Breakingthewall

I would say that the ego is the internal dialogue about oneself in relation to others, evaluating and comparing, and constantly forming a mental image of oneself, usually a little unfavorable, and maintaining that ghostly image full time without stopping for a second. . a serious mental illness

Shit. That's a hell but most of those guys have a better face than mostly of European that are working in a office. Interesting. Seems that men, When the thing gets really hard, are strong If I had a kid, I would say him: you have to be as strong as those guys. You are in deep, you are a human. You can bear anything, just never let the others intimidate you, and never stop to searching a solution. It's better to die. To die is perfect. Let them to make you a favor and fight. Thanks for sharing. Absolutely interesting.

You mean it in the sense that existence itself is a mystery by definition since it is infinite, right? like existence is trying to understand itself infinitely. Why does existence have that compulsion, and it doesn't just exist without so much difficult shit? Maybe just for fun? More because there is no choice. Infinity can't stop.

I don't know. Is it really possible to understand the reality? @Leo Gura what do you think? how much have you understood?

I'm working in it every day. Not just sustaining, but increasing it. the problem with sustaining it is that you start to eliminate the superfluous, the inharmonious, and in the end there's almost nothing left, but I don't see any other option. then there is the matter of going deeper. I see it inevitable. but there are a lot of traps there, conceptualizing and all that. But what to do? Go deeper

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It depends a lot if you have designed your life so that this is possible or not.

More like: much better to dissapear that this shit. but you never disappear you are the bottomless well that is, doing its work of creation, for which the ingredient of suffering is essential. without it, everything would be a soup. suffering is your creative tool

Exactly. the reason for mental suffering is to push us to realize that. After, let's dance.

It's an evolutionary issue. all pain has as its objective the creation of a movement that tends to escape from it, on an individual, collective and genetic level. the bad thing is when it's your turn to be buried in an anthill while the tribe laughs

We have to understand what suffering is, what its purpose is, what existence is, how existence materializes itself. existence is the goddess kali, she laughs at suffering. suffering is love. nothing is forbidden, everything goes for the sake of greater complexity, greater evolution and greater art, and if your destiny is to be tortured for a year in the dungeons of the sultan son of a bitch, hallelujah for it. But as a human, I'm going to avoid suffering as much as I can, and feel real pity for who is suffering.

It depends. The other day I saw an older guy asking for help in a portal. I helped him go up to the 5th floor without elevator. He told me that he hadn't gone down for 2 months because then he couldn't go up. that he went 6 months to a nursing home but that was the horror, and he was there alone, in his apartment.

there is only one way to transcend the fear of death. see throughout life that each event is exactly what has to happen when it has to happen. you flow with life and when it comes to an end you can accept it naturally and without fear. I'm not speaking from experience, obviously. Exactly, we are not animals adapted to the environment who live in the eternal present, we depends of the mind to survive, so the mind is not a joke. In fact, is the main thing. spirituality tells you: transcend the mind and be like a bird. Yes, sure. The thing is: understand the mind and master the mind in the extent that you can.

The issue of the ego is not so mystical, nor is it necessary to talk about God and all that. It is something much more earthly. it is necessary to understand how the interaction with others through language plus the evolutionary programming creates a common, cultural, unified entity. the social matrix. here lies the strength of the human as a collective and its weakness as an individual. You will not see any animal torturing itself for not meeting standards, he is and that's it. the human is dominated by this entity. He is capable of running towards a machine gun powered by this entity. its force is irresistible. If you want to be free, you have to understand it deeply, see how it sinks its roots in you, how you are its puppet. It's very interesting and fascinating. If you don't do, all the spirituality is just another addiction. More ego. An example, every time a person says the word "god" in this forum, it is ego, it is a learned idea captured from the social matrix. Leo is the social matrix, you know that right? This is what the solipsism video means: only you exist, the rest is imaginary, is ego. Conquer your sovereignty.

yes of course, if you are in a fully awake state just by lying down with your eyes closed you will expand to infinity and your reality will be total glory. but if they lock you in a room for 2 weeks, you will begin to be in an unpleasant, restless, sad state. if they lock you up for 6 years, you'll probably go crazy. You are a human, programmed by the evolution to work in a determined way.

