Breakingthewall

Hehe that's true . I had a very negative view of human interaction. I saw that we are a hive entity of fragmented beings in need of acceptance who need to obtain that acceptance from their peers, in turn in need of acceptance, and that this translates into using each other, power relations, all behind their barriers, forced to fit into molds, deformed by this obligation to fit, which gives rise to complete falsehood, conditioned love, which is not love. fear, power, falsehood. and in the middle of this party, a little real love sometimes arises. But what to do? The material reality is built in a way that makes this have to be so. We can only work on ourselves to lighten the suit of lies and fear that we have been building, and not worry about others.

Humans, under a thin veneer of civilization and with an empathetic appearance, are tribal, territorial, and predatory beings who, if they can, will enslave you, cut off your balls, make you pull a cart, and when you don't serve them, they will throw you to the trash. finding true love and true alliances is extremely difficult, like everything in this human life. nothing is what it seems, everything is double-sided, complex and very difficult to understand.

Interesting questions. I would say that experience is the now, which is the reality. but it is confusing. The word experience implies someone having an experience, and the reality is that you are the experience. Consciousness is also confusing, it is the fact of being and being aware of it. I would say that both words mean existence.

It's not easy to be as pure as is needed to realize the absolute full time, but it isn't impossible

Inspiring, Like all those stories, they make me want to do psychedelics, but it always seems to me that there is a small distortion, that he does not get rid of his ego 100%, but of course, this may be because while he is explaining it, he is not there. in that state, then it is impossible for him to transmit it accurately.

I don't understand why he uses so much the world imaginary. What is the distinction between solid and imaginary for him? and when he says, I, as god, am imagining everything. I don't know... something doesn't add up there, it seems that he can't completely break the separation between him and reality, he doesn't completely melt, and he falls in a confusion . But maybe i can't understand what he's explaining . Thanks for sharing anyway

Yes, good and perfect sex . The problem is that you have to do with an human, so at the end, everything is a mess, like all the human stuff. Everything is an enigma, nothing is simple. Be human is a challenge

Yes but even better would be if he looks in the mirror, taking off the mask he has put on, and delve into it to the bottom of what he is. but where are the balls for that? It seems that it is easier to play the guru. but no dude, at the end of your game there is a stone wall waiting for you. and it is quite hard

Yes, fucking mushrooms, instead of a mystical trip, they gave me a trip in the human mud. but very interesting anyway. a few less impurities in me.

I've been crying with laughter for 5 minutes. Good thing, because I was still under the effects of a mushroom trip in which I saw the human life as a disgusting mud that has to be cleaned with an atomic explosion.

The absolute is totally obvious and obeys a simple logic: infinite. what is extremely difficult to understand is the will to constrain the infinite in this madness in exactly this way, and for this purpose. So, the thing to do is to create a civilization of very scared mad slaves that lives is cities and they try to scape from death. funny... i guess If we want to understand existence, we have to forget everything that we "know", get totally empty, and see. It's extremely difficult

This is absolute simply and obvious. Because there are no limits. The question is: what the fuck is this? What the fuck razard is? Do you understand? Let me laugh, is you don't mind

Just mental deductions, right? So?

???This world is a kind of nightmare. Everything is violence. Let's see, i have been forced to sit in a chair for years. To fit in a mold, comparing, deforming.We each react to the madness of being human in our own way. some try to seek the truth, and others the power. the very rotten sons of bitches. a bullet in the head of each one, but there is no iron in the world, they are legion. disgusting race who has managed to escape the total cruelty of nature, but in exchange is impure. But looking at it well, nothing escapes what it has to be. everything follows its cycle, everything evolves. so that? who need this shit? better not be nothing . material existence is struggle, pain and madness. god is Kali But no... fucking god knows exactly what he wants, why to do this path. To understand the existence is not a game

The irrational mind works like this: I need things to be exactly like that, therefore, I'm going to adapt the reality in my mind to my need so that everything fits (mom, tell me that everything will be fine). Once this is achieved, I will receive the certificate of professional idiot, and I will make stupid statements with absolute certainty, and if someone refutes them, I will use evasive countermeasures, ultimately reaching violence. A message to the idiots of the world: idiot, get out of your idiocy! stop lying to yourself! you are no longer 6 years old, you piece of idiot! Look in the mirror, and repeat after me: I am a lying idiot and the foundations of my psyche are lies, I am going to let them fall apart, with two big balls, and from now on my motto will be the truth. I will never deviate a millimeter from the truth. First the truth, second myself. and when the time comes to look God in the face, I will have absolutely nothing to hide.

