Breakingthewall

What I find most difficult to let go of is the need for other people to understand you. the need to share is great, I guess that's why we're here.

The experience I was talking about is, first, the subject/object duality disappears. I am not perceiving something, but it is reality happening. This reality first becomes a flat grey square, and then the void opens. the void expands without limit, there is no observer, there is a void that expands infinitely and there is absolutely nothing. only the consciousness of infinite emptiness. once you get out of there, it seems to you that you have realized the pure horror. limitless horror. without the slightest handle, without the slightest life. when it ends it leaves you with a feeling of death.

change the angle of reasoning. 1 this experience is the only thing that exists for you. this is true right? 2 you are you, and you can never be someone else, because if you were to become someone else, you would still be you appearing as someone else. there is no doubt about this, right? So, if you will always remain you, and for you this experience is obviously the only thing that exists, this results that this experience is the only thing that exists. and there is no more. and if now you think: well, but there are other experiences... that is only a thought that has arisen in your experience. you will never get out of it, in all eternity. So go deep in this experience. Be totally aware of this moment, remove any distractions, any ideas of "out." this moment is total reality. here, now, the absolute is.

You are right, if we want to play this game seriously, total detachment is necessary. this is extremely difficult for almost all of us.

Seriously, Imagine that you are a youtuber and you make videos with your ideas about spirituality and a lot watch them. imagine releasing the video of the solipsism. what is the purpose of that? because the video is something that has unbalanced many people, although it maybe could push some to the real awakening. but has it done it? Is Leo a crazy? Or he's a genius? Both? Id say you think he's more to crazy...but let's see, maybe he's a genius. A real one. But maybe not! Maybe he's limited. mystery... for now

Yeah, We each have our technique. mine is: open yourself to the now. the now is. allow the now to be. allow yourself to be. release any grip. let yourself go. This moment is. Then, if it is the right moment, you will mix with the now and realize what this moment is. Bottomless.

Yours truly, wondering in amazement at this Lila, created by her Majesty Maya, that can also come with the flavour of infinitely hilarious. Did I just hear her whisper "it never gets boring, darling, does it?". Seductive she is, before she died once more a sudden death by Trekchö. Selling Water by the River ??? Great analysis of the situation. It is not easy to understand the mental drift to which all this leads. fascinating trying to understand it? btw i have the same problem as bazooka , i am an addicted.

Seems that you are working seriously to become psychotic. Why don't you turn around that false masochistic path and try something positive? What is there inside your psyche that pushes you to the horror of madness? Dig deep and identify it. it is a pattern, something that life implanted in you when you were a child. deconstruct your psyche completely, understand the mystery. Understand yourself, face yourself. This madness is an avoidance mechanism

Frank yang , in a video i watched, said that he had done 5 meo just one time and that yes, incredible, and he made some faces as if to emphasize it, but that was not true enlightenment blah blah. You have to do 5meo 10 times or more, plus 40 low doses, for it to work for you. you have to learn to open yourself to 5 meo. Later, to open yourself to the now all time that you can. I'm working on it And the absolute is the absolute, it doesn't matter 5meo of anything. It's obvious, it can't be any other way

Beyond the cessation is the absolute, the whole existence. It seems incredible that something like this exists, since it is life, unleashed existence, everything is there. there is no concept "outside" since you encompass infinity. It becomes obvious that this is so, because where would it be if not everything? nothing can not be, the indisputable fact of non limits prevents non-existence. Non existence is a limitation. there is your girlfriend, your dog, your father, the infinite multiverses, within which there are infinite multiverses, without limit. Everything mixed in the infinite formless. There is not limit. and everything is you. the absolute. you are the existence. your glory has no limits, it is not imaginable. kneel down and cry, humble yourself, scream for joy and freedom. because you have seen. The perfection of total existence without limitations.

I have experienced total cessation many times, far too many as it is horrible for me. cessation is absolute emptiness, there is nothing, there is no self, there is only awareness of nothing without limits. the first 10 times I did 5meo was that. I did it several times in the same day many times to understand, and I understood it. cessation is an experience, the same as having a coffee in a bar. qualitatively it makes no difference. I learned the following: if you had a void experience, and in the next 10 minutes you did 5meo again at a higher dose, you would go through the cessation. then the door opened. the gate of infinity, that's it, the end of the illusion. This is not exactly an experience, it is unthinkable and you recognize yourself without the slightest doubt: you. The reality.

you cannot create anything, you can only draw pictures in infinity, everything already exists infinitely. the only creation is the creation of forms. you are a painter, you create based on what already exists. God is not the creator of reality, it is the reality. And maybe it isn't that, maybe god is imaginary, is a creation in the infinity, I'm not sure about that, but I would distinguish between absolute infinity, which is the ultimate reality, and absolute infinity with the will and intelligence to create experience, which is secondary to pure infinity.

