Breakingthewall

I don't know what love is. Just a word. Why so much attachment to words? They only have the meaning you want to give them. They are barriers, structures. That if you don't realize that reality is love/god/etc, it's wrong. first forget the words, then realize what reality is. It is indefinable. It seems that you are attached to your mind, to concepts, stories. If you don't delete them all, you will only have more stories.

Those are phrases created by the conceptual mind that are not true. who says: I am god, it is not god, it is the self, which is an illusion, it is a survival software that believes it exists. It is nothing more than superimposed structures. an evolutionary creation of reality. the other sentence: because you don't want, bla bla, It shows great confusion and lack of understanding, it mixes the relative mind with absolute reality. All those ideas are barriers. If you hold on to them you will never be free

Then why the word love?

All of this is a mental twist to fit the idea that reality is love, that a medieval ax battle where the survivors are impaled is love. I think it is better to erase the label "love" and open yourself to the reality of existence without needing to fit into corsets or concepts. The concept "love" is a barrier, as any other concept.

The issue of understanding is confusing because the one who wants to deepen understanding is the conceptual mind, the self. reality is already total understanding. A tree is infinite understanding, otherwise it could not be a tree. the linear understanding of the conceptual mind is just a function of reality, like photosynthesis. Only this conceptual mind thinks that it has the mission to understand, when if it turns off, the understanding would be total. The problem is that complete understanding cannot be translated into the linear language of the conceptual mind. in fact, the functioning of the conceptual mind veils total understanding. It continues to exist, but in the background, veiled by the structured functioning of the conceptual mind. There is no evolution of the conceptual mind towards truth, there is the mind's understanding of its place, and the mind's ability to depart completely. then total understanding happens. but you can't grab it with your mind. Thinking that you can evolve in understanding of the absolute is a mistake, your understanding will always be either limited or total. There is no middle ground. What is possible is to evolve in understanding what is relative in order to be able to deactivate it at will.

Its difficult to say because maybe those who say that they have had that non-conceptual vision in a mystical state and what they say is the best way to express what they experience, or perhaps they are inventing by superimposing stories from their mind on the experience. For me personally, nothing makes me say: I am God imagining reality.

exactly, the only real understanding is being. The whole structure attached to it means absolutely nothing. is this scary? does it make us sad? Is it too... empty? To the ego this seems like real shit. he wants a monumental structure. Just being seems limited to him, but it's the other way around. If the self dissapear, being is now revealed as unlimited. but the moment you interpret it, it is limited.

For example, if you are in a state without structure, of total openness, you cannot know: I am immortal. It is impossible because that implies a self, and the possibility of being mortal vs immortal. Those are constructions of the mind, you can think of them from the finite state, but not from the infinite state. In the infinite state there is no structure. there is no opposition or definition. but then you go back to the finite state and you understand things. It's just that those things that you say don't mean anything because they are finite. It is difficult, leo says that there is a deep non-conceptual understanding, and I think it is possible, maybe tomorrow I will reach a degree of openness that makes me see what is like that, or maybe Leo is wrong, a misunderstanding of reality. Would be great if he's right and more clarity and depth is possible.

Exactly, you have to understand the trap totally, The trap has several levels, it is a work of art as a trap. a labyrinth. But there is a exist of the labyrinth: drop the self

Yeah but It is easy to take the wrong path and get trapped in your mind, it is a sticky web, it hooks you in one place or another. The path is not a path, it is you trapped in a spider web believing that you are moving forward on a path, until one day you let go of the spider web. It is an enigma that requires passion. The traps of the mind are very subtle, you have to be totally honest with yourself to see them.

For me it is not like that but maybe Im wrong. For me there is something essential to do: openness. I perceive that I am involved in a cycle and I am completing a stage. My mission is to settle into this experience, open myself to it completely, and open myself to the infinite now as much as I can. Perhaps this sense of mission is wrong because it implies a compulsion to go further. more opening, until reaching a total opening. What I said before about understanding has a qualification, openness is in some way understanding. it is silent and inarticulate, indecipherable by the software of the structured mind. If openness can go further, that understanding can also go further.

Understanding is an illusion. You cannot understand anything because the you that wants to understand is an illusion. Reality does not need to understand anything, you are not an envoy of reality to, with your sharp mind, understand it. reality is understood well enough to create the infinite cosmos with its infinite cycles. Do you want to reach level 200? so that? if the level there is is infinite and that is already the case. The only thing you can do is open yourself to infinity and forget any ambition to know or understand because it is either total or zero. Is it going to be total as long as you are a human? Otherwise it will be zero. there are no levels.

Learn and understand is nothing. You already know and understand everything, since you are the infinite. The you who wants to know more and understand deeper is an illusion. Everything that self can know or understand is nothing because understanding is finite. There is no infinite understanding, there is being, which is the same as understanding but without structure. understanding without structure is being. Understanding with structure is a finite structured mind, so it cannot encompass anything, it is false, a pale image.