It means that you are not you having an experience, you are the experience, within which there seems to be a you perceiving external things. there is no subject and object and neither is there anything external

From Leo's blog: We are not interested in spiritual or philosophical ideology here. What saves you is the contemplation and personal investigation you freely and joyfully engage in. That's what purifies you from all the human bullshit and illusions. That's where the truth comes from. The truth doesn't come from me. You are going to use your own mind to purify itself, like a bodybuilder uses years of lifting to sculpt his body. No ideology adds muscle to the body, only lifting does. And the whole point of bodybuilding is not to reach some final result but to enjoy the entire process of lifting. To fall in love with lifting. So fall in love with contemplation! You will be doing it for the next 40 years. There is no way to succeed in that without loving it. Stop racing ahead to some imagined results. Slow down and relish the process. THAT is my teaching. I am not here to teach you things to believe. You don't need to believe anything, just fucking contemplate for 40 years. My job is to inspire you to contemplate reality in the deepest ways possible, and to feed grist into your contemplation mill. Let's you and I just spend the next 40 years contemplating together and see where we end up! Trust that if you do this diligently you will end up somewhere extraordinary. Leo, be careful, as you keep saying those things, the believers will tell you that you are not awake

in your case, yes. you come from a long spiritual journey of your whole life. but look at the complete inconsistency of the believers. They have seen Leo's videos and according to them, they have realized the truth. this has completely changed their lives. but leo, his guru, says over and over again that the key to his awakening is 5 meo. that he has done it 300 times, 30 days in a row, risking his life. but not one of the believers has ever done so, nor do they intend to. They say they believe in Jesus but they don't dare to be baptized. Normal, why do it? they are not interested in god, they are interested in being better than their neighbors. they are Pharisees.

Yes true, but as I go further, I would say that there are two levels. one level is the lucid dream, which is a beautiful, open and happy life, close the absolute, and another level is the total mystical experience. what has been reserved for the saints, and once or twice in the course of his life. We can provoke this at will with 5 meo. We are talking about something magical, very strange that something like this is possible. but it is. Is it necessary? No. You can be much more lucid than me, in fact I can have those mystical experiences and then return to sleep hooked and anxious. but the beauty is enormous. the opening of your being to the absolute that you really are is the most wonderful thing possible. and I believe that this, little by little, is bringing you closer to the absolute in a way that would otherwise be impossible.

there is also another thing possible: break God's rules and get out of the dream without dying

Exactly man , you understand very well, some very deep understanding, that really i like to read, like that of the tube vision in the other tread. That's why I told you above that you are a steel door. that door is the dream. You can't get out of it, it's impossible. except in one case: if you awake. you cannot be permanently awake. you would die, not from hunger, but from an energy imbalance. you are the dream, and what you can do is thin the walls of the dream so that sometimes the dream collapses for a moment, and you are what you truly are. it is unimaginable because imagination is something that happens inside the dream. it's obvious! its impossible to awake if you are in the dream. How could you? Awake and sleep excludes each other

Exactly, that is. Infinity is being now, it cannot not be, and you are blind to everything except this, now. what it is awakening is to remove that limit and embrace the infinite, really. as if you were dead.

It could all be a hallucination that you're having and you're talking to yourself

The thing is not so simple. You will see . you are a door. but an iron door half a meter thick with a Swiss lock. you don't know what you're talking about. an iron door created by god not to be opened. if you want to open it, you need enriched uranium

?? Of course, all of us are this, those who suffers. but we must be smarter, we cannot fall into that idiocy