try 5 meo, it worked for me. I had unresolved trauma from a crazy narcissistic father, I tried everything, really dangerous things, I took the matter to the extreme. Helps but not really solved, the dissonance was always there, all the time underlying suffering, violent dreams at night, murder, massacres. In the end, 5meo allowed me to really open up. zero trauma now, it seemed impossible. I see everything that happened to me as a work of art necessary to get to this point. My openness to the present is great and every day it is more. it is almost complete. I am, reality is, I am reality happening, it's perfect. try it, maybe it will work for you. You have to do it many times, a hundred, as many as you need

the issue is not getting rid of the ego, it is getting rid of fear. Fear in general, and especially the fear of rejection, makes us lock ourselves in a capsule of constant mental flow that isolates us from reality. Actually, that capsule is also reality, but it creates the appearance of filtering everything through it. all the time he is conceptualizing, classifying, evaluating and giving an opinion. It doesn't stop for a second, because if it stops, you have nothing to hold on to. You are in the unlimited now. this is exactly what we want. stand up to fear and be now without a filter. It seems simple, but it is not. it takes deep understanding, will and courage. the prize is freedom, which is our natural and normal state. the other, with the capsule, is a malfunction created by human dynamics

@Jowblob I think you should change your, let's say, spiritual focus. You're looking for answers, know. that is not how it works. you must look for opening. don't take meo as something that will tell you what reality is like, take it as a meditative exercise. open , that's the answer.

I was criticizing the guy, thinking that all this stuff about shamans is stupid, and I realize that there are many different paths. what matters is the breaking of the limits, and that's it. a 5meo vaping trip has only one purpose: to break the limits. This is not a recipe for happiness or anything like that, it is an event that occurs in your life and that is very beneficial. I don't think it's the end of the psychedelic path, but the beginning. First, being able to break through 5meo without a problem. then start with mushrooms, lsd, etc. 5 meo is to lose virginity

@Dr Palmer Aldritch man, respect to you. You are in the war, in the trenches where the bullets whistle and the shells fall. I can see that you are a guy who does not give up and who knows that there is only one way out: forward. I know what it's like to come from a family of mental illness, insanity and trauma. You have a beautiful enigma in front of you, and you have to solve it completely. For me what has worked is, fight, go ahead, to the maximum, polish yourself and believe in your instinct.

great post, the truth speaks in your message, unfiltered. That is the way, do not worry about anything other than being you, your truth, identify, as you are doing, all the acquired ideas that undermine you, become strong in your truth and everything will be clean, perfect, fluid

become a monk, without any expense except psychedelics until you turn your brain into a primordial soup. maybe it's fun

No, if you are in that situation you don't know what is vision or anything, if you feel that you have a body or that there is you looking anything, you have to vape more. You lie on the floor and think: let it happen, surrender. and if the dose is enough, it happens. limit are broken. And that's it, there is no vision, you can't think anything, you don't cling to anything, you don't look for anything, because the idea of doing this is precisely letting go completely. but I can only do this for a short time. 5 minutes, then the mind returns. You keep realizing infinity but you are there. With more practice I want to be able to do it longer, an hour, like Leo says plugging. It seems impossible for now, but it is an exercise to increase the exposure little by little

I bet your problem is more earthly and less mystical. working and earning money is shit right? torture level. I understand you perfectly. put your mind to work and find your way out of the maze.

No, when you do 5meo there is no vision, first your field of vision becomes a kind of spinning fractals, or overlapping white squares, then...infinity. no more dimensions, No more body, Unlimited Depth, then, the depth could be absolutely nothing and it's quite horrible for me, or the depth opens and it's everything. You are everything, no limit, absolute freedom, absolute power, the existence. Yes, of course. It's normal, just the infinite in it's infinite perfection, the glory of existence, thats what I am. then after a while you open your eyes and get up and see everything normal, but you realize that it is infinity, right now. and you start laughing with the greatest happiness in your life.