no limits to his perception. Or one could say, there is no perception, since perception is created by limitation. the fetus is only empty, but total, infinite. The moment objects begin to appear, duality begins to be created, the observer and the observed. it is all a single thing fluctuating, taking forms. to be conscious of forms the fiction of an observer is needed, but the observer and the observed are the same. The thing is, how to escape from this particular paradigm in which we are? if you take eg 600 ug of lsd, or vape 20 mg of 5 me or DMT, the paradigm is broken. there is no longer an observer. death of the ego . there is only being, fluctuation, limitless depth. then the paradigm returns, it is impossible to escape from it, it is a solid energetic pattern, it is the structure that it means to be a human.

Openess is to be open to what reality is. it would be said that the human is an embryo, something that tries to emerge. and it is quite a painful birth. there is no rest, there is evolution. or rather, there is rest when you realize the fact that there is not rest and you enjoy the path, you refine it and elevate it as much as possible, since that is your mission