The unmanifest is imaginary, because right now, in this instant, the infinite is. this means that everything is manifest now, nothing can not be. not being is not a possibility, automatically, everything is. For something not to be, you must blind yourself to it, create an appearance of finitude. the finite is not real, it is apparent, therefore, everything that is not the infinite, which is not thinkable since it cannot be contrasted with anything, is an illusion

No, you are the absolute, and the absolute is everything. It's obvious when you erase the barriers. The appearance is not a construction, its a limitation. Nothing could be constructed if it didn't exist previously.

the nature of the dream is limitation. reality is the absence of limits, nothing more. the absence of limits automatically translates into infinite existence. the absolute arises spontaneously from the fact that nothing can prevent it from existing. the absolute is everything, it is infinite, unimaginable. This is the reality. then, you are the infinite, and being the infinite is not properly an experience, it is being absolute. how do you create experience? blinding you to all aspects of infinity except the experience you want to be. You are like a donkey that puts on blinders to only look ahead and not get distracted. so what is the void? it is what is left when you put on blinders and eliminate absolutely everything except void. because a void is "something". It's the perception of void. if it were nothing, there would be no experience, and therefore it would not exist. that's why the void is imaginary

Shit man, you can't imagine what the infinity is. Is home, it's total freedom, is total beauty, is art, is depth, is life, is intricate, is purity, is dance, is unfathomable One thing is to realize what is not, another is to realize what is

That's not correct. The void is imaginary. It is the last frontier, where the Buddhists get stuck. the void excludes the full, it is a limitation. You can imagine emptiness, but you cannot imagine infinity. The void has an opposite, that's why you can think it. The infinity has not opposite, it's absolute.

Yes, you can have it all, because you already have it. if you are a dwarf with a body full of tumors sold to a circus by his mother to be eaten alive by hungry dogs for the amusement of a group of psychopaths...you have it all! that's exactly what you wanted. embrace your experience. You are the absolute infinity, the total existence. You are the Freedom. You have everything. You have hit the jackpot. you are God. nothing can be better, as you are absolute perfection. Just realize it.

@Razard86 man, listen to me. you are a firm candidate for awakening, you have it all. But brother, your ego is a fucking joke. So, there is something like 5meo, does that ring a bell? but you don't need it because you smoke a joint and that's it. ??????????????. Have you seen that Tom Cruise movie where he has to jump off the top of a building to awake? That's the joint you have to smoke. absolute freedom awaits you friend. I am the voice of the absolute that speaks to you, and tells you: it's enough to play, now let's get serious. with everything.

Because it's obvious. I know where you are, you lack barriers to break. all your awakening is based on "knowing things". Yes, i can easily. awakening is transcending appearance and realizing that you are. "to realize" is not to know that you are conceptually. it is to break all the limitations that form the appearance and open yourself completely to infinity. It is a total mystical experience, a permanent change in the structure of your energy patterns, that is, in the structure "you". You will fall to your knees bathed in tears, you will raise your arms to the sky and you will scream with all your might. the liberation will be total, a jet of energy will come out of each atom, for the first time in your existence, you will relax your control. you will be infinite You need logic and be smart to deconstruc the walls that keep you imprisoned. solipsism is an idea that helps to break barriers, but it is not the truth because no idea is the truth, the truth is infinite. It is obvious that you cannot define infinity, you can squeeze your mind for a thousand years but you will not be able to capture it, because the mind is relative. solipsism is a relative idea, the word "only" or "one" are relative, they are opposed to others or two. infinity is unthinkable, it is the absence of limits. you can only be. all this work consists of loosening the barriers that prevent you from being it. for you to be awake is to know that only you exist and that you are absolute. Good, but now you need to break the soap bubble. Why do you think that Leo has done thousands of trips with psychedelics? Because he's bored?

@Razard86 what you say is very good, you are quite an intelligent guy with high energy, but you operate from the logical mind, and you can't leave behind the conceptual barriers. you have an ego of a ton. but hey, since you're a smart guy with strong will, I guess at some point you'll really awake.

It doesn't mean you're going to get what you want, it means if you want things and you don't get them, that's what you wanted.

What we are is absence of limits. The absence of limits brings with it total existence, infinity. infinity is total freedom and absolute love because it encompasses everything, nothing is excluded, since it would be impossible. nothing is better or worse than anything, infinity is, and we call that love, because it is what we feel when we love someone, unity with him. love=existence. in infinity everything is equal, everything is existence, without anything being better than anything else. in the finite there are limits, so some things are better than others from the finite point of view, but this is just appearance,

That's correct and it is the preparation of the mind for the real awakening. It is not the same to know that you are alone than to break all limits and be the total absolute infinity. that is beyond any description, since you cannot think it, even if you have experienced it many times, since the mind works in a relative way, that is, contrasting some things with others. the absolute escapes the mind, it is another dimension. to open yourself to it you must drop even the idea of solipsism. your mind must be without barriers, empty. Then you could expand yourself to the infinity and be what you really are

Your understanding is just theoretical. The eternity is just now . Separate existence is suffering, by definition, but you suffer without realizing it. The energy that wants and fears, that controls, that create the separation, so the self, is dissonance, anxiety. That is, suffering. If in any moment you get rid of it, you will realize.