For me, spirituality is total openness to existence. It is something absolutely necessary, it is like being trapped between four walls and needing to get out. Trying to improve your life via spirituality is going to work great If you do in the right direction. If you use spirituality as evasión, you are going to receive a slap in your face. Exactly, Life must be balanced to the millimeter, but in a balance that no one but you can intuit. Using spirituality as an escape is nonsense as you said. escape from what? Life is going to catch you, always. The material issue is interesting. You have to be daring here, normally life shows you the paths to follow. you have to push hard where you can see the gap

none. It's the evolutionary step for me. no choice. This thing we are involved in, let's call it the cosmic cycle, moves by inspiration. Follow your inspiration and that's it. there are no cons because there is no alternative

Yes, that is business. but you have to be tough not to sink. Life is competition and adaptation

no, it's a cosmic battle between non-dual rats and alien rats. Let's see if the alien rats have something real to put on the table, we don't want them to become extinct and forgotten, much better if they became an evolutionary step

Not easy, in the market place is always war, some win and others lose, some are slaves, others free, and we all worship one god: money. You can have a clear vision, but if you are at the bottom of the pyramid, you will be someone's slave. In the market place in the end you have to have ambition, cunning, and future projection.

Why? simple, because only pure actual direct experience is something, everything else is ideas that mean absolutely nothing. My goal is to completely leave the structure of the mind, and the phrase: reality is love, or: I am God creating reality, are a structure, an obstacle to eliminate. total infinity is now, this. You just have to remove the dividing lines, the structures that compartmentalize and define it, and that keep you locked in. If we do not completely empty your logical mind of content and ambition to understand, we will always be trapped in the prison of the mind, even if it is a more beautiful and comfortable prison.

It's infinity perfection be a pedophile crack addict? yes or no? I mean, what you said doesn't mean nothing. I am talking about drop the self, realize the nature of existence. If you prefer be a philosopher, or anything, it's perfect too. But here, as a human, an enigma is proposed. If you want to solve it, shortcuts are not going to work

Yes and have you noticed how many people watched a video and then they thought they realized the same things that they listened in the video? They are more enlightened than Buda. Well, it's normal because Buddha didn't watch videos, poor guy.

What is god? How did you realized that? How many times? Who realizes? You or god? Is there any difference between you and god?

many, because nothing is better than the real opening. You have to work to be able to do, but once you do once it's not so difficult to do it again. You need courage, release any grip, drop yourself in the infinity without reservation. I try to focus on this moment. 2, or maximum 3, puffs of weed help me. This moment is existence, I feel this moment, outside of the content, the now. It opens, in front of me is infinity. I am standing in reality, before me a bottomless abyss opens. Only I exist, and I'm in the infinite now. The final step remains. letting go of control, the ambition to understand, to see. let go the self. your being opens, like a plant. The resistance has ceased, there is nothing to understand because being now is the only possible understanding. Reality is limitless breadth, there is no structure. Reality is fluid, liquid. There is no loneliness because loneliness is a structure,it's solid and nothing is solid. resistance has completely ceased. You open your arms, the ecstasy is total because there is no resistance. There is nothing to know or understand. This is reality, it flows, it is deep and it lives. It fills you up totally. It's simply be open to the now. Here, this now seems limited, but it isn't. Here now it's the infinity, just learn how to open yourself to it

Same than here, where many say that the absolute solipsism is the final step because it feels like it when you arrive there, but it isn't.

Wrong, if you don't really let go of the self, it will only be an idea that comforts you. "You" recognize the self? Who? The self . The act of letting the self, so yourself, fall into emptiness is an act of surrender and courage. You have to do it now, in the eternal now, when you realize the absolute emptiness of the now and your absolute loneliness, that only you exist, drop the only thing that remains, the self, you. It is not something explainable or understandable. then reality manifests itself. It is absolute freedom, you have passed the door without a door as they say. Have you done this before? It is not a matter of laughter or joking, nor of being clever or wise, it is an act of total surrender. Let go all the greed. Without the self, there is no center, there is no solitude, there is no structure of any kind. It is the infinite that opens completely, it is the total reality. If you do, tangible reality will disappear, like a hologram or a mirage. Inside you there will be no structure left. Your joy will be total, without a molecule of doubt. It is total infinity, limitless amplitude. It is what you are, and only one expression can come close: hallelujah. The prodigal son spent a lifetime wandering lost in the desert, and just now, he has returned. Easy, just enlightenment. Btw, psychedelic could help you to soften the structures, like a solvent, but the act of drop the self in the void happens when you are sober, or almost sober. It's something you have to do, and not even vaping 30 mg of 5meo will do it for you.